twisted.illusion's Journal

you would not believe what happened. Seriously you wouldn't. Before i get into the details though i do believe you guys deserve my sinsere appology on how its taking me absolutely forever. I know, its a pain in the ass really. Part of the reason is because i'm a little lazy, another is that i'm running out of inspiration for the story and the final is (with these two in mind of course) time's hard to find. It really is. I mean come on, i finish the school part of school on thrusday next week and then i have two weeks to prepare myself for a series of exams which range accross a period of four weeks. I'm really sorry guys but time's a deffinate hard to come by thing these days.

Ok, as i was saying beforee i rudely interrupted myself - you wouldn't believe what happened! I was halfway through the next part and then WHAM! I stuck my USB into my mum's latop for the first time and what do you think happened? I'll tell you - all my files had been removed from my USB! ALL of them!! *moans* why? I don't know... i have terrible luck with technology and what not i think... or maybe me and this story of mine are cursed. Doomed to never actually come to a close and leaving you all in a world of suspense forever more!

well, either way, i have to start again. It's going to take twice as long now. Thats why you all have my sincerest appologies... I"M SORRY!!!!!!

and now that that dramatic scene is over i bid you all adieu. Fair the well my dearest readers.

Hopes and Dreams,

Luna

For those of you that don't know here in Australia in sydney a baby humpback whale was found. He was in terrible condition and so they're gonna put him down if they haven't already....He was namedColin.

RIP Colin

YES! I finally updated all of my stories and everything! You can now read everything from start to current part!! I can't believe i've finally got them all up to date!!! It's such a nice feeling! Thankyou everyone for being so patient and everything, and i've just gotten over my writers block too, so we're all good ^.^. Thanks again Everyone and LadyChaos thanks again for giving me my story back. *Hugs all round* Yes!!! AHHHH! I feel so much like a little kid right now, lol. Man it's like a weights been lifted off my chest.
~Catch yas!~

Hey guys,
hows it? As you've probably noticed i haven't really gotten anything out for a while. The problem is, i seemed to have hit a small bit of writers block, and, in amongst all this, i've kind of had a bit of a hectic time as of recently, so i do appologise to you all. While i'm trying to get over this writers block of mine i will be putting up the previous parts of my story as a story, cos i got them back ^.^ Thanks alot (again)
So yes, now you have the low down ^.^ Bare with me, i will get it up eventually...

Ok, basically the jist is you guys want me to contiue even if it is in story format instead right? If that is to be the case, I need your guys help. I will transfere everything i have to story format (which isn't much) so i need you guys to send me any parts of my story that you might have copied and saved or something like that. If you guys can help me with this, I'll manage to finish it in story format. I'll continue it to the end. Just for you guys (considering i already know how its going to end XP). On the other hand, i have arelly cool idea for a new story... but that won't start until i finish this one, or finish school, whichever is first...

Thanks for your help guys. I really appreciate it.

Send anything you can to llm111290@yahoo.com .au

Twisted.Illusion

If you go and have a look at my quizzes three quater's of the text is missing out of each one! That's rediculous! I'd alreadylost my copy of everything and now... i can't fix that! it's impossible! i don't remember everything i wrote and even if i did i don't have the time!I'm so sorry guys but if they're going to stay like that then there is no point in my continueing the story... I'm so sorry... Tell me your thoughts on it, but i'm pretty sure the text won't come back with time...
I can't believe they did that to my stuff...

This is rediculous! All my quizzes have been transferred accross as stories! I don't have the time to fix it! Guh! How on earth and i supose to (when they all appear) transfer 22 stories into quizzes when i'm struggling to find the time to put up my next quiz?! Quizilla has screwed up something major here! I am not impressed! I'm so sorry guys but thatnks to everything that is going on with quizilla and what not (they have made a some terrible changes... i am not impressed...) This is going to take me ages. if you want to know my thoguhts on the new layout and what not, have a look at my previous entry. I'm so sorry guys but there's nothing i can do about it. It was all Quizilla's fault.
Grr... i need a vent for this... it's just rediculous. Seriously it is. Sure the old site needed to be updated...but they didn't have to change everything and they dfefinately didn't have to change it all at once...
Anyway... yers my Which will you fall for quiz has been officially ruined thanks to the changes this site has made...

wow...

