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I'm going on a small trip tomorrow (thursday) until Sunday. I will most likely not be able to respond to messages unless my hotel has free computer service, and so, will not be able to reply until Sunday. Sorry if this causes any sort of inconvenience...which I doubt it does. So, talk to you all later, have a nice weekend :)

"How can nails scratch the deepest
Have you broken skin this time
Put your mark into me deeper
As you drown me with your eyes
Help my hand over your mouth
As you scream at me to feel
Coat my scars with understanding
But i cant promise anything

Can you tell
That i picked my poison well
That i have no more to shout to you
Is it really that important that i settle down
Does it really even matter that i have my doubts
I search for the one who needs
I reach for the one who bleeds

I forget to dream in color
I am better off alone
Honest hearts are undercover
We are shadows on our own
Lose ourselves in open waters
Always swimming back to shore
My addictions have no bounderies
Now im crying out for more

Can you tell
That i picked my poison well
That i have no more to shout to you
Is it really that important that i settle down
Does it really even matter that i have my doubts
I search for the one who needs
I reach for the one who bleeds
Like me"
Trapt: Bleed like me

By the way, it seems Quizilla has been holding out on some of my messages so if I'm not replying and you need to reach me you can e-mail/message me at XxsweetxpoisonxX@hotmail.com

"Picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight...I'm not satisied with where I'm at in life."
-Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Cat and Mouse

"But nobody cares if you're losing yourself...am I losing myself?"
-My Chemical Romance: You know what they do to guys like us in prison.

"Border line,
Dead inside.
I don't mind,
Falling to pieces.
Count me in, violent
Let's begin, feeding the sickness.
How do I simplify,
Dislocate - the enemy's on the way."
-Breaking Benjamin: unknown soldier

"If we cut out the bad, well then we'd have nothing left"
The Used- Cut up Angels

"somehow everything's gonna fall right into place,
if we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday "
Paramore- Hallelujah

"Here I stand, helpless and left for dead
Close your eyes, so many days go by
Easy to find what's wrong
Harder to find what's right
I believe in you
I can show you that I can see right through
All your empty lies, I won't stay long
In this world so wrong"
-Breaking Benjamin: Dance with the Devil

"Save me from myself"
-Burn Season

"The lonely road, the one that I, should try to walk alone"
-Breaking Benjamin: Here We Are

I belong to a wolf pack RP site, Virtue of Fate, and it is in need of more members if it is to stay up and running. Please check it out at: http://www.virtueoffate.proboards105.com/index.cgi

Lately, I've been talking to people about life, ya know, what is it really? And we discussed the possibility that..what if you're in a dream? The real you is actually still 5 years old and in a coma, and in your dream you continued to live life, but once reaching 30 in your dream you awake to be only 5 and must live life through again. How dissapointing, i thought, it would be if you were to make it so far only to be ripped away. Yet, what would I do over?