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November 21, 2008

It's kikASS!

Well hello hello.

Long time since I've been on here. Almost a year, or maybe two. I can't remember. I found some of my writing in my computer as I was cleaning it up a bit - surprise surprise there isn't any space on this ol' hunk of junk - and it made me ... smile. So I figured I'd come back, have a look around. Quizilla has changed a lot, and I hope some of the old issues that were on here way back when have gone.

Anyway. There are a few things I'd like to say.

Firstly, I'm sorry for getting involved in that whole "OMG!YOU'REAMARYSUE!" thing. It was such a pointless waste of time. Seriously. I want to apologize to the people that I may have offended with it, and I really hope it isn't still going on.

Thank you so much to the people that supported me with my writing. I started here on Quizilla when I was in grade 8, and I thought that my writing was the shizz. Then I looked back at it, and realized that it was terrible, yet people still read and gave me helpful feedback. Thanks for all the people that did that. It meant the world to me at a time when I had very little self-esteem. It honestly made me feel great that people liked my writing. I guess it's always nice to be appreciated.

I'm very sorry for stopping so suddenly. I realize that I left a lot unfinished, but at the time, I had my reasons. My wrists were in terrible condition. At times, as some of you remember, I would update almost daily, or three times a week, and that was bloody murder on my wrists. They were sore all the time, and I worried that I would have to have some sort of ... medical crap done to them to get them better.
Another reason was that school was getting hectic, I was beginning to have a social life, and readers were more demanding than appreciative. I was sick of the online drama, and felt my muses for the stories running dry. I didn't want them to be crap, and I felt bad about just stopping, but I couldn't let them carry on.

I'm sorry for not answering messages. I stopped getting email notifications, and thought that I simply wasn't getting them anymore. That may have been a reason that I thought no one cared about my work. I think people here who write fanatically like I used to do it partly for the comments - I did it for that at times, I won't lie - and when they stop, it feels like you are kind of wasting your time. But I logged on today and saw that I had 366 messages, and felt really guilty. I'm going to try and answer them the best I can, though it could take a while.

Anyway. No more excuses. Here's a bit about me nowadays. I've just finished directing a play, which starts next week, and I'm so nervous for my people. -showers them with love- Gahh. I'm a senior in highschool, in the second year of the IB program, and everyone has decided that EVERYTHING should all be due at once. Bloody Hell. It's been a bit stressful, but I'm managing. I've had a boyfriend for a while now, sans drama for once, and I'm quite content. -knock wood-

I've found two people out there stealing my stuff.
http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1641196/<-- this chick took my Elodie and Tom Riddle stories as her own, and The Arrogant Heart'. Feel free to ... I don't know... pester her.
http://www.crushspot.com/blog.php?u=xxbang_bangxx&blog_id=113408<-- this chick also took a Tom Riddle story. First chapter. Tsk.
I honestly don't understand whypeople need to steal and claim it as their own. It's such a waste of time. If you want to write online, write your own stuff. Otherwise what's the point? If you see anyone else stealing my stuff, let me know. I LOVE talking to them. Makes me laugh. :)

Will I be coming back? I don't know. I don't know if I can. I mean,I want to, butthis new Quizilla kind of scares me. Plus I'm busier than ever. Don't want to start posting, then suddenly back off again. Hmm hmm hmm. Decisions decisions. Any suggestions from my old readers?

with love,
kikASS

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