hazardis's Journal

okay so the new quizilla has launched.......but really, somethings are hard to navigate through. i like it. dont get me wrong but its just....different. im so used to quizilla being the old way that i dont know if i can get used to this. but I'll try. and whats up with the one question polls?

For those who stuck by My Chemical Romance even when they were called emo for it.

For ayone who loved Gerard no matter what color his hair was.

For anyone who loves that pansy Frank and was worried when he got sick.

For anyone who's fantasised of playing with Ray's hair.

For anyone who got worried when Bob got burnt.

For anyone who cried every time Gerard got drunk or high

For anyone who bought MCR's new album the first second they could and protect with their lives.

For anyone who can't watch The Ghost of You without crying when Mikey gets shot.

For anyone who isn't okay.

For anyone who loves My Cehmical Romance with ALL their black little hearts.

For anyone who listens to not just the music but to the lyrics to.

For anyone who thinks tey'll die alone.

For anyone who wants to jump onstage just to give them hugs.

For anyone who wants to meet them just to say thank you.

For anyone who wants them for their advice, not their money.

Fo anyone who wants to say 'I love you' without remorse.

For anyone who is sick of getting their heart broken, or hurt.

For anyone who can honestly say MCR saved their lives.

For anyone who gets excited whenever someone says "Gerard", "Mikey", "Bob", "Frankie', or "Ray".

For anyone who gets excited when anyone says "My Chemical Romance" Or "MCR"

For anyone who says, "I am My Chemical Romance." With pride and honesty.

For anyone who will actually take the time to repost this.

For anyone who is a true MCR fan.

For anyone who ad a relative say "Please, no more MCR today."

For anyone who gets hyper or excited when seseing some random person wearing an MCR shirt downtown.

For anyone who will go across the country to see a My Chemcal Romance concert.

For anyone who really listens to them.

For anyone who doesnt know where they would be without My Chemical Romance.

For anyone who loves them with all their hearts.

For anyone whos lived changed the moment they first heard them sing.

For anyone who would hold a funeral procession if MCR broke up.

For anyone whos listening to their songs right now.

okay ladies and gentlemen! guess what i did last night!! I saw My Chemical Romance live! it was awesome! i couldnt believe how awesome they were! I also saw the band Drive BY and Billy Talent. plus Drive By was selling their CD's for 5 bucks and They autographed it! I recomend everyonr to go see these bands live! They are awesome! 

okay so heres a picture of me. im really bored and just going through my pics..:) no mean comments plz

hey everyone, my birthday is in 3 days. I just go the best news in the world.....and it is..... i got tickets to see my chemical romance in may when they come to columbus ohio! im soo excited but ive never heard them live....soooooo, if anyone has seen them live let me kno wat u think! plz and tnx.

why is quizilla not doing anything about the messages being unreadable and deleted??? it's their site, and it's going bad......it makes me not want to get on at all. i mean seriously! they should fix the problem!!!!

im so sorry! my computer isnt letting me answer my messages! it says i have none but my email says i have a ton! and i just checked my email, then my quizilla....and its stupid b/c its not showing up!

This is soo sad. It is actually a reminder of me and my boyfriend b/c I'm 14 and he's 17. oh *tears* good thing that we think age doesnt matter ^_^ Body: Girl: hey whats up Boy: nm just listening to music Girl: i heard your getting you G.E. D Boy: yeah i thought it was a good idea Girl: it is im proud of you Boy: yeah thnx well listen i g2g bye "Last message recived 12/12/07" "Next day"" Girl: hi Boy: hi whats up Girl: nm you Boy: i got my G.E. D Girl: OMG!!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU Boy: yeah thnx Girl: i have to tell you something Boy: go ahead Girl: well i love you....... i always have i cared about you and your always in my heart Boy: thats cool i love you too but your too young your 14 and i'm 17 Girl: but i love you, age shouldn't mater Boy: i know u do and i love u but i found this girl and shes my age Girl: i just thought......(crying she logs off) The next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 year old girl cut her wrists and wrote on the wall "Age shouldnt matter" The boy then recives a call from the girl he chose and she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love. " That night the boy hangs himself and writes on the wall "She's right. Age doesn't matter. I love you and always will. IF YOU AGREE THAT AGE SHOULDN'T MATTER AS LONG AS YOU LOVE THEM THEN REPOST THIS AS "Age Shouldnt Matter" and.. A miracle will happen at 11:11 tonight

well hello again. I have some news for all my friends, My Birthday is in 24 days. (as of april 4th) so if you cant do the math, it's on the 28th. but im not having anything speacial happen, just wish me a happy birthday if u remember. thnx. ^.^ -Victoria

