kiwibkute's profile

Ok so random story information for those who actually read this and want to know. I'm having a hard time writing my Gaara story. It's not like I don't know what I want to write I do but I can't seem to sit myself down and write. Part of my problem is that I have many things I want to do. I have tons of music that I want to mess around with in Garageband and lots to read of the subject of mixing music (two books and a magazine), I also have tons of things I want to draw (lots of variations of the same picture), I have lots of sight seeing touristy things I want to do and pictures that I want to take, I really do need to get out more and get a life (it's sad I accomplish nothing and sit on my butt all day I really hate myself), I have lots and lots of books that I want to read, and finally (I think) my Izumo story that I came up with a little while ago won't leave my head and I really feel like writing what's in my head but again I can't seem to write. I have a feeling I might just start writing it as well as my Gaara story and just slowly write the two of them at the same time but I'm really not sure. Right now I'm cleaning my room but really I've just made it more messy and now I can't stop thinking about all the things in the house that need cleaning. Sigh I am just so unmotivated in life, it's sad. I thought I was in the mood to write the other day when I posted more of my stories but after proofreading them I lost it. I proofread three posts seriously that's sad. Anyways I just wanted to say this for I don't know what reason. Maybe just to show you how lazy I am and prove that I will be a while before my next story which makes me sad. Ok well I'll try to go write now, maybe, or music ahhhhhh!!!!! I just need to kill time waiting for my laundry. Hmmmm