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June 19, 2008

Crying

These days everything has been making me cry...here's my story: My friend introduced me to this kid and I talked to him a couple times but I never saw him. Then he asked me out and I said I would think about it. The next day I saw his picture and he was rly ugly but I still liked him because he was so nice and he has the cutest laugh then i sent my pic to him. Now I am fat but it was a pic of my head and I looked rly cute and he is totally fatter than me but his friend saw my pic too and I talked to his friend sometimes and he called mea whale!!! omg right??? but i wasn't even that mad. I called my friend who called the guy who had asked me out but now said that he didn't like me and we were all talking and then they called the guy who called me a whale and I didn't talk so he didn't know i was on the phone but they talked and he was like talking about me saying that i'm pissed and that i'm ugly and fat and w/e but then i started talking bc i couldn't not talk anymore it was too funny and he was like so mad and then he got over it and we were all just talking and he apologized but like he was actually sry...plz but w/e i was suprised that i really didn't care so here's the problem...I didn't cry over any of that but i cried when the kid actually asked me out, i cried when i was pissed at my friends and i cried when i wrote some of the poems i have on this website. So...the point of this is that i realized that i never really liked this kid and i'm stronger than i thought i was...it is amazing what guys can teach you even when they're being "an awful" (lol K)

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