Today was an extremely boring day. My car was acting up so I couldn't go anywhere, I wasn't feeling so great, & I didn't get to talk to my boy. =/ So today kinda sucked. The only thing that I found remotely entertaining was listening to bands I've heard a lot about but haven't heard their music. I have to say Oli Sykes is really fucking hot but his band sucks. Lol! Sorry to those who like Bring Me The Horizon. I watched a couple of interviews on youtube he also happens to be a dick. He's a lot hotter when he's not being a bitch. Lol! Anyways, I also heard Escape the Fate. I have to say once again, that that band sucks too. I expected them to be a lot better than they were. Sorry to any of you who like them too. BUT I'm REALLY happy to say I found a band that IS good. Black Veil Brides! If you don't know them look them up! Their sound is unique in a way, yet they sound kind of like The Misfits. Lol! Idk, but I adore them & I have to say I have a new rockstar crush. Yes they aren't that famous YET, but Andy Sixx is a sexy mother fucker. Lol! *shrugs* Just felt the need to share, I'm bored & I had sugar. Lol! So hopefully everyone had a better day than I did. OH! Btw Andy Sixx has a youtube account watch all of his videos, he's a cool cat.
http://www.youtube.com/user/Biersack <--His Youtube
http://www.youtube.com/user/ChanceandAndy <--Youtube account where he does videos with his friend
So...Once again Andy Sixx is fucking gorgeous &.....have a good day. *big cheesy smile* Lol! Byeeeees!
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November 18, 2008
Who even cares?
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved
It's building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
Normally I'd sit here & explain why I'm upset but...I'm not going to do that this time. Because really...who cares? I'm starting to think no one. I thought maybe expressing myself would make things better or at least ease the pain...it doesn't. So the only thing I have to say is why bother? Because that's exactly what I'm thinking about everything...why bother?
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved
It's building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
Normally I'd sit here & explain why I'm upset but...I'm not going to do that this time. Because really...who cares? I'm starting to think no one. I thought maybe expressing myself would make things better or at least ease the pain...it doesn't. So the only thing I have to say is why bother? Because that's exactly what I'm thinking about everything...why bother?
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November 17, 2008
Jealousy
For every lie I ever told, for every line I ever sold
For everyone I ever hurt before
I could always find a good excuse
I could always find something to use
I could always find a way out of the truth
Well it used to feel okay inside to get in their face and tell these lies
But not today... I’m breaking free
Jealousy, look what you’ve done
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from
This jealousy look what its done
I never thought the day would come to say sorry for the things I’ve done
I know the list is long but that’s all on me
I can’t really find the words to make up to ones I’ve hurt
But I hope they see this side of me
I swear that I’ve been waiting, I’ve been waiting, to say
Oh Jealousy, look what you’ve done
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from
This jealousy look what its done
You rip apart my insides
You know that I can’t sleep
You tear apart my whole life
You take the best of me...
Oh Jealousy, look what you’ve done
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from
This jealousy look what its done
Oh jealousy, Oh jealousy, look what you’ve done
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from
This jealousy look what its done
You rip apart my insides (this jealousy)
You know that I can’t sleep
You tear apart my whole life (this jealousy)
You take the best of me...
Oh Jealousy
For everyone I ever hurt before
I could always find a good excuse
I could always find something to use
I could always find a way out of the truth
Well it used to feel okay inside to get in their face and tell these lies
But not today... I’m breaking free
Jealousy, look what you’ve done
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from
This jealousy look what its done
I never thought the day would come to say sorry for the things I’ve done
I know the list is long but that’s all on me
I can’t really find the words to make up to ones I’ve hurt
But I hope they see this side of me
I swear that I’ve been waiting, I’ve been waiting, to say
Oh Jealousy, look what you’ve done
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from
This jealousy look what its done
You rip apart my insides
You know that I can’t sleep
You tear apart my whole life
You take the best of me...
Oh Jealousy, look what you’ve done
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from
This jealousy look what its done
Oh jealousy, Oh jealousy, look what you’ve done
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from
This jealousy look what its done
You rip apart my insides (this jealousy)
You know that I can’t sleep
You tear apart my whole life (this jealousy)
You take the best of me...
