you cant just reach your hand back into the past and pull yourself away from the problems that you wished you couldve fixed. the only thing you can do is to use your faults in the past to make yourself a better person
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May 2, 2008
naturally id try to sound sympathetic for my baby sister but im just so ticked off at those doctors.
Well my baby sister has been going to the doctors about three serious medical conditions ever since she was just a month old... now shes 7 months old and they're finnaly checking her problems. why did they have to wait so long to take action? They even ignored our calls to make appointments! she was just at her worst lately and i fear that if they dont figure out whats wrong with her as soon as possible she might die. the medical conditions she has are extreemly serious and SHOULD be taken care of right away but for the doctors are just so damn slow and caught up in their precious payments. and when my mom was in the waiting room she had to wait an extra hour with the poor baby screaming bloody murder cause a few other kids who had the flu got to go in first. Then to make matters worse they checked her in the most inhumane way possible. They put her on anestesia and stuck a fucking tube down that poor baby's throat. She was in so much pain afterwords and they found out absalootly NOTHING except for what they had already known about her problems. Now theyre planning on giving her heavy medications. the only smart thing they did was injecting her with vaccines every few days to see if her problem was related to allergies but its still terrible to make an infant suffer so badly. i really wish i could trust these damn doctors but everything that theyre trying for my sister is just making shit worse. i dont wanna see my sister in so much pain at such a young age. those god damn doctors killed my first sister and i dont want it happening again
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Think things through even farther than you already have -- and yes, that is possible. It's a really good time to get philosophical with your problems, so see what you can do. The wildest alternative just might be the right answer.
A lot's going on, but you haven't figured it out yet, so try to explore a little and pick up a few more clues. Someone you don't know well holds the answers, so seek info among normally quiet friends.
You're somewhat paranoid about someone -- but every now and then, paranoia is the same response. Just hang back and watch before you say anything because you might be better off silent.