"If you pRoVOkE mEh,
I wOn'T fYt baCk...
If yOu cHaLLenge mEh,
I wOn'T fYt baCk...
BuT iF yOu tOuCh mEh,
i wiLL bReAk Ur bOnEzZz.."
--mY sEnSei.. ^_^
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August 22, 2007
woosh.. i hate this day and i love it at the same time..^_^
reasons why this is a good day:
1.) i saw HIM this morning!XD he was almost the first one i saw when i climbed up to our room.. he was dancing something don't know what..^_^'
2.) i got to spend time with fe again.. we both hate almost the same person so i love talking to her.
3.) i got to chat with czarina. we get to talk all about our crushes..^_^ and 'coz of her.. what i've been hoping for months has finally happened..
guess what?
4.) I FINALLY GOT TO TALK TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD
finally.. ever since the first few times i saw him, and when i finally decided that i had a crush on him, i've always wanted to talk to him!^_^ sure, i got to text him, but it was different when its face to face.. and i assure you, he is so much fun to text!6_6.. woosh.. last year, he wasn't studying where he used to study before(a.k.a. where i study now). So he just visits.. btw, we're in the same year level..^_^ and this year, he came back and i was oh, so happy!!^_^ i now got to see him everyday, but sadly, he was in a different section..T_T and it was P.E. this afternoon and their section had an exam in their computer subject 'coz they didn't get to meet much. so, czarina came out first and we chatted for a while. Czarina knows about my crush on him. So, he came out after a while then czarina teased me. She waved to him!XD guess what? he came over!!XD i was so nervous but i did not show it.. i think..^_^' anyway, i was shy around him 'coz we never really got to talk much. they were talking about some stuff. and he suddenly said "You are better noh? because you're "senti"." wahhh!! hehe.. i'm easily excited..^_^' let's talk about the bad stuff now..:
1.) he got a cold so he was absent for the rest of the morning
2.) my friends are rebelling me whenever i mention the collage i choose to enter. like, HELLO??? are they my parents??? and they're so confident. feeling that they will pass an entrance exam that is SO SO SO VERY HARD??? asa.
3.) i thought they were my best friends but i think they only consider me as normal.. no fuzzy feelings what so ever.. s***.. i hate this.
4.) they backfight a former classmate whom i still wanna give a chance.. well, i'm born in the year of the dog so one of my qualities is loyalty.. sigh.., why are they like this?????
5.) practice this afternoon. we are going to enter a contest this august 31 and yet, our practice SUCKS!!! like, sure there are leaders.. leaders that can't control the members!!!! they SUCK. i hate this. and again.. SO CONFIDENT!!
6.) this was the one that really PISSED me off. in our grammar class, we were SUPPOSED to pass our notebook as a part of our project and it was due on the examination day. i did not know about it. and guess what?? only THREE peopLe pASSED THEIR NOTEBOOKS,, talk about GREEDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! f***!!!!!!!! that really made my day at its lowest point. they even BLAMED US. HOW DARE THEY?????????????????????? KILL THEM PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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