sunshinerain's Journal

It's everybody's birthday at the moment- this week it has been about five people's birthdays that I know and three of them I know well enough to have to give them gifts *sigh* lol. I don't mind, I like buying presents! Nicola, my best friend, got a welly for her birthday. That just proves how great I am at getting presents. ONE welly! OK, so it did double up as a money box but still. It was Nicola's party yesterday. We went to a Chinese buffet where we stuffed our faces with jelly. It was fantabulous! If you've read any of my rants about my cursh, Bob, then you might be glad to know that things are back to normal now. We're talking to each other and joking around just like friends. There are some rumours going around that I fancy his friend Reese now but they're not true- Reese is the one who told everyone that I fancied Bob in the first place and besides, my other friend fancies him anyway and they've kissed (eugh! attack of the moustache!) and everything so I would never even dare to get involved.

Bob is talking to me again! Yoohoo! YAY! Good times, good times. BUT Reese is still telling everyone that I like Bob and one of my 'friends' put it as her msn name (the bitch will rot in hell!). Still, I told Reese off and he apologised and I don't really care anyway because WE'RE TALKING AGAIN!

OK, I look like a total goof at the moment- I thought it would be fun to dress up as barbie at my friend's party (XxnikixX, send her a birthday message!) so now I am dolled up in- pink and white flowery wedges, a too tight pink skirt with gold glitter, a pink vest top with sequins on it, a blond wig, a load of fake tan and bright pink lipstick. DO NOT COME TO MY DOOR RIGHT NOW! Oops, I just licked my fake tan because in a momentary bout of spazzyness I thought it was chocolate. Eugh, feel sick... Ciao!

Well, my crush found out I liked him and was blanking me, but today things were a bit better. We haven't really talked to each other (I'm not even going to try unless I have to after what happened last time- he gave me evils! *gasp!*) but we're not deliberately ignoring each other anymore and he laughed at my joke, which was actually pretty crap and not even a joke at all. Also, people have stopped saying stuff about us so that's GREAT because it was soooo embarassing. Bad news is that my attempt to die my hair blond didn't work so my hair is now 'brown/grey/ginger' as my dearly beloved 'friends' called it. I don't think the colours changed at all... maybe that says something about the colour of my hair...

I wrote yesterday about liking a boy at my school. Thanks for the comments! It turned out a complete disaster. Bob's* friend Reese* told everyone that I liked him before I got the chance, so then I couldn't ask him because everyone was taking the mick out of me for it. Encouraged by my friends, I tried to talk to him at lunch; Me- Hey, Bob, can I talk to you Bob- *dirty look and weird thing with eyebrows* Yeah? Random person- Are you two going out? Me- NO BUT REESE IS SAYING WE ARE AND- *realises Bob has walked off* Shit. So, he blanked me. Hmmm... what to do? What to do? Seeing as I have never seen him do the evil glare/weird eyebrow thing I am not sure what it means. Is he disgusted? Embarassed? Angry? I am going to ignore him until he talks to me, and then I am going to argue with him and fling insults at him to make him realise how hurt I am (hey, it worked last time he was mean). Got any advice? I feel like crap. BUT I am dying my hair blond tonight so that's one good thing.

I really like this boy in my class. We have so much in common and he is just so nice and friendly. I really like him and we get along great. It's the school holidays right now and I haven't seen him for a while, but by the time I see him again he will already know that I like him. In a mad panic, I made the huge mistake of admitting to his friend that I liked him (let's call him Bob). Ok, so Bob's friend (let's call him Reese) will definetely, definetely have told him by the time I next see Bob. He also told me that Bob does not like me because he knows for certain that he fancies someone else. hey, I've still got a chance, right? Right? AHHHH! Ok, so now I'm going mad worrying. I've had like a week to think about it (I see him on Tuesday) and I have decided that I will tell him my true feelings (wow, it sounds so dramatic!). He is in most of my lessons and he is in my second lesson on Tuesday, which is before break time. I plan to ask him if Reese has talked to him, y'know, in THAT way, and then ask him if I can talk to him at break. At break I will just blurt out with it and tell him that I fancy him and hopefully he will say yes back. I'll tell you how it goes!