There's this guy at my camp. He's going to be a counselor next year. I'm still going to be a CIT. CITs and counselors can't have relationships. Well, they can. But they can't be obvious. Anyway, I'm not even going to the camp next year so I won't ever see him again.
He's had a crush on me all summer (and maybe even longer). It took me until the middle of July to realize that. And then, this Wednesday, I realized that I liked him. Today, I finally accepted the fact that I liked this guy. I was going to ask for his number when we got to the basketball courts so we could keep in touch. We never went to the courts! I didn't even know what time it was until my dad showed up to pick me up! I feel heart broken.
He signed my CIT shirt. It says, "It's very nice meeting you again. Hopefully I'll see you next summer." I feel so sad now!!! I didn't even get to say good-bye orat leastlook at him one more time.
Now I know why I keep telling myself not to be dependent of people.
Oh! He also asked me if it was my last week at camp. I said yes and he said, "We're going to miss you." Oh, my God!!! I'm just making myself depressed. But I can't help it!!!!!! V.V T.T
I don't know what to do....
