iphe00's Journal

Hey!

I wish ya'll would read my journals. It would be so much easier than writing this all over again. First I want to think all the supporters and all my friends. Thanks. Ok now I can get going and tell you the announcements. First I was going to quit quizilla. Only after some thoughts I decided to stay. I was only going to stay though for the people who messaged me. I was only going to quit because I made up all this stress without realizing it. Plus I had major writers block. Anyway I ended up making a new account. XXdeathXdawnX09XX. Which has the new story "The Girl that came from Hell.”

All Stories

I have major writers block on all of them! Amazing huh? I think I finally got over the writers block for Deeply Unconscious though. YAY me!, but for the arranged marriage and the sequel I still have the same writers block. Joy!

GREAT this is what Happens when I Trip "An Arranged Marriage"

Guess what! I decided to rewrite the entire dang thing! So I've been busy with that. Thats why some of the chapters are gone because I have deleted them! It isn't quizilla fault.

Deeply Unconscious

I think I have gotten over my writers block for this one. So I don't have much to say.

Once Upon a Tear sequel to TOMC

Writers BLOCK! Plus I'm going to rewrite TOMC once I have some free time.

Just a Plain Announcement

I will not update at all for awhile. I won't be here next week I am going to Texas and I will not have any computer around me. Its a mission trip for my youth class at church so. I'll try to write during my free time.

Sorry for the trouble I've caused!

YEppers new account. New start.
XXdeathXdawnX09XX
Don't go there to give me crap..
I only want my friends or poeple who wanna be my friends.
Alrighty..
buh bye.
Hope

I know most you probably don't care. I mean I don't see why ya'll would. But I've been thinking on this a lot latley. I have major writers block on all ofmy stories. No this is not an excuse, but. I'm not sure If I should continue to write. I'm not going anywhereelse. I don't think I will even message the stories to anyone anymore. I've been really busy, and a lot of other things have been happening.
Along with not writing my stories anymore I might delete my account. If I don't delete my account I am going to delete all my creations. Except maybe some poetry. Which I haven't been writing either.
The only reason Imight keep my account is for some of the people who message me. Other than that I'm notsure.
Thanks so much for reading what I havewritten. Thanks for everything ya'll guys have done for me. A special thanks toVampireFriend*who has supported me in everyway andputs up with me. And for writing the best poetry I have ever read. I think your poem Just Smile Once for Me. If thats the title is the only one on my picks list. heh.*,Xxsilent.wolfxX*For just talking to me. I get lonley.*, kratosfan22*For staying here with me, and getting me unconfused. If thats possiable.*, xXxAkitoxUchihaxXx*For Talking to me and supporting me. It means a lot.*, koalainatree*For offering to finally proofread my stories. Have fun on that by the way. I still will like you to do Teardrops on my Cheek.*, mylifeisfullofnothing*Just for talking to me and clearing up who was the dude in your picture. Heh sorry about that again.* LuvAngel93*Talking about nothing with me for the longest time. Which is sooo awesome. Even if half of it isn't just nothing. I hope I helped you in some way.* And for someone else. I can'trememberthe name sorry, but for telling me off. You helped put me back in place. Your not afraidto tell off someone. You might be a real , but I'm sorry for being a to you. You helped me get in line.You know who you are. Thank you so much.
Hope

Sadly. I will not update the sequel again. I'm deeply sorry to the 50 people reading it. I will update sometime in the week or immedatitly once I finish typing it. I don't have any time, and I'm having a major writing block. It seems I cannot figure out the next part. I'm so sorry.
Iphe00
Hope

Hey guys.
Sorry I didn't update Deeply Unconscious and the sequel. I really wanted to but I had like no time this week to write. If I finish it tonight then I waill gladly update, but I don't think I will.
I'm going through some major drama right now, and I'm helping my sister get ready for graduation. So I'm really busy and I'll try to continue updating. I think It is more important I spend my time to reply to ya'lls messages than update. I rather be behind then ya'll feel like ya'll are being ignored. So once again sorry.
Hope or Iphe00

No I am not mad about this. I'm Furious!!!! How can the quizilla people do this to us all! How can people read my stories or my friends if they can't see that I've made them?!! I'm sorry but I'm not sure if I can continue on this site. Please everyone if you e-mail me I'll e-mailyou the stories there if this doesn't work out.Beacuase I'm seriously thinking about leaving the quizilla.MaybeI might just take a breakuntil they get this all settled.My e-mail address is HopeGisela@aim.com. Please e-mail me! That is if you can even see this journal! I also have AIM. So we can talk on there as well my AIM name is HopeGisela.
I have tried my best to reply to every message. If I have not replied to yours I am sorry. I'm sick of all this change. It's beginning to become tiresome.
Look I'm really sorry, but I'm really considering leaving. E-mail me about it, and we can talk about another website.
I don't know. I love you all,
Iphe00 or Hope.

