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Our free periods match up all to much, and I kinda wished you'd notice too..
- Member since
- Nov 25th, 2005
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- Oct 9th, 2008
About Me
Hi, add me if you want, I'll no doubt return the favour. I am me, I DON'T like people trying to change me, I struggle to find myself as it is. I can be a bit abusive, sorry but you'll get over it. I'm into music and art and literature, if you're one of those that rants about how melodramatic I am, Don't, just cause you care doesn;t mean I do. Anyway.. feel free to add! x
Newest Creations
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Just maybe
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Lust
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Not Somebody
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Dreams
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Love, Yeah right
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Latest Journal Entry
September 30, 2008
I feel silly.
okay, my wonderfully humiliating feat todayI was having a rather fun day
I had Law which passed fairly quickly, first lesson
Then a nice break which I read this book "twilight" by stephanie meyer or whatever, (which apparently is very good and about vampires, so I'm giving it a try :) )
anyway
I was laughing with my friend - chloe - about this, for reasons too numerous and childish to mention
well, after this I had art, which passed fast too, and was surprisingly productive.. :)
and then I went back to this book
Then came lunch time
It was going quite well
I made it up to the commonroom without bumping into anyone I didn't wish to, and I was laughing with Chloe again about this "edward cullens" fellow
We were bored and it had finished raining so we went outide.
I got down the 2 flights of stairs pretty unscathed seems I was in new rocks and usually slipped a few steps cause it was a bit steep, so I was pretty pleased
Me and chloe were still laughing at anything we could
and then I was leaving the block.
theres this door and It has a large handle on it
I have never gotten attached to this particular door handle before, but was fairly used to me being drawn back as I was attached to various objects
unfortunately I was laughing my head off, and got my bag and jacket attached here, this would have been normal and not worrying or humilating if it wasn't for my naturally loud nature and the fact that adam and his mates just happened to be walking up to the same door, with stupid smiles on their faces as I struggled to get myself loose.
I have to say, something about him being around as I do stupid things seems to makes me regret them tenfold.
Its terribly irritating, I can't believe that I actually care what he thinks. I don't know, or understand why, I mean hes not attractive, or well physically anything worth looking at, but I am a little too infactuated with him. I don't know or care why, but I am, this itself makes my every f*ck up, that these days seems to always happen when hes around, that much worse, and makes me cringe and regret it for the rest of the day
I can just feel his eyes burning on my back as I walk by red faced and shamed
It shouldn't be that bad, but it just kills me to know I've f*cked it up AGAIN.
But yes, I know how silly that is, but it pretty muched ruined my day
he was buzzing through my head for the rest of the day, and I couldn't force him out, I guess that makes the story I'm reading that apt to my life, as I can relate to caring about the opinion of someone I truely shouldn't!
anyway
I just wished to get that off my chest
anyway
again
ciao
x
