xdra.ma.lover15x's Journal

okay, its late...or early but I have a few things on my mind at the moment.


Why, dear God, does every person onhere that writes a Frank story like Taking Back Sunday? Is it suppose to be a requirement or something? Like, if you don't love this band then you mostlikely write crappy stories about Frank Iero? Cause, I don't like them THAT much...which leads me to wonder. How crappy is my story?





ANOTHER FRUSTRATION: No one updates anymore! I mean, come on people, I'm dying without something good to read. I've resorted to re-reading stories cause I can't find anything good. If you know a story that is good, please bother to tell me. And, I swear on my OCD tendencies, I cannot read the story if it is under fifteen chapters. It's not physically in me to do it. Sorry.






I'm still upset that my band is getting taken away from me by a gazillion teenie boppers. I know people that are...not of the same social status...lets put it, who have 'fallen in love' with them. HELLZ NO. You can not tell me now, after about three years of listening to me listen to them that you have just 'decided' to like alternative music. It doesn't work like that hunny.






On a happier note, I thought that this was amazingly cool. I was looking at the profile page of some girl who I thought wrote a really good Frank story, and imagine my surprise when I see MY story in her favorites list. Haha. It takes a lot for me to adore your stories and I thought it was cool that such a talented person felt it enough to add me to their favorites list. =]






One week from yesterday I'm going to be seeing There For Tomorrow, Valencia, Hit the Lights, annnnnnnd All Time Low!

Horayyyyyy for Alex Gaskarth and front row seats!






"Last night, on the Mass. Pike, I fell in love with you."
sorry, it's stuck in my head......BAAAAAAAAAD



KIM

PEAPULLLL

Fack, I suck as writer. I don't update anymore! I mean, here I am, sitting at the computer and whenever I think about being good and writing I just turn into a and go ' it.'

Is that not horrible or what? Im in love with this place, writing is my addiction. MY ONLY VICE! And at the moment I just want to be a face and sit and read good stories. WHICH ARE DAMN HARD TO FIND NOW! I had good places to search already saved on my computer but this redoing thing messed up all the crap and now i cant even figure out how to search stories under tags.

F A C K F A C K F A C K I T Y F A C K F A C K

Seriously people, Im not holding out on you with updates...cause I have none at the momet to give you. I kind of feel like whatever I write isn't good enough for you guys either. I mean, seriously, you're on quizilla here. Its not like its Stephenie Meyer's homepage. Im not a professional writer, I make mistakes. Don't tell me my writing is .

I have a motto. Well, I have two mottos. The most important that pertains to this moment is...

Talk about me, I break your ing face.

Im pretty sure I kind of worded it differently and put it in the chapter where Emma punches Amy. I live by that. Seriously. I HAVE punched people for saying about me.....one of them being a junior in highschool who looks like a bodybuilder. He decided to call me fat. URG.

Im quite frustrated/depressed at the moment, if you read this. Don't think im trying to be all hardcore and crap.

~Kim~

Sidenote: Has anyone else gotten the Rotation CD???? Cause I personally think its genius! Cute Is What We Aim For has come out with another amazing album!

incase any of you were unable to come up with a proper image of Emma in your heads, I found a good enough picture for all of you. Now, granted, this is suppose to be AFTER her makeover...and her personality doesnt seem to fit this girl very well but...ehhh
im not really caring


HERE YA GO!

LOVE LOVE LOVE

YEAH!

Im so pumped right now, people.
I went, as a last minute decision, to go to the Cute Is What We Aim For concert last night.

I'll tell the truth here, I wasn't a super huge fan of them at first. I liked two or three songs by them, and that was about it. After that amazing, front row seat, concert I can safely say that I ING LOVE THEM.

Shaant's got to be one of the hottest people ever, even with that new hair do of his. I TOUCHED IT. I TOUCHED THAT AMAZING HEAD OF HAIR
*swoons*
lol

Anyway people, thats my explaination of why i didnt write yesterday. I am deeply sorry. So, I updated today. Oh! And i dont think you'll get anything tomorrow either. Im gonna be hanging out with my friends.

Message me or something if you ever want to discuss music, cause im so hyped up right now that I could talk for ing hours.