How many of you would be mad if I couldn't update Deeply Unconscious tonight? Well I might not be able to.. I seriously cannot think of anything to write. If I do not update tonight when will ya'll expect it to be updated?

Hey guys, I was wondering if you guys thought I should write a sequel? Yes or no? Comment below and tell me your thoughts.. Oh and did you guys enjoy the story? Love you all Hope or Iphe00

The ask out game!!! Whoever wants to go out with you, they will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec or u will be alone forever, you will be surprised as 2 who replys 2 you!! PS. must do even if taken POST THiS SAYING "THE ASK OUT GAME

Yesh. Messages are back and I'm updating tomorrow. How cool is that. I am updating all 3 of my stories tomorrow and hopefully a poem. I can't wait. Please message. I'm not asking you to rate or anything. I'm just asking you to send me a message to show me who reads my stories. Well thank you! Iphe00 or Hope.

Hey GUYS!!!!!!!!! Since the message stuff isn't working. I thought I would just post a journal to come to everyday to talk to ya'll. I suggest all of you do the same so I could just go to yours, but if not I am going to come here everyday that I'm on to reply to ya'll. Each and everyone of you! So if you want your reply come back the next day or a couple of hours later to see if i have commented yet. Thank you. I love you all!!!! Iphe00 or Hope!

Gay quizilla

Hey everyone. It has come to my attension that another user has already used the title Blood Tears. So I am changing the name to Blood Tears to Teardrops on my Cheek. I hope you like the title... It came to me in Math Class. Random huh? Alrighty just wanted to let ya'll know! BYE

Hey ya'll. Yep another new story. Yay me.It's name will be Deeply Unconscious. I got this idea talking to a x boyfriend. Weird huh? I have already posted the intro and I am just now writing the 1st chapter. It should be out on Friday! Like all me other stories! Yes I update on Fridays now for those who didn't read my other journal post. I want to thank you all for the support! For adding me as your friends and messaging me! And thanks for all the advise! I love you all bunches!!! Well I hope you liked the intro to Deeply Unconscious. I hope you like the story all in all. Oh and for names I'd be glad for the suggestions again. I alread have three. Love you Iphe00 or Hope

Dear idk, I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it When I quoted Santa Under a state of trance, and I saw you Carve your initials into The crazy monk. I'm sure you're man enough to understand how boring you are. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep my viginity as a memory. You should also know that I Always wanted to break Our friendship. With ease, Hope Here's what you do: Dear The last person who left a comment on your jurnal I don't really know how to tell you this, but ____1__. I think I realized it _____2____ _____3_____ and I saw you _____4___ ____5____. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ____7____.I'm returning ____8___ to you, but I'll keep ____9____ as a memory. You should also know that I _____10____ ____11_____ ____12___ -Kay Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal), I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it When I quoted Santa Under a state of trance, and I saw you Carve your initials into The crazy monk. I'm sure you're man enough to understand how boring you are. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep my viginity as a memory. You should also know that I Always wanted to break Our friendship. With ease, Hope 1. What's the color of your shirt? Blue - Our romance is over Red - Our affair is over White - I'll join the monastery Black - I dislike you Green - Our horoscope doesn't match Grey - You're a pervert Yellow - I'm selling myself Pink - Your nostrils are insulting Brown - The mafia wants you No shirt - You're a loser Other - I'm in love with your sister 2. Which is your birth month? January - That night February - Last year March - When your dwarf bit me April - When I tripped on sesame seeds May - First of May June - When you put cuffs on me July - When I threw up August - When I saw the shrunken head September - When we skinny dipped October - When I quoted Santa November - When your dog ran amok December - When I changed tennis shoes 3. Which food do you prefer? Tacos - In your apartment Pizza - In your camping car Pasta - Outside of Chicago Hamburgers - Under the bus Salad - As you ate enchilada Chicken - In your closet Kebab - With Paris Hilton Fish - In women's clothing Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation Lasagna - At the mental hospital Hot dog - Under a state of trance None of the above - With George Bush and his wife 4. What's the color of your socks? Yellow - Hit on Red - Insult Black - Ignore Blue - Knock out Purple - Pour syrup on White - Carve your initials into Grey - Pull the clothes off Brown - Put leeches on Orange - Castrate Pink - Pull the toupee off Barefoot - Sit on Other - Drive out 5. What's the color of your underwear? Black - My best friend White - My father Grey - Bill Clinton Brown - My fart balloon Purple - My mustard soufflé Red - Donald Duck Blue - My avocado plant Yellow - My penpal in Ghana Orange - My Kid Rock-collection Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper None - My John F. Kennedy-statue Other - The crazy monk 6. What do you prefer to watch on TV? Scrubs - Man O.C. - Emotional One Tree Hill - Open Heroes - Frostbitten Lost - High House - Scarred Simpsons - Cowardly The news - Mongolic Idol - Masochistic Family Guy - Senile Top Model - Middle-class None of the above - Ashamed 7. Your mood right now? Happy - How awful I've felt Sad - How boring you are Bored - That Santa doesn't exist Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage Depressed - That we're cousins Excited - That there is no solution to this. Nervous - The middle-east Worried - That your Honda sucks Apathetic - That I did a sex-change Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men Overjoyous - That I'm open Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks 8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom? White - Your ring Yellow - Your love letters Red - Your Darth Vader-poster Black - Your tame stone Blue - The couch cushions Green - The pictures from LA Orange - Your false teeth Brown - Your contact book Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs Purple - Your old lottery coupons Pink - The cut toenails Other - Your memories from the military service 9. The first letter of your first name? A/B - Your photo C/D - The oil stocks E/F - Your neighbour Martin G/H - My virginity I/J - The results of your blood-sample K/L - Your left ear M/N - Your suicide note O/P - My common sense Q/R - Your mom S/T - Your collection of butterflies U/V - Your criminal record W/X - David's tricot outfits Y/Z - Your grades from college 10. The last letter in your last name? A/B - Always will remember C/D - Never will forget E/F - Always wanted to break G/H - Never openly mocked I/J - Always have felt dirty before K/L - Will tell the authorities about M/N - Told in my confession today about O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about S/T - Get sick when I think of U/V - Always will try to forget W/X - Am better off without Y/Z - Never liked 11. What do you prefer to drink? Water- Our friendship Beer - Senility Soft drink - A new life as a clone Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo Milk - The apartment building Wine - Cocaine abuse Cider - A passionate interest for mice Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations Mineral water - Embarrassing rash Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism Whisky - To ruin the second world war Other - To hate the Boston Celtics 12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation? Thailand - Warm regards USA - Best regards England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail Spain - Go and drown yourself China - Disgusting regards Germany - With ease Japan - Go burn Greece - Your everlasting enemy Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard Egypt - Fuck off now France - In pain Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Ok... Wow... I think I'll be able to update every Friday!!! I think thats good news at least.. I'm kinda sad though because I check on my poll and another person thinks I should just give up on Blood Tears... Only I'm not going to!!! Seriously do you people have like nothing to do but put people down??? Have you even read the story???? "I'm talking to those who just want me to stop the story." Thank you to those who have messaged, commented, and inspired me. Iphe or Hope.