Oh Jealousy
posted at 8:02 pm EST | 0 comments
November 9, 2008
Lost...
Anyone that's ever lost someone that's meant something to them has gone through a dark time. But what happens if the darkness never goes away? All the pain shrinks down to a stinging that lingers where your heart is supposed to be but never leaves. Isn't there some point in time that your heart finally allows you to let go? Setting you free of the loss of the loved one so you no longer hurt anymore.
After 2 going on 3 years I still can't let go. The pain is still there & I remember like it was yesterday. Its getting to be that time again...the day I can never forget. The day that haunts me every year bringing me into the same pit of depression & pain. As the days pass quickly the lingering pain gets worse. Its like my heart knows its that time again. I'm a little of everything right now. Anxious, hurt, angry & depressed.
There are places in town I still can't bring myself to go because he hung out there. Its been 3 miserable years & my heart won't let go. He wouldn't want me to be sad but...there were just things we both didn't know. I still to this day can't speak his name out loud without breaking down. A framed picture of us sits on my nightstand & I look at it everyday; wishing with all of my heart that he never really left.
It really is true that you don't know what you have until its gone. I'd give anything in this world to have him back. I went years trying to figure out who I am without him & honestly...I still don't know. He was everything to me; my heart, my soul & my best friend. Now he's just a memory, a vivid painful memory of what used to be; what we used to be. He'd been such an important part of my life that I still don't actually know who I am without him.
Everyday I try to be genuinely happy for him. He was one of the smartest, caring & happiest people I know. Somehow he always knew just what to do or say to make me happy. When he left, I thought I'd never be happy again. Deep down I had hope, hope that one day I'd see him again & everything would be okay. There was a long period of time that I tried to force that hope to become a reality by hurting myself. I'd convinced myself that no one cared, he was the only one & he was gone.
Sometimes I still think that. Until I met an absolutely amazing boy that changed the way I think. He doesn't know but...he gave me new hope. I never thought I'd love again after he left, but this boy made the seemingly impossible, possible. He'll never understand how much he's helped me. I love him more than I'd ever thought possible. He means everything to me & I wouldn't trade him for the world. I love him with all of the broke pieces of my heart, he's slowly picking up the pieces & making me whole again. I love him, he's saving me. He's keeping me alive.
After 2 going on 3 years I still can't let go. The pain is still there & I remember like it was yesterday. Its getting to be that time again...the day I can never forget. The day that haunts me every year bringing me into the same pit of depression & pain. As the days pass quickly the lingering pain gets worse. Its like my heart knows its that time again. I'm a little of everything right now. Anxious, hurt, angry & depressed.
There are places in town I still can't bring myself to go because he hung out there. Its been 3 miserable years & my heart won't let go. He wouldn't want me to be sad but...there were just things we both didn't know. I still to this day can't speak his name out loud without breaking down. A framed picture of us sits on my nightstand & I look at it everyday; wishing with all of my heart that he never really left.
It really is true that you don't know what you have until its gone. I'd give anything in this world to have him back. I went years trying to figure out who I am without him & honestly...I still don't know. He was everything to me; my heart, my soul & my best friend. Now he's just a memory, a vivid painful memory of what used to be; what we used to be. He'd been such an important part of my life that I still don't actually know who I am without him.
Everyday I try to be genuinely happy for him. He was one of the smartest, caring & happiest people I know. Somehow he always knew just what to do or say to make me happy. When he left, I thought I'd never be happy again. Deep down I had hope, hope that one day I'd see him again & everything would be okay. There was a long period of time that I tried to force that hope to become a reality by hurting myself. I'd convinced myself that no one cared, he was the only one & he was gone.
Sometimes I still think that. Until I met an absolutely amazing boy that changed the way I think. He doesn't know but...he gave me new hope. I never thought I'd love again after he left, but this boy made the seemingly impossible, possible. He'll never understand how much he's helped me. I love him more than I'd ever thought possible. He means everything to me & I wouldn't trade him for the world. I love him with all of the broke pieces of my heart, he's slowly picking up the pieces & making me whole again. I love him, he's saving me. He's keeping me alive.
posted at 6:46 am EST | 0 comments
November 8, 2008
Madagascar 2
So me my friends Amanda & Brandon went to go see Madagascar 2 this morning. That movie is awesome. Lol! It was fun but I want to talk to my boy. I miss him. =/ Brandon & I thinking about going to watch Role Model because that movie looks absolutely hilarious. =] But we haven't decided yet.
posted at 2:42 pm EST | 0 comments
November 7, 2008
Today sucks...