LOVE YOU ALL

AND SHAANT
AND ALEX
AND FRANK
AND BAM

Kim =]

No one ever reads journals anymore....

Okay! Well,
here's the thing.
I am, as you can tell, right in the middle/beginning of a Frank story. Yeah, its my baby and I adore it very much. It makes me smile. I'm going to be a while with this one, I didn't realize how fast the chapters go by!

As for my Alex, I want to change it up a bit. I was stupid and rushed when i wrote the first to parts and I kind of dont like it as much anymore. Meh. I can always fix it later.


And I know I talked about a Bam Bam story. Yeah, that def. isn't going to be happening for a little while. My brain is so worn out from end of year tests and my frank story AND my constant headaches that I dont think I can think of my new lovely obsessive compulsive story.

I'll write again when I think I can start something or there is going to be exciting news or something.

Forever Clever,
Kim C=

Heyy people.

I'm not exactly sure if any of you guys actually check my page for updates and all that jazz and I've kind of realized I've been updating in a really weird pattern. So, I'm here to explain it to you.....


First off, my Alex story is on hiatus until I get over what ever the hell you want to call my new love obsession with Frank. Which, will never be over. But, don't worry I'm still going to write the other story. Uhm... my Frank story.

I've been sick for the past two weeks with the strangest illness of my life, and Ive actually had time to write stuff. What I've been doing is just randomly having burst of inspiration, writing it down, saving all those chapters I write and walking away. Then, on nights like now, I post around three or four chapters up at a time. The process repeats itself.

I think this way is going to be a lot more effective in the type of writing because Im not forcing myself to write a bunch of stuff within one day. Instead I'm writing what I want within a few days and it, in my opinion, turns out a lot better.

Im guessing that this Frank story def. isn't as popular as my Bam story, and Im accepting that. Hey, if any of the people that actually read my Bam stories are still out there, if I finish Frank and Alex by summer's end I might just start a new Bam story. I don't really think it would ever be possible for me to write about anyone else besides these three guys, cause I usually have to learn everything about them inside and out first. So, I'm sorry to all of you who asked, but no, I can't write a story about this or that celeb right now. Maybe if I begin to find them hott then thats a different story.
Hehe

I love you all so much,
KIM

Heyy guys.

I haven't really written in this in a while.
Incase none of you are paying attention, I wrote a new story. And no, I'm not talking about my Alex Gaskarth one.

It a Frank Iero story. I'm madly in love with it. So far though, I have had a whopping 0 feedback on the story.
No one, I mean NO ONE has even told me that they actually are reading it.
????????

I'm gonna keep writing it, because I love writing. I'm not writing it just to hear how much people like it. However, I was just wondering if, I don't know, someone actually had read any of the six chapters posted.

Just a question for ya....

Oh! And has anyone else besides me tried to get on Frankieroishot's creation page and failed. Because every time I try her page now, it dies on me and I don't know what the problem is. My computer is saying that it's quizilla's coding but I dont really understand.
If anyone else has had these problems feel free to let me know!

KIM

Hello Dearest Quizilla Readers.

I don't know if you've noticed or not but Quizilla has kinda changed.
It bugs me, I will not deny that, that I cannot have my old stories at the click of a button.
So far it says I only have 4 chapters of Tear Away These Faces.
Pshhhhh.
more like 43....
Anyway, I was wondering is it just my computer or does anyone elses computer seem to go quite slow now whenever they try to read someone elses stories.
Cause it keeps happening with mine.

I really hope quizilla people will finish getting things back in order soon, cause I refuse to write anymore till all my chapters come out.
Oh! I am also in the middle of reading the best story of my life, yet Ican't finish it because I started reading it on Wednesday and its super long so I didn't get to finish it all in one day and now its missing a huge chunck of the chapters that I left off on.
=P
And! It was at the best part!!!!!!!!!!!
So, yeah, quizilla sure better hurry up because Im going out of my mind with boredom here.
KIM!

Okay, Ive written on this thing too many times...

I just wanted to let you all know, that Im really hating this screen name right now, so Im making another one. I just hate the name...its stupid to me now, well at least the background behind it is now.
So, this name will be used for Bam stories and harry potter stories. I'll check it regularly so you can still message and crap...