me with my skateboard good times man good times! lmao

for anyone who wants to kno what i look like ^.^

it's my awesome skateboard ^.^

18 or lower means you're not stupid. [x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking. [] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking. [x] You have run into a glass/screen door. [x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks. So far: 4 [x] you have ran into a tree. [] It IS possible to lick your elbow (I don't get y this is stupid its true I've done it) [] you just tried to lick your elbow. [] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. [] You just tried to sing them So far: 5 [x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. [x] You have choked on your own spit. [] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it. [] Your hair is blonde. [x] People have called you slow So far: 8 [x] You have accidentally caught something on fire [x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes. [] You have caught yourself drooling. [] You've fallen asleep in class [dude, I really don't get how this is dumb, if you're tired, you SLEEP. That makes you tired, not stupid. it's simple, really.] [] If someone says "fart" you laugh So far: 10 [x] Sometimes you just stop thinking. [x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about [x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you [x] You are often told to use your "inside voice". [] You use your fingers to do simple math. So far: 14 [] you have eaten a bug. [] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important [x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it [x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket So far: 16 [] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you [x] You break a lot of things. So far: 17 [] Your friends/family know not to use big words around you [] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused [x] You have fallen out of your chair before So far: 18 [] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling [] The word "uhhhh" is used many times a day. So far: 18 Repost as "I've done __ out of 36 stupid things''

[x] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous, excited, or upset. [x] I am ticklish. [] I'm afraid of the dark. [X] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open [] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed [x] I believe in true love. [Tried] I've ran away from home [] I listen to political music [x] I collect/collected comic books [x] I shut others out when I'm sad/mad [x] I've stayed out all night. [sorta] I open up to others easily. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world. [] I watch the news [x] I love Disney movies. [x] I am a sucker for green eyes. []I am a sucker for brown eyes. []I am a sucker for hazel eyes [] I am a sucker for grey eyes. [x] I am a sucker for blue eyes [] I dont kill bugs [x] I've slipped and fell in public. [X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation [] I love Spam [x] I bake well. [x] i have worn pajamas to school [] I want a better job [X] I have talked on the phone for 6+ hours [] I love Dr. Phil. [] I like multiple people [X] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [X] I am kinda self-conscious. [x] I love to laugh. [x] I have tried alcohol [] I drink alcohol on a regular basis. [X] I have tried a cigarette. [] I have smoked a pack in one day. [] I loved Lord of the Flies. [x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [] I can't swallow pills. [x] I have a lot of scars. [x] I like chocolate. [x] I bite my nails. [] I am not comfortable with being me. [x] I play computer games when I'm bored. [X] Gotten lost in the city. [X] Thought of suicide before. [x] Seen a shooting star. [x] Gone out in public in my pajamas [x] Hugged a stranger. [X] Been in a fist fight. [X] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose [X] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [] Made out in an elevator. [X] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose [] Been skydiving. [] Been bungee jumping. [x] Gotten stitches. [] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour [x good times] Bitten someone [] Been to Niagara Falls. [X] Gotten the chicken pox. [x] ran into a parked car on foot [x] Been to germany. [x] Ridden in a taxi. [] Been fired. [x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [] Stole something from your job. [] Gone on a blind date. []Had a crush on a teacher/coach. [x] Been to Europe. [] Been married [] Gotten divorced [x] Saw someone/something dying. [X] have a list of people you want to kill [x] ridden in a car over 400 miles in one day [x love it!!] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [] Thrown up in a bar. [x ewww] Eaten sushi. [X] Cried in public [X] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed [x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have. [x] Thought of someone a lot lately. [x] Hate the world. [] Likes some rap music [x] Cussed loudly during a church service [] Spies on neighbors regularly [] Actually likes school [x] Likes to read books [no i actually like them] Listens to popular bands (MCR, Him, System of a Down, Slipknot, etc) because it makes you fit in/seem cool [] Can't cook [X] Tried drugs [] Ran over an animal [x] Is addicted to music [] Hates the color black even though you wear it [] Is anorexic [] Has bulimia [] Thinks you are overweight [X] Is afraid to be by yourself [MAKES ME NERVOUS] Is afraid of being in a crowd

I'm Sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along. I'm sorry If you read this and know somebody like this but don't care But most of all I'm sorry For not being sorry anymore I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am I'm sorry I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good enough to make it in your world. I'm sorry I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for... I'm sorry That I told you I loved you and actually meant it. I'm sorry That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family. I'm Sorry That I cared I'm sorry that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different. Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?" Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you. If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, repost as" I'm sorry." If You're one of the FEW girls with enough GUTS to repost, and you would never make your guy feel this way, repost as Subject "Girls dont realize these things'' I wasn't the creator of this poem. I also don't know who origonally made it. Sorry if you wanted to tell them something.