I've pretty much established that I shouldn't think. Thinking for me is bad because I think of what ifs & it doesn't end good. I shouldn't talk to friends when I'm thinking too because it doesn't make things better. I think it actually makes my thinking worse. *shrugs* Oh well what can yah do? I really wish I had a switch to keep me from thinking. To top it all off I don't feel good. =/ Today sucks...
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November 6, 2008
Someone tell me what to do...
What do you do when you have something to tell someone you love but you don't know how to tell them? Its an important bit of information that you know will break their heart. You don't want to tell them because you don't want to hurt them but you have to tell them in fear of having the information slip & have to deal with the consequences. Telling them & not telling them are really the only choice & its unclear which one is really the right choice. Do you pretend as if nothings happened & you don't know anything or do you tell them & hope for the best? *sigh* I think things shouldn't be this complicated because I'm horrible at making decisions.
posted at 4:35 am EST | 0 comments
November 5, 2008
Whoo!
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you P.M.S
Like a bitch
I would know
And you over think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
We used to be
Just like twins
So insync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh
About nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of love bi polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
And I can't get off this ride...
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
I'd gotten in a fight with one of my best friends & he's supposed to be staying at my house til Sunday morning. =/ So it was pretty awkward, especially since I was supposed to share my room with him. BUT he apologized so tis all good now =D I'll admit, I'm still a little pissed because he dissed my boy but *shrugs* I can't stay mad at him. He's my best friend after all. =]
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you P.M.S
Like a bitch
I would know
And you over think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
We used to be
Just like twins
So insync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh
About nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of love bi polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
And I can't get off this ride...
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
I'd gotten in a fight with one of my best friends & he's supposed to be staying at my house til Sunday morning. =/ So it was pretty awkward, especially since I was supposed to share my room with him. BUT he apologized so tis all good now =D I'll admit, I'm still a little pissed because he dissed my boy but *shrugs* I can't stay mad at him. He's my best friend after all. =]
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November 5, 2008
Grrr...
Quizilla makes me mad sometimes. My inbox in being a bitch.
They should really work on that because my thing pretty much hates me. It freaks out often.
They should really work on that because my thing pretty much hates me. It freaks out often.
posted at 4:27 pm EST | 0 comments
November 4, 2008
Uh-may-zing!
One word to describe my boy: Amazing. He always manages to make me entirely ecstatic. I love talking to him, he makes me unbelievable happy. We also like sharing fun facts with each other. LOL! I don't know what I'd do without him, he means the world to me =] Well after our fun facts & story time I have some stuff to take care of. Lol! Just thought I'd share my thoughts. =D
posted at 7:36 pm EST | 0 comments
November 4, 2008
The bay!
I'm going out of town in a few hours with my best friend Amanda which is pretty shweet! Lol! We're going to San Fransisco! I love the bay area. =] Me & Manda (her nickname. Lol!) are gonna go to the pier. I like walking into all the different shops & feeding the seagulls. Haha! There are actually signs up saying not to feed them but Manda & I are too cool for school so we can't actually read. LOL! So today should be awesome. BUT at the same time I'm not gonna be able to talk to my boy & he sick. =[ I'm pretty sad that I might not get to talk to him today. He makes me happy & I want to be there for him even more right now because he doesn't feel good. I'm kinda tempted to just tell Manda I don't want to go anymore but she'd probably freak because she's been looking forward to this trip for months & she might blame him for it. I definitely don't want that. *sigh* So I'm going to have to tough it out today. =/
P.s. To my boy, I love you & feel better babe. xoxo
P.s. To my boy, I love you & feel better babe. xoxo
posted at 5:59 am EST | 1 comments
November 3, 2008
Gah!