Hey, Yeh, so you know the poll I recently made today? I'm sure about maybe 2% of my readers do. Well anyway it was concerning both the stories this time. I asked questions that I would really like to know. Like if I should continue both of them. If they had gotten any better at all. If I should make Blood Tears mythical. Well anyway. If you haven't taken that poll i ask you to so that I have more of a percentage. I'm having my doubts for Blood Tears because I only have like 9 chapters and already some people want me to stop writing it. They say its just another waste of space. I'm beginning to wonder if thats true. Is it? I would like your opinion here. Comment on this journal and tell me what you think. Should I keep Blood Tears or GREAT this is what happens when I trip? Should I make Blood Tears mythical. Are they more interesting? Give me your opinion please!!!! Iphe or Hope

I'm only putting five. If your not on the list don't hate me. I'm only putting people on my best list if I know their nice and caring. First letter, middle letter[s], and last letter. 1. ved 2. rc7 3. ks2 4. su2 5. xttx "I almost never talk to her... Maybe just once? Only shes really cool."

All I want to know is if anyone out there cares about me, my poetry, or my writting. I'm sorry if I was rude earlier. I'm really upset and a bunch of things are happening right now. Sorry: Hope

Hey.... Yes I'm depressed right now. I feel as if everyone hates me or doesn't think I'm important enough. I'm starting to feel as if my stories are just a waste of space. Great this is what happens when I trip currently has about 27 readers. Blood Tears has about 2. Why should I keep writting? Why should I just keep wasting the space on quizilla? From what people message me or comment on my other journals It doesn't even seem worth it to keep coming on or even continue writting! If you care enough about me message or comment that you actully care! I only have one reader who does! RayNicFar17. Why can't we have more people like her who actully care enough to message? I guess I'm not important enough to write! This is all messed up! Those who need help I try to help. I give advise to those who ask. I talk to those who need to talk. Is there like a new thing going on to where we have to be rude to those who give up their time for us or something? VampireFriend is another good friend. She reads my poetry. I read hers. We encourage each other. Seriously I have 3 people that seem to actully care or much less take the time to message me. kratosfan22. She is a great person who will try to help you. RayNicFar17. The bestest supporter on the earth. VampireFriend another good supporter but also a great friend. Seriously. If you want me to keep writing or even come on this message or comment here. Sorry if I was rude. Thank-you to those who actully took the time to read this. Hope.