It's really weird...

...and really different from the other one, but i like it.

It's so much easier to use and navigate around what do you guys think?

If any one wants to talk to me, you're going to have to send me messages through the journal because of what ever is going on with the quizilla system. I hope it doesn't last too long because i personally find it a pain in the but! so srry if any of you have sent me a message or anything like that because i can't get to it and it seems like other people are having the same problem. Let me know if you guys are finding the same thing. I'm curious to find out some info about this. apparently there is the possibility that some annoying person (or people) with no life have decided the screw around with the system and do this -or- quizilla's started making the transfer to the new system. What do you think? heard anything else?? so yeah, if you wanna get in contact with me, it's going to have

I've been looking everywhere and i still can't find it... i truely believe that it'll come back one day but unfortunately i don't have the time to wait for that day. I really am sorry about this guys and i know how much your going to hate me for saying this, but i won't be able to do anything more for another two weeks. However, after that, i will resign to write everything all over again and i'll get the next part up for you. Please bare with me on this. I want to continue writing it really badly but school comes first i guess... Anyway, i'm sorry guys, bare with me, and give me two more weeks, ok?

i lost my USB stick. Its a simple as that. It has both my major projects on it and it has the start of the next part on it. So, not only am i worrying about my major projects for school, i won't be continuing working on the next part until i find my USB stick. Sorry guys...seriously, i didn't mean to lose it...it kinda fell out of a hole in my pocket... So yeah, it might take a while for the next part to get up...If it makes up for anything, i'll let you know as soon as i find it!

ok first things first. I'm sooo sorry it took longer then you guys would have liked. I've been busy with school and as i explained at the bottom of it i'm going to get even busier with school, although there is the slight possibility that i will be ble to get the next one up before my exams...it will be close. So i appologise for that now (lol again). On a completely different note, what do you goys think? How do you think it's going? If you have any questions about it or any of the characters ask, and i';ll see what i can do to answer it for you. Ok, aligothprincess i'm going to truy and answer your question without giving any of my ideas away for the story. Can virgil, being what he is, love? There are ways in which a vampire can change. There are ways vampires can change and feel and love, not just lust. If that was of any help. He is another complicated character that has been added to the team.

I was such a naughtly girl...lol, i was working on this instead of doing my study... *sigh* it was worth it though. I've finally got it up for you guys and i'm pretty happy with it, although i personally thought i could have done the result better... What did you guys think? Could the results have been better? I think my problem is i don't like actually getting into their thoughts...it's enough that i created them... I really don't think they like me in their mind...lol. Anyway, i have no idea when the next one will be up...mainly because i have a couple ideas on how to deal with this cituation and i don't know which one is best... Anyway, comment, critise, or send a message to say hi. I read them all and i love to know what you guys think *nods*. Don't be scared, i don't bite, and even if i did, it would be pretty hard to over the net.

I've been asked the very good question of "what does Xeros look like?" I'm sure that many of you would probably like to know the answer to that question aswell, and so i appologise. i know i've given you the very basic of an idea right at the start of the story, but i haven't ever given you any more then that. So to make up for that and to answer the question i have collected a picture which best suits him in my mind. Your handsome evil guy: *sigh* What makes it worse, the image is saved in a format that Quizilla won't accept.. Once again, i am soooo sorry.

There's a vampire!!! now we have to find out who he really is... and possibly was... ok its up! yay! and i once again appologise for the shortness of the results...they'll be longer next time i promise. I was just so desperate to get it up and running and if i'd made them longer it would have taken me days before i'd have been able to get it up... On the other hand, there's a new character and, well i think he's cool, but i wanna know what you think of it now? Was it worth putting him in there? I'm pretty sure none of you toldme what you thought of the other style (part 14) compared to this one (every other part) did you guiys like it better that way or not? Cos if you did, i can try and bring about a couple more where they're like that, or if you didn't then i won't worry about it. To make up for the short results, the story itself was longer...if thats of any consolidence...i just couldn't find an appropriate spot to stop, lol. Ah well, i have now, so yes...