Today already sucks & I haven't been up for an hour. My boy is extremely sick & I want to talk to him. I'm really worried about him right now. To top that off I don't even feel good, I feel like I'm gonna throw-up. Its raining outside & I don't feel well enough to go outside. I love the rain so that just bums me out. If I don't get to talk to my boy I'm gonna go crazy! I'm really really worried about him =[ Gah! Today sucks!
posted at 12:56 pm EST | 0 comments
November 2, 2008
Yay!
The mood thing only lets you pick one mood, but at the moment I'm tons of things. I'm absolutely bouncing off of the walls! My boy asked me out! So he's now officially my boy! I love him to death! He makes me super happy! He's a mind reader I swear. Lol! But anyways, I'm ecstatic & just ah! He's absolutely great & he means everything to me. =D I love him TONS!
posted at 7:42 pm EST | 1 comments
November 2, 2008
Rain!
It's been raining outside for the past couple days & I'm loving it. The rain makes me happy for some odd reason. Thunderstorms absolutely amaze me! They go BOOM! Haha! Anyways....I'm kinda bored & thinking about my boy. *sigh* Well unofficial boy but still. I love him with all of my heart. He means the world to me. *cheesy smile* He's great. =] Well that's all for now & to my unofficial boy I LOVE YOU!
posted at 1:08 am EDT | 0 comments
November 1, 2008
My New Favorite Song!
You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And You're the perfect thing to see.
And you play your card, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
Cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
I absolutely ADORE this song. It's sooo cute. I literally almost cried hearing it. Lame I know. Lol! Anyway, someone very VERY important to me dedicated this song to me. I feel special. =D I love him! =]
posted at 2:54 pm EDT | 2 comments
October 29, 2008
Tea is awesome!
Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
Hmm, I'm too bored for my own good. Lol! But I love that song! ^ It's genius! So I'm drinking applecranberry tea & it is awesome. =] But I'm bored & can't get someone out of my mind. Last night was fun, I stayed over at my friend's house. Truth or Dare with my friends is never as cool as I think it'll be. I always have to do something I don't want to but none of them ever do. Lol! Freakin' jerks. Haha! Idk. I'm just bored so I'm rambling. Have a good day everyone! =D
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
Hmm, I'm too bored for my own good. Lol! But I love that song! ^ It's genius! So I'm drinking applecranberry tea & it is awesome. =] But I'm bored & can't get someone out of my mind. Last night was fun, I stayed over at my friend's house. Truth or Dare with my friends is never as cool as I think it'll be. I always have to do something I don't want to but none of them ever do. Lol! Freakin' jerks. Haha! Idk. I'm just bored so I'm rambling. Have a good day everyone! =D
posted at 6:36 pm EDT | 0 comments
October 28, 2008
Sally's song!
I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend
And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last
And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one
I absolutely adore this song! It kinda gets me thinking of someone. I love it even more that Amy Lee(my favorite female singer) did a remake of it. Nightmare Before Christmas is one of my favorite movies. =]
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend
And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last
And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one
I absolutely adore this song! It kinda gets me thinking of someone. I love it even more that Amy Lee(my favorite female singer) did a remake of it. Nightmare Before Christmas is one of my favorite movies. =]
posted at 3:45 pm EDT | 5 comments
October 28, 2008
Iron Man!
So I'm behind on movies & I just saw Iron Man at my friend's house. That movie is so AWESOME! The suit was so cool! I want one! Lol! Anyway Iron Man is a great movie & if you haven't seen it you should. Resident Evil: Apocalypse is a good movie too. I love zombie movies. =]
posted at 12:17 am EDT | 1 comments
October 26, 2008
UGH!
FUCK! I was so angry that Jeff didn't win his title match! He owned! He should've won! The only reason HHH keeps winning is because he's banging the boss' daughter! Which is bullshit! Jeff was right! It isn't about talent or how hard you've worked its all about who you know! UGH! FUCKING BULLSHIT!
posted at 10:23 pm EDT | 2 comments
October 26, 2008
Whoo!
So I went bowling with my friends (we go bowling a lot). It was extremely fun! I love bowling! It's the greatest. Anyways, I'm listening to Slipknot which means Corey Taylor & he always makes me happy. So I'm pretty smiley right now. Lol! =D
posted at 7:09 pm EDT | 2 comments
