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The only life we look forward to is the life we can't have.

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February 15, 2008

So frustrating...

Yeah, I know I haven't written in my journal here for a while...but I am now

You see, about 2 or 3 weeks back, my friend asked me why I looked so upset...so she wouldn't keep asking and worrying, I thought up an answer that WOULD of bothered me, but not then and there. So...it was about my little brother, who tortures me...aand i told her sometimes it feels like the only one who cares is 2-3 provinces away (I'm Canadian, we don't go by states XP)

Sooo my friend ended up getting offended because I said that...and I was handling it okay until she sent me an e-mail...maying how un-caring I was and selfish...I just told her what was bugging me! I told her how much it hurt...and that I think of people who'd miss me if I killed myself so i don't cut...that she's making it hard for me to include her

Now...I can't even talk to her. All my other friends seem to be against me in some way, and it's getting so FRUSTRATING!! Even today, one of my friends said I was being to vulgar-ish yesterday and (I know this cuz she told me herself) I started worrying she'd block me for being too vulgar...

Hell, I even started drinking to numb myself, not that it works...I'm just trying so hard not to cut myself right now, I'm...so upset and angry at myself...it feels like I'm a burden to everyone, not to mention that I feel so unloved...the only place I FEEL loved is at Youth Group, and that only happens every Thursday!

So I need some advice here...or just comfort...hell, all I want is someone to give a damn right now...

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Aug 29th, 2008

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Capricorn

You can't just let things slide -- you need to make sure you're dealing with them the way people want you to, and that can be a chore. Just grit your teeth and get it over with and things should improve quickly.

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