What would you guys think if i added another character? How would you like it if i put a vampire into the series as one of the characters that you could fall for? or do you want me to leave it as it is? Please reply! I will make my decisions on what everyuone else says so if you want it done say so and if you dont then say so aswel!!

Be proud of me, i got it up just for you guys! Like i said this one was going to be a little different to the others and the ext one's just going to be a normal one again, but do tell me, do you like it this way or the other way better? Well that's all i have in me to say..and i know this is a really short journal entry which is rather pointless for you guys to read, and i do appologise for that, but i am dead tired tonight... i pretty much wrote lennons and wolffgangs response's tonight...*sigh*...oh, and if you didn't notice, all the results were different (like every other lot of results) so if you were interested in seeing what happenned with the others then you can just read the other results. Like i said, they're all different although they do have a lot of links in them...you can't blame me for that though can you? I had to write twice as much doing the part like this...

Alright there it is. I got it up nice and quick! be proud! i hope you guys enjoy it and let me know what you think. like i've said pretty much every single journl i want you to comment and let me know what you think. I can't improve if you don't critisize! I will say now though that the next one is going to take longer. I've decided to make it a little bit different then the rest. I'm not going to do many like the way i'm thinking of doing this next one, but i thoguht it was about time i gave it a go. So i'm just warning you, it's going to take me a while to get it up, but i think ou'll like it better... anyway, back to part 13, as that is what this journal is called ^.^ Not much exciting happened, i know, but that's the way stories work. You have to have contrasts, otherwise it all seems the same and the exciting parts aren't as exciting. If it helps any, i promise the next part will be more personal with you and the boys along with a little bit of action. Prepare yourselves for something different next time and, for crying out loud, leave a comment! *cough* sorry, had to get that out of my system...lol but on the more important side, i'm loosing readers and i want to know why. Instead of stopping reading why don't you let me know what it is that would keep you interested in the story? please? being a writer is being an entertainer and if i'm failing at entertaining you then i'm failing as a writer so let me know what i need to do to keep you entertained. tilll next we meet! ^.^

hey hey So sorry it took so long to come up. Its not even really all that long either. So i do send my apologies...and then i have to say that the rest of them from now on will probably take just as long as well... school work is going to get crazy very soon and its not going to stop... If you guys want i can keep you updated on how i'm going with the next part. I can upload journals every now and then to keep you informed, but you have to tell me if you want me to do that or not ok? I hope you guys don't mind having to wait longer to get then what you used to to get the next part. I'm sorry its like that. There isn't really anything i can do about it... On the other hand, what do you think about the story? Have i just brought more questions into your mind? Jeremiah's an interesting character... You have to wonder what it is that he really knows. Not even i know...these characters are their own people...they write the story not me...althoguh i did have to give you and Jaxon quite a hard nudge to get the information out in the open. He's too stuborn in wanting to ignore you...*sigh* but it's out now... So what do you guys think about it? I'm pretty sure i only got one comment in my last journal entry... Come on guys, i need your input to make the story work. Without you, there is no point to my story, so please just put up a couple of words here and there. I do actually read the comments...

Hey hey! It's up! A little weird, and a little different. Who's the guy with the cape? What's the fallen like? Where is this place that the fallen lives in? Why are the boys acting so strange? It's all a mystery but hopefully i can answer some of those questions in part twelve...or i'm hoping i can anyway... You probably notove that i changed the tittle of part one to nine slightly aswell... I'm kind of hoping that putting the '0' infron if those numbers will keep all of them in order... So what did you think of it? I know that this one really didn't answer anything and just gave you more to ask but i promise that soon some of your questions will be answered. I hoping to get out Jaxon's explanation of why he's ignoring you soon. Of course i was hoping that exact same thing a couple of parts prior to this one aswell...he's just so stubborn....i don't know, just give me time and i'll get it out of him sooner or later. Atleast i've started the lead up to it now. i really do expect it to be out with in the next two or three, but please don't quote me on it...who knows what the fallen might make me do instead. I rekon you'll like the fallen too. Ok, before i start actually giving the story line away (even though i only have a faint idea of one so it's not really a story line) i'm going tp change the topic. I hope every one had an awsome christmas and new years. I know i did! Well... see yas! p.s. Don't be afraid to comment. I read every comment thats posted and if there's advice in it, i take it into consideration.