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July 24, 2006

So sad and actually true

then they all droped me like a rock for someone else

her name was molly

and she was my best friend

and even she droped me

and every day

i came home

more and more sad

then my mom and dad started fighting

and my dad was gonna....

well...

he kept threatinging to leave

and then they meloed out

but i was still really

sad

then i started getting bullied

insults like fag

lezbo

a bunch of stuff

so i went to school where i didn't have friends

and came afterwords to a place i could barley call home

then i started geting hit

they threw all sorts of stuff

rocks... bricks

one time it was a back pack

and one time it was a book

they book said "ROCK"

on the cover

i'll never forget that book

i started reading it

it was about... rock

elvis the beatles

it kept going down the rock line

kiss

marlyn

and then got to pop like...

linkin park

and madonna

and-

well

you get the idea

i started buying differen't music

a different genre every time

and that was my only friend music

and its always been there

always

so that's the story

of my life

i can't stand all those peopl

who think their lives are sad

cuz they can't think of what to wear one day

or aren't pretty enough

or think their depressed cuz letts say

they lost their favorite shirt

i like people who if they are depresed

they have a reson

to cry

or to be depressed

or sad

or what ever

and now i have only two friends

well three

a jock named dimitri

a skater named brian

and music

that's it

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