The other one will be for my ATL and original stories. I think everything works out better for me then

ADD ME ON THE OTHER ONE!!!

Its Salt.Horse.Razor

Random name...but I have my reasons behind it! =D

ANYWAY! I really hope you add me there!

its not showing up in the search engine yet for some reason....oh well!

I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH! KIM!

Yeah, so Bam is now finished and I know I wrote in here yesterday but Ive thought about my story.

The story I had come up with wasn't really thought of as an original story, it was another fan fiction. But its not about Bam.

Like Ive said before I just finished reading all these old stories that made me want to start writing in the first place. And I thought of the perfect plot of a new story.

And Im not writing this story just to jump on the band wagon here, cause I have loved this band looong before they became popular.

Has anyone ever heard of a man named Alex Gaskarth??
Hahaha...
Leave comments
KIM!

If anyone doesn't get what I do already...I usually take dibs on names for my stories...like my friends all ask to have their names somewhere in it..hense Erin and Kristin in the last one.
But the main girls name is already chosen. and i love it. Her best friend is already chosen too. Sorry!

Hello peapuuul!

I know I write on this thing frequently, and it seems to get some sort of a reaction from people. So, I continue on.....

I know that I have a small, yet loyal following to Tear Away These Faces, and I have every intention of finishing that story. Hopefully, before summer comes so I can focus on something else. But, my focus on Bam and how amazing he is has weakened greatly since writing this. I understand completely when someone says I still love this person, but I just don't love writing about him anymore. Don't get me wrong, Im still going to put my all into this story. It means too much to me not too.

I was just reading someone elses story, that I adore more than anything else in the world, and wish this person would actually make a sequel...but it's not happening. And I thought of a plot that seems really really cool.

I have been thinking a lot about what I should do after TATF is done and I think I just found my story.

However, this story will not be about someone famous. There will be no celebrities involved in it. That may make less people want to read my story, but it seems I can put my whole heart into it so Im going to go for it.

I just hope that people won't kill me for not sticking to the usual Fanfiction type of writing I do.

Please give some feedback on what you think...I would appriciate it greatly.

KIM =D

Holy Jesus! I've had this day off and I was bored so I decided to read some peoples stories.
It is killing me reading some of these stories!!
OH GOD people really need some grammar lessons, and spelling lessons, and writing lessons.
When a person writes a chapter and doesn't even decide to put breaks inbetween sentences, it drives me crazy. My eyes hurt trying to read anything, even if it is a really good story, and I have to look away.
I know that my story isn't amazing or any crap like that but I really try to put spaces where need be and I TRY to spell correctly. I know that I don't though, and my friend thankfully corrects me for that.
It just urks the hell out of me when people really want to write on quizilla but, they never bothered to actually learn the correct way how.

That is just my angry opinion of the moment.
And to whomever left that charming comment in my c-box, Fred is on hiatus cause I lost interest in him and gained interest in Bam. Sorry.

Kim


Okay I really thought I should just let some people know this while Im here, my lead character Jayce isn't pronounced Jace. It's Jay-see. Like how Alex from All Time Low says Jasey Rae....yeah I just chose to spell it with a C instead of a S. Sorry if that confused any of you, I just thought I would put it out there. =)

Alright everyone! I just went to see Sonny, The Matches, Forever the Sickest Kids, The Rocket Summer, annnnnnd ALL TIME LOW!

It was amazing!
The best night of my life! Alex and Jack's guitars lost power so they stopped using instuments and the whole crowd just sang along to Alex's voice.

He said that it has never happened before and that it was the coolest shit he has ever seen. I nearly died right there.

IT WAS SO GREAT!

He looked right at me and pointed....it made my night.

Jack was in my face the entire time cause I was right infront of him.

There were mosh pits everywhere.
It just made the best concert of my life right there!

Love, a very very very happy,
Kim!

Okay. Well I just wanted to thank BreakingxThexSurface and Unlovey for making me really great banners.
I adore them!

Also, I'm not asking anyone if they could make me banners but I have a girl in my head that would be the ipidomy of Jayce, for my personal opinion at least.

She fits the discription perfectly..
If you did want to see what my Jayce looks like, I attached it with this entry!.

