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true eViL never dies. . .it just keeps growing!
- Member since
- Feb 12th, 2007
- Profile Viewed
- 1933 Times
- Last login:
- Jul 9th, 2008
About Me
All I do is a description of me. Watch carefully and you may see.
Newest Creations
| Type | Title & Info | Average Rating |
|---|---|---|
| stories |
One Night All Wrong (GW fanfic)
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1.00 |
| stories |
Search for the Leprechaun (GW fanfic)
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1.00 |
| stories |
Insanity: Chapter 35: Keep Your Friends Close. . .
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5.00 |
| stories |
Insanity: chapter 34: Define the Antagonist
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4.75 |
| stories |
Insanity: Chapter 33: Amatory Affliction
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5.00 |
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Latest Journal Entry
July 5, 2008
Sick and Tired
My first journal entry, eh? What to write? What to write?I haven't written a thing in over 2 weeks to be frank. I haven't drawn a single sketch or even attempted to pick up around our apartment. Why am I being so lazy? I've been very-very-very sick. For the last 2 weeks I thought I had caught the flu and my lower back was hurting due to working (stock has to move a lot of heavy shit). But I woke up Wed. morning and the room was spinning. It was like I was on a ship being thrashed around at sea. I needed help to get to the bathroom. My Boy's mom took me to the doctor and my mother took me home. Turns out this whole time I've had a serious kidney infection! Yay. . . Now I'm on antibiotics and stomach meds. I am feeling much better though I get tired easily.
Still I go to work and I get shit over not answering stock calls when the 2nd shift for stock shows up. I wanted to explode!!! I work alone doing stock calls on the floor for 4-6 hours every day and yet I get a finger wagged at me because they're not answering calls and people are blaming me?! I try my best and for nothing. If it wasn't for the health insurance I'd kick over some shelves and tell those two faced f*ckers to get on their knees and lick me where I bleed! I've never tattled or gone bitching to the managers about anything. I'm a better person than that. But I want to find out who's not coming and talking to me about their problem with my work ethics so I can start a war! eViL does not play nice with others. Trust that!
Good news? Yesh! I went to a psychologist who is a very nice lady and I've been diagnosed with Major Depression with General Anxiety disorder (GAD) and she wants to put me on lexapro which is an antidepressent that shouldn't mess w/my personality or sex drive. She gave me a month to consider it, but I decided that day I'm going for it. The dopamine and seratonin in my brain are, in her medical opinion, "screwed up" end quote. XD I don't think anyone else finds this to be good news, but I find it to be a relief. Now it's logit that I may be sick in the head and NO ONE can say I'm not. I've always been told "it's normal" and "we all get that way" as if it's nothing, but it sure as hell never felt so common to me. It also means that eventually the sounds and shadows or warped images that aren't there, but I see them anyways will eventually go away! I'm not crazy! Woooo!
Sadly, I don't have any good news to report on my end. My family is at one anothers' necks over money and my grandmother's illness. We're flat broke. Mom still owes me a lot of money she can't pay back. My fourth of July blowed, because we couldn't see the big firewords display from the shoreline which made me want to cry. But at least I got to spend it with my boyfriend and not alone this year! The best things I can look forward to are new anime, time cuddling with Noah, and being able to drive where ever I want. I know I'll catch up on saving more in my bank account eventually. We have sweet pets, a nice apartment, and eachother. IF anyone dares to take that away from me I'll kill them ^__^
I will get working on chapter 36 as soon as I can. I haven't had the time or energy lately as you previously read. Sorry I don't keep up my eViL persona here, but I like to vent and bitch for a minute. I don't expect anyone to read and enjoy this. It's just a "me" thing and, yes, i know a lot of ppl have it a lot worse. Trust that I've met them and i'm glad i'm not in their shoes.
This is Jo signing out!
Stay peachy keen anyone who reads this crap!
Daily Horoscope
Jul 9th, 2008
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Today is perfect for settling old scores -- try your best to forgive and forget! Things should get moving really quickly once you've moved past the weirdness that has cropped up lately.
