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August 4, 2008

Memory

We were in the car on the way to one of those state parks. My window was open and it was the beginning of August. And it was maybe seventy degrees, but chilly for August weather.
As the wind rustled my hair, as my dad drove around the curves of the road, I was silent deep in thought. The air. It reminded me of something. Something I missed quite terribly.
I went through the possibilities in my head: Camp? No. The beach? No.
And then it came to me. I got lost in an old memory. It took my back to the middle of fall at my old house three years ago. Haley was there and Madison and Victoria and Mitchell and of course myself.
And then Tyler. He was there too. He, with the beautiful brown eyes and smile full of braces on the way to beauty. He was tall, too, and handsome with curly brown hair that framed his angelic face perfectly. It was the sight that made my knees go completely weak.
It was autumn, the leaves gently fell from the trees as a few of us had rakes. It wasn't something we were told we had to do. It was choice to rake the leaves. We would make fake walls and pretend it was a house. I'd make special rooms for each person.
All the kids would help me except for Tyler. He'd sit on the edge of the trampoline, not far from us, with his notebook, writing a story or else drawing something amazing. He would look up occasionally and smile at me as I would back to him.
Oh, how I wish I could see that smile again. I would give anything.
I keep denying my love for this boy, but I don't think it's something I can ignore. I can't go any night without falling asleep thinking his name. What am I going to do?

Don't worry. These aren't the last of my memories with him. I'll write again. Don't you worry your pretty little heart, babe.

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