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Innocense
Hello again all. I know I should be typing my stories like you want me to, but this is something I've needed to get to typing eventually.
Tonight, my friend invited me to a hookah lounge. If there are people reading this who smoke it then thats fine, im not here to say "SMOKING OF ANY KIND IS BAD! RWWAR!"
No, all im saying is, im a baby. I stay away from all kinds of alchohol and smoking. I like in Las Vegas and I kno the effects of it. I know how idiotic it makes people and how it kills them.
Which leads me to my next point, after the hookah lounge, my friend and I went to a party, where there was more hookah and beer.
Naturally, being the social outcast i am, i just stayed in the corner with my other firned and texted my "boyfriend" th whole time. I didnt mind, i mean shes a butterfly and im a caterpillar.
Why i am writting this is, as i looked around, i saw the type of person i could have become. The girls there were all probably 15-16 wearing skimpy outfits and looking SERIOUSLY underweight, I saw guys playing beer pong, i saw girls dancing and girnding their hips into one another.
This whole thing just made me think "What happened to the world?"
That wasn't the worst of it, I heard people talking about sex, and what it was they do such as different "posistions" and a bunch of disgusting things...AND IM OLDER THAN ALL OF THEM!
What happened to saving before marriage?!?
What happened to the legal age of drinking is 21?!?!
What happened to a sence od desency?! Girls want to look like the icons on TV, well newsflash THOSE WOMEN ARE IN THEIR TWENTIES!!!!
I'm sorry, I'm getting off track.
My revelation was, "I'm 18, I have never smoked any kind of drug, nor snuffed anything, I haven't drank, and am sure as hell never having sex until there is a ring on my finger and im wearing a white gown saying I love you from the bottom of my heart. Yet...these teenagers who are younger than me choose to destroy themselves with vile matter and destroy their bodies, it gives me a sickly feeling, I guess I'm just too innocent."
Naturally, I feel like an idiot. I mean I can't jsut get used to the fact that theres sin in the world, or have i lived that much of a sheltered life?
I mean I have the media, I kno about all this stuff, but when im out and everyone is talking about these things like its nothing...I just feel like im in a bubble, I dont want to break out of it, but im afraid that everyone else has the needles that will do it.
Im sorry if this offended you, but I had to say something, this was just in my head for a long time.
Peace.
Posted at 2:25 AM EST on Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Comments
@ 2:37 AM EST on Thursday, June 26, 2008, StrawberryDanni said:
really abigorish? cross stuck up their ass? funny i didnt think that living the right way was having a cross stuck up your ass. hmmm what world am i in then because obviously i've been mistaken this entire time. Get a grip with yourself abigorish and leave people's beliefs alone. Okay, moving on then, I TOTALLY AGREE WITH WHAT YOUR SAYING! Im 17 and haven't done any of that crap either. I've only kissed my boyfriend who I believe I am in love with. So I see where your coming from. Good for you for sticking up for yourself and not stumbling into the typical teenage society! Amen sister! lol@ 1:17 AM EST on Sunday, April 6, 2008, RebelNow said:
I'm a lot the same way, but I'm also curious about things I haven't done yet. ie sex, drugs, etc.. But from my friends mistakes I know I want my first time to be special, and I know that I will never do anything more than weed or shrooms because of my friends mistakes. Mistakes like having their first time drunk at a party with two guys, and going to rehab for K and E.. I'm 15 at the moment, soon to be 16 in October, and I don't wear skimpy outfits, nor do I grind at parties. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I see your point of view, and I agree with it, mostly. Problem is, with my new boyfriend, my first boyfriend, who is way more experienced and actually has had sex, once you taste temptation it's hard to resist.. And as for abigorish, is that really necessary? I'm Christian, and I have an Atheist boyfriend.. Maybe you should get your anti-Christ head out of your ass, because obviously I don't have a Cross stuck up mine. ♥ xo@ 9:44 PM EST on Friday, April 4, 2008, AbsolutelyBi said:
if youve never been in love? howd you know what love is? the first time you say i love you, youre never sure so its unfair on yourslf to wait till marriage and lock yourself in a legal contract, thats my first point. my second point is, drugs are not VILE MATTER, its just something to help you deal with things, thats why normally people with serious porblems take them, unlike yourself who has obviously never felt sad. if you ve never taken drugs i dont think you should be commenting on them tbh, dont go to las vegas if you dislike loose living horaay for sex, fuck the bible and hail LSD x@ 9:32 PM EST on Friday, March 21, 2008, allayalloy3 said:
