I fucking hate people. Seriously. People who I thought were nice really aren't. BIG EXAMPLE: I'm in a fight with one of my best friends Chelsea. Here is the email she sent me:
your a whore i hate you wer where best friends when we where little i hate you now so go fuck a cow you stupid cow who is supa fat and has a fat ass mom who sells my mom drugs...if da cops find out you guys is in trouble and i hope your dad dies from all those needles.
byebye fatty mc fatty
I was crying over it. I never cry.
My family is such a soft spot though...
Especially my dad.
Why does everyone leave me or stab me in the back?
Is it something I do??
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June 7, 2008
I Talked To Him....
I talked to the guy I like Rylie. My friends like forced him to go out with me behind my back. We went out for less than 100 minutes. Then he told me everything and how I was "Just a good friend." I am now worried about telling people I am bi. I don't want it to get all over the school yet. I am just admitting it to myself! I am definately not ready for the entire school to know yet. I have told my friend Shona. I am going to tell my friends Jessika, Megan and possibly Sara. I hope they all take it well. I'm sure they will. My dad left for rehab yesterday. It didn't work the first 2 times why this time. I don't care he is a jackass anyways. So many broken promises.
XOXO,
Krys.
XOXO,
Krys.
posted at 10:57 pm EDT | 0 comments
June 4, 2008
Gahhh...
Wow. I HATE my mom. I'm so tired of being what she wants me to be. In an attempt to be diffferent I was going to die my hair she found out and threatened to take away everything I owned. I have to get good grades and never get in trouble. I have to be perfect. I'm so sick of it. It's so much pressure it's sufficating me. Nothing in my life goes right for me. I just found out my dad is going to rehab. Again. For the third time. The guy I like doesn't like me back. I'm starting to drift away from everyone. I always feel like all I want to do is be alone. Go crawl up in a hole and die. Especially when my mom is getting mad at me because I didn't do something good enough. I try my hardest but "You're not trying hard enough. TRY HARDER!!!!!!!!!!!!" I'm sick of it. Nothing I do is good enough for anyone.
What's the point?
Krystell.
What's the point?
Krystell.
posted at 8:56 pm EDT | 0 comments
May 21, 2008
Wow....
Wow I am embarrased. Long story short my friend yelled out my bra size loud enough for our teavher and pretty much everyone in the hallway to hear! Bleh.... but other than that I'm good :)
XOXO,
Krystell
XOXO,
Krystell
posted at 4:41 pm EDT | 0 comments
May 11, 2008
Better...
I feel a bit better today. Me and a friend who were in a fight mae up so thats good. Weekends always cheer me up because theres no school. Stupid preps and stupid tachers suck!
Later,
XOXO,
Krystell
Later,
XOXO,
Krystell
posted at 4:20 pm EDT | 0 comments
May 9, 2008
No point.
Grrrrr... I'm like super depressed right now. I'm just getting really sick of everyone pointing out my imperfections. Like there is no point in trying because I will just get shot down again. Whatever theres just no point... like even my "friends" point them out, Again no point in trying...
posted at 6:52 pm EDT | 0 comments
