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February 28, 2008

* burst out crying*

*sniffle* okey i done crying now. first i would like to say for those who read my stories I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY! *bows* i haven't been on and i haven't updated and i feel terrible BUT i haven't done this for good reason so put your listening ears or or wait never mind put your reading eyes on because he it goes.


That guy Kazuo from japan, well it's really hasn't been long sence we have been officaly dating long distance, but erm he flu up here on V-day with his dad, and my mom had been acting nice.....toooo nice, any of you who know me know she's a *****. well i didn't know he was up until like the 18th and when i found out i was thrilled but..... when he came over and whiped out an little box and inside that little box was an little plastic Ring holder you know those ones that you get out of those things that you put the coin in the turn the handle  yeah, i thought it was cute! he said it was a promis ring i didn't know ppl still did that but it was still cute anad the fact the it was plastic  made it  just plan sweet to me, but you know whats funny..... it wasn't placstic the ring was real he gave me a real promise ring. the promise..... we wants to marry when we older..... I'M ONLY 16, an dhe's only 17 aren't we like to younge for promise rings and stuff..... i mean it's just strange to me, but nothings been making sence to me anymore i fell like a gushing idiot lol, well thats the good news i had to say this first to cheer myself up.



Bad news..... i lost two ppl back to back, Jeremy (my ex) O.D on his mothers  Clonapin or whatever it's called, no one knows why he did it and thats trobbling. erm  My Oldest brothers Girlfriend was pergnet and  well she lost the Baby and i lost a neice. My mom finaly decided she was a horrible mother and came out with EVERYTHING! i've lost any respect i had left for her, because she lived her life as a slut I have one half sister, and two half brothers i have not known about or have even met befor, along with their father. my step dad and my mother are fighting because she didn't tell him this either. so the family is a mess, my mom made me moved back in with her and my brother and is girlfrinds Lorana are both peaved. My step dad did set up a day when we can meat my Sister, and two brothers, tho i've already met my half sister she found us and thats why my mom came out with it. 


wel that pretty much why i haven't been on....though i understand if some of you are still mad because well i know ppl are worse off than this and still update but oh well. i'm sorry.... 

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