Much MUCH Love,
Kim!!!!

PS Updates tonight and tomorrow are possible, not Wednesday-I have dance rehersal and Thursday is a great possibility!
I also get off Friday!!!

Hey people!

I definantly have not been on this thing very recently to update. I know how awful it is. But I have a few key things I think I should probably share.

First off. I was with my father and his family over the second half of last week, and just being there bummed me out so much that I just couldn't bring myself to write anything at all. I might of had a few major distractions, which I will mention in a minute.

Second off. I had waaaaaay too many projects to finish up over break. My teacher gave me this awful presentation to make infront of a bunch of kids I didn't know and it stressed me out so much that I completely broke down. I knew that I would faint or be sick if I actually had to speak infront of that many people. So, I played sick today and missed my presentation. Haha. I'm not distracted by that anymore.

Third off. Has anyone ever been so obsessed with something for the longest time and then someone shows you something new and exciting and it makes you temporarily forget your other obsessions? Yeah, well thats what happened to me. My dearest friend, Erin, bugged me non-stop to read this book called Twilight. Maybe some of you may have heard of that book and the other ones that follow it..
Anyway, I began reading the first book last Thursday, and wouldn't you know, I finished all of them by Sunday. That was truely the best damn book Ive ever read.

Unfortunatly, this means my mind is set on one person and one person only. Edward Cullens. It sucks, I know. And I really would like to post more of my Bam story. But, my feelings aren't being put into it right at the moment. I know the next chapter I write is extremely important so I need all of my emotions to be clear and not blocked by the most romantic vampire I've ever heard of. =D

What this entry is telling you all is, I love my Bam story, and I take great pride in it. I do not want a crappy chapter coming out. Its better than that for me. So, updates will be soon. Just not immediatly.

I less than eight minus five you all!!!
KIM!

Okay, I know most people don't have time to update their stories like i do, cause im on spring break but I really wish that someone else would write something!

I think that I sound a little insensitive about it but, Im just so.....bored right now.

I know I could write more of my story and I was planning to do that anyway. I really want to get to a certain part by Sunday, but it doesn't seem like that would be happening soon because my dad wants to take me away to New York with him. *Sigh*

New York isn't really my cup of tea. Dear God I just sounded like my grandmother there.

Anyways..if anyone has any good stories that I haven't read yet I would be happy to hear about them!

And for anyone that cares a few of my favorites, not all of them cause there are a lot, are...

Frankieroishot-she only has one Bam story and its 75 chapters!!!
likeHIM-really witty stories in my opinion
SolitaryGirl666-I've loved her stories soo much.
BreakingxthexSurface-I read all her old ones and loved them and I love her new ones too!
And for anyone who is a Draco fan at all...read Commonluvwhat's stories. The first one is around 63 chapters and the sequel is still in progress!!!


Oh, and I have gotten a few messages that people were a little annoyed that Bam and Jayce haven't gotten together yet, and personally my favorite part about a story is the whole chasing for the other person, so just keep holding out!

Love love love love love love love Kim =)

Ok so ive been reading these blogs by Quizilla and it's made me quite confused.

So do we need to save all our stories and when they relaunch we have to make new layouts for them?? Cause that sounds like its going to suck. I mean I have all my stories saved, just not with my corrections to them.

And no more homepages??? What are we to do? Thats how I tell what someones story is about...I read their little blurb or whatever they have.

And...this is a really stupid question but...does anyone actually know when they are relaunching?? Cause I need to get a few things in order if its soon...

Someone...if you know the answers...please help!

Hey! Anyone who actually reads my story (singular) would know that i haven't written for quite sometime and Im truely very sorry about that. Im having dificulties with my new computer and I just want everything to be set up before I continue on...I have up to 12 more chapters written i just need to type them up and post them. Oh! And i have about 3 other stories lying around that I am deeply contemplating bringing to life on Quizilla. One is about Bam Margera, Brandon Novak, and an original one...I also have an idea in the works for a Ryan Dunn story....but Im going to have to see about that one. I really dont want to promise any certain time for my new chapters or stories but Im guessing if I don't start back up on Quizilla by April vacation then Im not planning on doing any updating till summer. Thats when I have most of my free time to work. Love You ALLL Kim