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June 14, 2008

Why is life like this?

Well people I just about had it. My mother has been a total to my little sister and then when she wants to move with me and dad mom starts the your recking everything I've built for our lives when it's really for herself. I just want her out of that enviroment. After all I was ten when I was living with mom and I was contemplating how to kill myself. No that's not an exageration I was cutting myself at ten and I needed out. I had acted out on everyone around me. Thankfully I got kicked out. I know that sounded pretty bad but one day mom had called dadto pick me up and I wasn't aloud to see her for two months. She tried to make that into a punishment and really I just laugh this stuff off now. Yea I'm a dorky anime manga and book loving emo dork but whatever. I'm kind of apathetic when it comes to stuff like that now. No I don't cut on a regular basis now but I do once in a while when a lot of bad stuff builds up and seems overwhelming. But back to the main point I have to get my little sister out of there and what's creepy is mom doesn't seem to know just how bad living with her can be. She acts like nothing went on and yea I've called her mental to her face more than once. Also the fact that I have exams coming up sucks. Anyways meagan has been a real mom clone so I'm gonna ignore her for a bit. I really don't need extra stress. I'm going to making a manga over the summer so my futures set and I'm moving away from my family as soon as I finish highschool probably without telling them where the hell I went just saying buy. Well might take little sis with me but if she ends up living at dads she's safe and really that's what she needs is closure and feeling safewhen she walks through her front door.

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