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath. To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one. To every guy that believed in her dreams. To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them. To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams. To every guy that walked her to her car. To every guy that gave his heart. To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her. ...This one bulletin is for you... Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore... And because of this, there are not many left out there... i guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image If you are a nice guy repost this with "We're a Dying Breed " If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way repost this with: "To Every Guy

A] - AVAILABLE? nope. ^.^ B] - BIRTHDAY? April 38 C] - CRUSHING? nope, in love D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD? water E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? my friend shelby or ami loo F] - FAVORITE COLOR(S)? green, black, purple, and silver G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS? gummy bears H] HOMETOWN? hilliard I] ICE CREAM? chocolate chip cookie dough J] A word/phrase u say very often? what the freak, nah, shut up, i love your face... and many many more! K] killed someone? not yet... L] - Lime or lemonade? lemonade!!! i love lemons! M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR? vanilla N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? lots i lost count at 6 O] - ONE WISH? ummm idk P] - PERSON WHO YOU LAST Talked To? shelby boo Q] - QUIET? when i'm not with my friends... it's hard to stay depressed when you have friends like mine!! lol! R]- REASON YOU SMILE? cause shelby said or did something really stupid, and when that happens u cant help but smile S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD? faggot by: mindless self indulgence T] Time you woke up this morning? 6:00 U] - UNDERWEAR COLOR? black V] - VEGETABLES? broccoli, carrots, potatoes, corn, lots and lots of vegetables W] - WORST HABIT? ummm if u asked ryan trying to comitt suicide X] - X-RAYS HAD? 1 of my head, 1 of my leg, and one of all my muscles. Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON Myspace? idk 30 somethin www.myspace.com/victoriastedman add me Z]- ZODIAC SIGN? taurus

Check the bands you've HEARD OF. Not just the ones you like. Be honest people! If you really have never heard of them. Don't mark it. it just makes you look faker. ALTERNATIVE: [x] Weezer [x] Paramore [x] Panic! At The Disco [x] October Fall [x] The Academy Is... [x] Coheed And Cambria [x] Bayside [x] Yellowcard [x] Sugarcult [x]The Dresden Dolls TOTAL SO FAR= 10 COUNTRY: [x] Rascal Flatts [x] Carrie Underwood [x] Leanne Rhymes [x] Garth Brooks [x] Dixie Chicks [x] Kenny Chesney [x] Tim McGraw [x] Faith Hill [x] Shania Twain [x] Johnny Cash TOTAL SO FAR= 20 EMO: [x] Hawthorne Heights [] Halifax [] Forgive Durden [x] Amber Pacific [x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [] From First to Last [x] Senses Fail [x] Underoath [x] Something Corporate [] Hit the lights [] Dear Whoever TOTAL SO FAR= 26 INDIE: [] The Hush Sound [] Eisley [x] Death Cab for Cutie [x] Dashboard Confessional [x] The Killers [x] Yeah Yeah Yeahs [x] Hot Hot Heat [x] Gym Class Heroes [x] Franz Ferdinand [x] Modest Mouse TOTAL SO FAR= 34 METAL: [x] Slipknot [x] System of a Down [x] Disturbed [x] Metallica [x] Guns n' Roses [x] Lamb of God [x] Slayer [x] Hatebreed [x] Killswitch Engage TOTAL SO FAR = 43 POP: []Teddy Geiger [x]Ashlee Simpson [x]Kelly Clarkson [x]Jesse McCartney [x]Avril Lavigne [x]Pink [x]The Veronicas [x]Daniel Powter [x]James Blunt [x]Natasha Bedingfield [x]Ryan Cabrera TOTAL SO FAR= 53 POWERPOP/POP PUNK/PUNK: [x] Hellogoodbye [x] Cute is What We Aim for [x] Cartel [x] The Click Five [x] Fall Out boy [] Lucky Boys Confusion [x] Good Charlotte [x] Bowling for Soup [x] Relient K [] Less Than Jake [x] Simple Plan TOTAL SO FAR= 62 RAP: [x] Ying Yang Twins [] T.I. [x] Paul Wall [x] Tupac [x] Jamie Foxx [x] Ludacris [x] Lil' Jon [x] Outkast [x] 50 Cent [x] Kanye West [] Notorious B.I.G [x] Young Jeezy TOTAL SO FAR= 72 SKA: [] Reel Big Fish [] The Specials [] Mad Caddies [] The Aquabats [x] Sublime [x] No Doubt [] Madness [] Operation Ivy [x] Bob Marley TOTAL SO FAR= 75 ROCK: [x] Taking Back Sunday [x] All American Rejects [x] Motion City Soundtrack [x] Avenged Sevenfold [x] Angels and Airwaves [x] Evanescence [x] My Chemical Romance [x] Brand New [x] Green Day [x] Blink 182 TOTAL SO FAR= 85 CLASSIC ROCK: [x] The Beatles [x] Led Zeppelin [x] The Rolling Stones [x] The Who [x] Pink Floyd [x] The Doors [x] Jimmy Hendrix [x] Queen [x] Van Halen [] Bob Dylan []Simon & Garfunkel TOTAL SO FAR= 94 Now multiply by 2 and put "i am 196% obsessed with music"

yea so boredum strikes again......if anyone doesnt want me to suffer they will message me for the hell of it. plz. and thx. (amy, ur still in my debt for your ticket to go see MCR)

omg!!!! I got three tickets to go see mcr live