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March 24, 2008

horror and shock

A while ago this random girl added me on myspace. I denied her because she seemed like a random who adds everyone. She got a friends to add me instead and in the little box where you can say who you are or something, he left a message saying "your boyfriend has sex with my friend she tried to add you but you denied her, you should tak to her" 
Anyway, that made me think "what the hell" so I looked into it. And I got in contact with this girl. (Her name is Danielle).
I asked if she was sure I was the right person. She said "Your boyfriend's name is Kane and he went for a holiday to Kepple Island". Now that freaked me out because he DID go on a holiday to Kepple Island in the Christmas holidays. Anyway i got her to explain it all and this was our conversation:
 
(What Danielle says is on bold and what I say is in blue and italics)
On Christmas day I went to Queesnland with my brother and sister and their dad etc etc
And we stayed with family for most of the time, and I stayed in this psychedelic drug town for a week, and this girl named Jessica was staying with the family I was staying with, and we became drug buddies (haha sorry I just wanted to use the term drug buddy)
And the last week or so of my holiday we were going to stay at great Keppel Island
And Jessica came with, and we stayed with my bro and sis during the day and just roamed around in the pool and shit at night
And one night we met these 2 guys
And one of them was really quiet but heaps awesome and liked good music, and the other one was kinda a jerk (the jerk was Kane's brother)
Yeah Conan’s a freak… hold on
Kane... quiet? That’s a first
No no it wasn’t Kane
Hahaha Kane doesn’t like good music
And I'm thinking Conan would be cute in a couple of years... shame he doesn’t have an older brother. So we hung out with them for a few days... then one night when all these people were jumping off balconies into a pool someone almost died and I was like whoooaaa did you see that?? To Conan and he’s like yeah I did!! And then I was like oh shit I thought you were this guy I hate...
And it was Kane and I’m like omg that’s your brother shit! Sorry! But I hate him, and he was like blah blah I hate him
Then started doing the splits and being a show off
And I thought he was heaps funny
Then Jessica and I hung out with Kane and the quiet awesome guy... I don’t know where Conan went
And we were at the beach
Then we were all in the water chilling out and Kane kissed me
Then that went on for a while
Then later he and I went for a walk to find a lighter off someone because he dropped mine in the pool
And we were walking and he just stopped and dropped down on his knees and like hugged me stomach and I’m like ummm
Then we pretty much had dry sex on the beach...
So I didn’t find a lighter and we went back to the pool
And we were hooking up in the pool
Then he asked if I was on the pill
And I said no so he ran to his room to get a condom and then we had sex in the kiddie pool
Then when we were done... we realised it was broken...
And we were both like fuuuuuuuuuuckk
So then we both went to go back to our rooms and I’m like yeah ok... I’m never going to see this guy again (or so I hoped)
Then the next morning I woke up to him at my bedroom door
so I thought this was the weirdest thing ever that he turned up at my door the next morning, and he kinda hung around for ages and kept kissing me and stuff
Then at the airport he came and saw me and got my number and said he didn’t want to stop talking to me because I was awesome blah blah
Then when we were both at home
He just kept calling me and shit.
I didn’t want to talk to him... but my boyfriend of 4 years died a while ago and Kane sounded like him on the phone so I kept talking to him.
*hugs* about your boyfriend
Thanks babe :)
And I was kinda like umm does he talk to his girl friend as much as he talks to me.
Yeah... so then...
I missed my period
And I took a pregnancy test
And it was positive.
Oh
And I was like ummmmmmmmmmmmm
What the fuvckkkdkjgb
And I told him and he cried heaps
And then we kinda stopped talking
And like last week I finally got it
And took another test and I’m fine now
And yeah...
He also wanted to have a threesome with my best friend and I (my best friend is gay
And started being all suggestive to him and his sister and shit

Yes, I was very very very very very upset by that and I think its true. It MUST be true because some of the things he does is mentioned in this! Like he told me about him jumping off the cliff, and how he "sat down and started hugging her stomach" he has done that to me!

And I don't know what to do! he has lied to me for SO LONG and I can't handle it, oh shit I'm crying.

Anyway, I told my friend amanda at school and burst into tears. She thinks I should dump him and so does Danielle. I broke down and told my sister, she has been so kind and has said I don't deserve this, so she is advising me to dump him to. I actually tried to avoid him this weekend.  Anway, I finally gave in, and he came over. I wish I had never given in! You know what he said?

you wanna know what he fucking said?
 
he said that he would "like to have a threesome with me AND my SISTER" !!!!!!!!!!!! I just gaped at him and said "WHAT?!?!" And then I remembered what danielle said when we were talking "he wanted to have a threesome with my best friend and became all suggestive to him and his sister".

So, another connection...

WHAT CAN I DO??? he doesn't know that I know...

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