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I hate seeing them walk together Their happiness sickens me and makes me remember a happier time, when I was there beside him, to comfort him, to make him happy but it seems as if that all just faded away he found "fresh meat" and now i'm left forgotten sitting on the curb, waiting for something, but not knowing what that something is ill wait patiently, a little while longer and then maybe he'll realize that i'm the only one for him hah, that makes me laugh for I know it will never be true. ------------------------------------------------------------ okay, so this is my first journal entry, and i'm writing it in my fourth period iba class. ill probably get in trouble but i don't give a rat's ass. they'll be okay... it seems as if I'm always depressed now. Just seeing Jordan with that fake wanna-be makes me sad. We had been going out for like, how many years? 2? and he decides to end it because I'm a worthless emo bitch, and it doesn't matter what i feel, i should just go sit in a corner, cry and cut myself again. I promised Derek I would try to stop, though, so that is no longer an option. Yeah, this is my real life.. and it sucks.. this is THE TRUE LIFE OF THE SUICIDAL... as told by me, steffie.