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I think he forgot about me.. he must've moved on.. he must love someone else.. he must hate me.. he must want me to disappear.. Im invisible already.. he must want to get over me.. he must think I'm horrible.. he must think I'm useless.. he must think I'm worthless.. he must think I'm helpless.. he must think I'm hopeless.. he must think I'm not worthy.. he must think I'm a waste of his time.. he must think I'm scum.. he must think I'm not good enough.. he must be over me by now.. he must be regretting me by now.. he must be forgetting me by now
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About Me
I love you raven forever+always that'll never change.. and um.. danielle (urkindaprinncess) thanks for the confession lmao! I have brownsh hair (tho I dyed it dark red-you can barely tell), chocolate brown eyes, about 5ft 5inches, pale.. and thats it
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I Guess I Knew
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Please Don't
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Tears and Fears
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He Had to Die.. Why?
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Shadow Rays Darken the Days
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Latest Journal Entry
November 2, 2008
"Why?" That Is Such A Great Question...
I mean, really... think about it.
Why? That word can be asked so many times in so many different ways.
"Why is my boyfriend cheating?" "Why do my parents fight?" "Why am I always so sad?"
Every question that you can ever possibly ask yourself will all come down to that one little, three-letter word! "Why?!"
You might ask yourself everyday "Why do I hate school?" "Why do they always bug me?" "Why does my mom have to be so strict?" "Why do I live?"
"Why?"
No matter what you ask yourself, that is the main question that will always be screaming in your heads..
So I was thinking today.. Why do I live? That, to me, is the most important question ever. Why would I even want to live, in a life where everyone makes fun of me in some way or another? Why don't I just end it now, before it gets worse, and before I'm hurt even more? Before I hate myself even more? Why do I bother to stick around?
And honestly, I couldn't find 1 reason. Sure, my reason before was my boyfriend/fiance, but now what is it? He and I never broke up or anything, but I have not spoken to him in more than a week, and that to us both is torture. He wouldn't just end it and not talk to me for a long time. He always said that he hated being away from me for even 5 minutes, and then, with no warning, he stops talking to me for a whole week and a half... I know he would not let us be apart for that long.. unless he was over me. I hate to even think of the possibility that he no longer loves me. Because, like I said before, it all comes back to that little question: why?
If he is not ignoring me, then why doesn't he talk to me. Even if he was grounded or something, I think he would sneak on to talk to me, like he has done before.
And if he is ignoring me, then why? What did I do to make him dislike me so?
As you all can see, my life is hecktic right now. Especially since I am once again questioning my existance and my reasons for living..
So sorry if I just decide to kill myself to get away from all of this..
Because I swear on my life, right now, that seems like a pretty good option..
I'm not joking at all
