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July 4, 2008

The Worst Thursday Of My LIFE!!!

.....3 weeks ago something sad happened to me.



I'll explain to you.


You see--I have this guy friend (seriously) and we're 'close'.

We hang around each other--and talk to each other a lot. I started to grow a little fond.

Well we've only known each other for 1 month or 2 months, doesn't matter.

Well--we've known each other for a little while---but i felt like he was a childhood friend.

He made me laugh--make me happy when im down etc. etc.

Then when i came back from recess I saw a big croud around my desk.

I saw my chris (my guy friend) with all the 'popular' people--he was smiling.

I asked my friend Rebecca what was going on. She said that she heard someone ask out chris

I was down. I thought she was joking around. I wanted to talk to her about it in the washroom (since

its quite) so I asked my teacher to go to the washroom.

When we were walking there I saw Chris running to the boys washroom (its right beside the girls) then
i see 2 more boys run after chris. Then i saw a classmate of mine named Sara. She was giggling off

to the washroom with maddy. I heard my classmate maddy say 'i think hes pissed *giggle* *giggle*'

When we got in Sara left with maddy to run after chris. I start talking to Rebecca about it. When we

got back to the classroom and sat back at our desk. I heard chris' friend Gio say 'Yo chris, your

GIRL FRIEND wants to use your pencil case.' I was SHOCKED!!! I THOUGHT THEY WERE KIDDING!!!

Well I had an oppiontment with the dentist--I told my mom about it (she helps me out with many

things) and she told me that one day i'll think hes 'ugly' (lmao--some great advice =P) but still...

I find him attractive. Theres something in him that catches my eye. When I came back to school

I didn't really want to talk to him...I wanted to badly...but I didn't. For ex.:

It was french time and we HATE our french teacher. But our teacher scolded us about if we're not going

to learn in french then our money is going in a drain. So chris (hes one of the top 10 people who get

sent out because he does something bad). So then we didn't know what to do neither did chris so he

said 'what do we have to do?' i just shrugged and said 'i dunnoo.' I asked my best friend KATY (^_^)

what we had to do. She explained it to me and rebecca so we started doing what she told us to. Then

Chris saw us doing french. So hes like, 'look--i know what you have to do so just tell me then i'll leave
you alone.' so i said, '...your supposed to cut out the damn pieces of paper and glue it in your

notebook and write the menu above the pictures!' (Thats what i EXCACLY said!) then he started

saying 'like this?'

'yes.'

'like this?'

'yes.'

and he kept on doing that for frikken 5 times and then he started chuckling at the end. I was like (in

my head) 'omfg...'




But now we're ... 'cool'? i dunno--we fight a lot..but we dont mean it--its all jokes.

Now we get along a lot. And then i have this convo of sebastian (Chris' friend..okay--hes one of the

MOST popular kids in my grade). He was asking me if i wanted to date chris if i could. (NO LIE!!!)

sebbbbaast!an: would you date chris?

sango_pain: what kinda question is that?
anyway--noo. hes already dating sara soo...

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sango_pain: why did you bring up chris out of all the other guys?

sebbbbaast!an: i dunno, coz u guys r tight

sango_pain: ohh...
*
And yeah---we're friends. Sometimes Sara pisses me off because she comes RANDOMLY and her

GIGGLE!! OMG--it reminded me of the new BARBIE!!! but yeah--I guess i am jealous. Can I NOT

accept the fact that they're dating and im just FRIENDS? hmmm...dunno-- we're just friends.... but

Im cool with that. Just not how THEY KISSED!!! Yeah I know!!!

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