xacupcakex's Journal

Okay everyone.

I'm creating a vampire story as you can see. But first I have to finish the part where he suddenly turns into a vampire. That would be a whole two or three more chapters.

I'm going to describe steven right now. I want to see how many people would participate in this small event.

Whoever gets a picture that comes close to my character steven. Wins and their name will be mentioned in the story.

if you're a girl and you win you have choices:
1) have my character fall in love with you
2) you are also a vampire
3) you are just one random character my vampire meets

if you are a boy and you win, you have choices as well:

1) a vampire
2) befriend of my character (to be come friends with)
3) just a simpleton.

Sounds like a deal right?

So get started.

deadline is the 26th of october.

Alright well,
Let's see. I've been having a bit of a problem.
I mean a guy problem.

Like the problems where you think you know who you want, but then you don't. And then you find out that there is more choices.

Alright let me explain this.

I know this guy for a long time. Me and him have been together for so long. Almost three years we've been together. So we ended up breaking up. Turns out almost 7 of his friends comes up and tells me that they like me.

Let me describe the guys for you.

Jon- He's like my brother. He's been there for me every step of the way.

Chris- He always makes me laugh.

Alex- He's like my twin. We both have the same taste in music, we always go to concerts together, we sing and rock out on our guitars even if we are on the subway station. We don't care.

Sensai- He's the most coolest person I ever met. I love hanging out with him.

David- he's so sweet, caring, easy to talk to, funny, we could tell each other secrets and we won't ever tell anyone about it.

Dennis-He's the best friend I ever had.

and lastly

Kenny-He's so fun, he's always there, he's like my other brother.

So after me and steven break up, they all tell me that they like me. To be honest I think it was great that they tell me. I liked it. Hey, doesn't every girl like to feel wanted, loved. So steven found out about the whole thing, now he's asking for me back. Well, in the process of him asking me back, I was busy making out with david.

after the day I kissed david, I was with Sensai, he made me feel so great, and well he made me feel like I was a lady.

The next day steven called me up telling me he wanted me back. That he still loved me. I felt so bad the whole day. But being with other guys made me feel so great. It made me feel like I was on top of the world.

So anyway, I called my friend jon and told him all about what was going on. He explained the whole guy book. I had to laugh cause he was all like "I'm breaking a hundred codes in the guy book"
The next day steven called me again asking me if all the things with david true. I told him I didn't want to talk about it.

I still care for steven, and I like the other guys cause they each mean a lot to me.

So yeah. Now I'm stuck.

Alright, Well I don't exactly keep journals. I've tried..It hasn't worked.
Well maybe its because I haven't tried keeping journals.
Alright well cheers to me trying to keep my first journal.

Okay. So lets get on with this.
I know a lot of people are probably gonna read this, so I might as well tell them a bit about myself

My name is Kat.
My real name is yazzy.
I'm 16 years old.
I live in New York. (Sometimes I think its boring. But what could I do)
I'm terrified of clowns,pigeons,rats.
You are probably wondering how the hell do I walk around new york.
Thats easy. Everytime I see a pigeon, I freak and run.
Don't laugh..Its not funny.

XD

Alright what else.
Oh.
I have many nicknames.
Such as kujo,jesus,charlotte, jinxy,cupcake,etc.
I have so many that my friends start to say,
Sheesh. I swear your nicknames change faster than you change your own underwear.
I'm like well thanks guys.
When I mean by guys. I literally mean guys. I don't really hang out with girls cause girls tend to cause way too much drama. And the only girls I hang out with are more like those tom-boyish ones who know how to take care of themselves.

So yeah, by my friends saying that. I felt like a slut.

And between you and I.
A 'slut' actually means being untidy and unclean.Its not some dirty trick you see walking down the street now-a-days.

Okay lets see what else could I put down.

I like to travel, Sing,dance,write,write songs, play my bass guitar, or any guitar for the matter,draw, create my own clothing.
I'm basically your multi-talented girl.

Well lets start off with me traveling and why I like it so much.

I've been to a lot of places. And when I mean a lot, I mean I've been to half of europe, parts of the United states, a U.S. territory, the Bahamas,Canada,Hawaii and Mexico.
When I mean half of europe, I mean I've been to Germany, England, Spain,France, netherlands, nd lastly Denmark.
Parts of the U.S. I mean I've been to most of the Atlantic Coast Plains. Meaning Maine,Massechucetts,Conneticut,Rhode Island,Vermont,New Hampshire,Pennsylvania,Virginia,Maryland,Delaware,New Jersey. I can't say New York. Florida, Georgia, North Carolina.
For the rest, I've been to, west virgina, ohio, illoniois,Texas and California.

I've been to a U.S. territory meaning Peurto Rico. I've Been to the Bahamas, Canada, Hawaii and Mexico.

Now I love to sing and dance.
It makes me feel better. I perform in front of my fellow neighbors or where I sometimes work at a deli.
Me and my friends would dress alike. I wear guy outfits, but make it look at least girlish and dance and swang to any music and perform for the people. We have fun doing it and it brings customers. So I guess that makes me a very non-shy person.

I tend to write waay to much. Same as me talking. Once you know me, i can't stop talking.
So anyway. I like to write alot. I can write an essay as if it were a paragraph.No I don't use the same words over and over again. I actually like to use my brain and use words that even my own teacher don't know and he or she would have to look it up to understand what I am talking about.

The way I talk when writing is way different than the way I talk in real life.I get complaints because people doubt that it was me writing. I tell them that its me talking to them. Sometimes I have to put on my webcam. Now I no longer have it cause one of my supposed friends took it and never returned it.

I love to write songs. Ever since I joined the band that I am currently in, I've been writing songs like crazy and we perform it. we get both good and bad credits, but its the same for everyone. it tends to happen.
I don't like how most people write songs based on what they heard. Why not create something from the top of your head. It's a lot easier. And plus you tend to get stuck on trying to create a song based on something you heard because you don't want it to sound like the song you had listened to. News flash it ends up sounding like it no matter how many times you try to make it not sound likes that.I see it on here too and I start to crack up. I'm not being offensive people, I'm being honest. It looks horrible and it just means you can't come up with something on your own.

I play my bass guitar all the time. I play lots of guitars. Heck I have a collection of guitars and other instruments.Everytime I play the guitar, I feel like everything is just quite perfect. Like there isn't any problems that I have to face at the moment.

I love to create my own things. So far I made a shirt, a sweater, a pair of jeans, a purse, a tote bag, I made tons and tons of necklaces. No I don't share them, make your own. Its more fun to make your own things. Hopefully I could make my own clothing line.Just me making sneakers or shoes is a big no, I don't think I have money to get tons of rubber and other utensils.


When I draw. Oh gosh, do I draw. I may not be the best artist, but I try to make myself get better everytime I pick up a pencil. What I want to do is become a tattoo artist.
So far I have four tattoos that I designed and I love it.lol

Yes I do tend to be boastful, I do tend to be sometimes egotistical, I'm optomisitic, i'm everything you could think of. get over it. Learn to love it, and leave me alone about it.
You are this too, you may not show it, but hey I do.

alright well I don't know what else to say. So I'm going to go.
-yazzy