GO BACK TO SCHOOL U ILLITERATE WORM!@ 8:35 PM EST on Wednesday, March 19, 2008, Bishonenfreak017 said:
I've been thinking almost exactly the sam things lately too.@ 7:00 PM EST on Wednesday, March 19, 2008, Caddo said:
I know what you mean(the whole drugs/sex/whatever other crap's out there that you haven't (and shouldn't do :-P) and it sucks to feel like the loser in a group BUT morals>peer pressure(and i'm not saying anyone who does -insert word here- is bad or has no morals, just some are different than others) oh and abigorish way to be an asshole, religion and science can coexist if someone has an open mind about it.@ 4:36 PM EST on Wednesday, March 19, 2008, XxCrimson.TearsxX said:
I'm eighteen too (Didn't know there was anyone on this site my age) and I agree with you for the most part. I've never had sex, hell I havent even been kissed yet. I have smoked weed but that's all. I dont like alcohol or cigarrettes. The sad thing is all these adolecents party and drink whatever they can get their hands on so they can look cool. Very pathetic. When I was fifteen, I didn't want anything to do with that stuff.@ 4:30 PM EST on Wednesday, March 19, 2008, abigorish said:
you can burn in hell. "your and adult and you havent done anything thats life wrecking" fuck you. I smoke weed, and it hasnt wrecked my life. and fuck you again for saying that god is definitely incredibly impressed. how the fuck do you know that "he" is impressed? do you fucking talk to him? does he text you when hes bored? NO YOU READ ABOUT HIM IN A FUCKING BOOK. there is no i repeat NO proof that god exists except for the bible. and the bible is just a book. and speaking of which. if the bible was all correct, what the fuck happened to the dinosaurs huh? did your god decide that they werent important? because i am pretty sure that the FOSSILS palientologists have dug up are real good fucking evidence that dinosaurs existed. i would love to meet a christian that doenst have a cross stuck up their ass.@ 4:19 PM EST on Wednesday, March 19, 2008, abigorish said:
I completely agree with the fact that kids these days (i am 20 by the way) are starting to get into drinking and smoking and sex way to early. but i cant really say much about that becuase i started at that age as well. but they abuse it. yeah i smoke, and i drink. but do i let it take over my life? no. do i think that i am getting dumber by smoking or drinking? no. do i think people that abuse weed and alcohol and other things are idiots? 100%. I know that drinking is bad for me, and that smoking is really bad for me. but i enjoy it. so i continue to do it. i have a fulltime job making good money, working at a good place. but partying has never effected my work, never caused me to be late. none of that stuff. I have a friend who is only 3 months older than me, and he has been an alcoholic sence he was 18. i mean his eyes are literally yellow from all the beer. its pathetic. no job, barely a family, and is pretty much a bum. But i have to disagree with you on one thing...you say you have the media so you know all about it, and thats wrong you know what the media tells you, not from personal experience. And in the history of media, have they ever said anything good about anything? no. you have never drank, you have never smoked, so you cant at all say you know about all about it. sure you see what it does, but like i said, you have never done it so you cant judge on that. and i feel like i am running in circles now. so if you ever want to talk about it with a non christian, just message me.@ 3:00 PM EST on Wednesday, March 19, 2008, Blacksoxs said:
well im impressed. You are an adult or almost adult and you havent done anything thats life wrecking n stuff to your self.Most people like to give up on their lives and they dont see the point in "waiting till im married" or just not experimenting with drugs.They probably are upset people,they do it to theirselves cause their lives arent neccesatily easy. THe fact that your doing so much betteris really good congrats.Like you Im a christian girl and these days i feel like that too but still i do idiotic things. its a lot easier on your mind without guilt of your past mistakes.No you are not naive cause you see that their is a better oppurtunity for you.GOd is most definetly incredibly impressed that you haven't done anything like that. And aside from that you said something is even better your opinon says something to your readers it gets through to them :) and if people are upset its actualaly getting through to them then.Cause they care about what you say@ 7:14 AM EST on Wednesday, March 19, 2008, bluetiger2269 said:
I know exactly what you mean, 'cause I feel the same way. I'm 18 years old, never done drugs, or drank, and I would have waited to get married before I had sex. Unfortunately life isn't fair and I was raped by my step-father, who then got out of the charges due to "mental instability". I haven't had or done anything sexual since then, other than kiss my boyfriend of 4 and a half years. Just know that you are not alone in the way you think. And if thinking this way means we are naive, then so be it.