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About Me

There's a lot I could say about myself. I could tell you how moody I am, that I still like listening to pop bands from the days when I was eight, or how often I give attitude, or that I have no manners at all. I could go into detail about how unstable I am, the strange things I do, and how much I hate myself. And, you know, I could even tell you about how many times my hearts been broken or the dark story of my past. But I'm not going to do that. If you want to know all that, you can message me and get to know me. As for now, I'd rather tell you who I want to be...and who I'm trying to become. I'm changing a lot from the way I used to be. I'm able to show a nicer side of me that I always used to hide before. I'm trying harder to have self esteem and I think I might be getting there. I love to write music and I want to be the girl that is able to make a brilliant set of music notes appear from her guitar and swing a mike like nobody's business. I also love art and I also want to be the girl that can create a masterpiece that you could fall in love with. I can't stand the idea of war and, even though I seem rebellious, angry, and violent, I want nothing more than peace. I've been trying hard to become a better person and I think that in a small amount of time I'll really be a good friend worth people's time. I want to be the girl that's there for you no matter what, and usually that's who I am. No matter what's going on with me I'm willing to shove all of it aside and be there for you, so feel free to talk to me about anything. Sometimes I can actually help you out. I think hope is the one thing that everyone needs in this world and one day I want to have enough of that to stay happy on my own instead of needing someone else to bring joy in my life all the time. I have the most amazing friends in the world and I really wish I could be more like them sometimes. I have a horrible habbit of comparing myself to everyone else, even though people don't know it, and I'm really trying to work on that. But even though I do that, I'm never afraid to be myself and express who I am. And I could go on and on but that ruins all of the fun in you getting to know me. I don't want to be the girl that's going to bore you to death with her "about me" section on this site, so I'm stopping here after I add this one last thing. My name is Alexis, and I want to be the girl that will change your life