"I live my life in misery. I'd sacrifice this world to hold you. No breath left inside of me. Shattered glass keeps falling. Say goodnight. Just sleep tight. Say goodnight." Bullet For My Valentine, Scream Aim Fire, 'Say Goodnight'. 2008.
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March 22, 2008
Today is like one of those winding roads. You don't expect it to twist and turn, and you certainly don't expect the hills inbetween the twists and turns. Well, that was my day. I keep thinking about my best friend's death. Although it was a few days ago, I feel like it keeps reaccuring. I hate the feeling of knowing he's gone. I hate feeling this feeling. To make matters worse, my boyfriend of two months won't answer my calls. Of about ten calls, he's answered...one. I hope and pray he's not cheating on me, but who knows?!? Today was one of those days you never want to end, but never to begin. I'm sick of worrying about yesterday, and tomorrow. I want to worry about today, but I'm caught up in the past. I feel like my life is just a whirr. I get up, get dressed, and go to school. Six hours after school I sleep, and it starts all over. I'm soon to be stuck in a world where I have no free time, and I pray that everything works out.I just want my friends to understand that the loss I just suffered is severe, and it has scarred me, but they believe that I'm dragging it out. No. I'm crying because he's gone and I told him things I never meant. Now it's too little too late, and I'm left here believing his death is partially my fault. Forever.
-*Karlie*-
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Your relationship with your family could be a little better -- but it might take some time for that to happen. Today the best you can do is ride out the weirdness and look forward to better energy.
You're feeling kind of sentimental about old times, maybe thinking about an ex or wondering how things could have been. That's a hard place to be, though, and you should find yourself shaking it off tonight or tomorrow.
You're having too much fun to fret over the specifics of any problems you've been worrying about recently. Just enjoy the good energy and see how things shift in your favor.