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Love to live, live to love ( L )
- Member since
- Dec 22nd, 2007
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- Last login:
- Sep 21st, 2008
About Me
My names Cassie. I am 14 i have brown hair with blue eyes. I love to dance sing and hang with friends. theres not much to know really but if you wanna talk msg me. I wont be updating as often for it is summer and i will be camping lots more and out with friends and whomever
Newest Creations
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Bite Me [A Vampire Story] [3]
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5.00 |
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Bite Me [A Vampire Story] [2]
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5.00 |
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Just Walk It Out [8]
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5.00 |
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Bite Me [A Vampire Story] [1]
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5.00 |
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Just Walk It Out [7]
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4.00 |
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Latest Journal Entry
July 11, 2008
Wanting to be someone else...???
I'm so confused and i really need some help. I have made some bad choices in my past about what i say or what i do. I've lost lots of really good friends and i know its too late to get some of them back. But some of them there could be some hope for. I'm not sure what to do because everytime i start to do better and things seem to be going really well for me. Someone starts another rumor about me and i'm back to being the slut the bitch that no body wants anything to do with. It really hurts to know that some of these people were my friends. I have changed in some ways. When someone pisses me off i don't threaten them or anything i very simply say if this is how your going to be towards me now then have a nice life because i clearly don't want to be part of it anymore. But before i would have said 'Yea why don't you try saying that to my face? see how well that turns over for you.' I was the badass pretty much before and now I'm trying to change for the better, but, people aren't giving me a chance. And when they do some one else ruins it for me. I'm so confused I don't know what to do because the only friends i have don't exactly live near me mostly only a few of them do and i don't see any of them very often. I walk down the halls in my school and someone starts making fun of me saying im a slut and asking who i've fucked lately when i can honestly say "I'm a virgin people!" My birthday is in a couple days and i only have 2 friends that i'm inviting because of all the shit thats happened. before i would have had like 40 people but then i made some wrong choices and people took the opportunity to bring me down. and they still bring me down. I walk around with my head high acting like none of it affects me but then i go home when no ones around and cry. It's easier now that its summer and people can't get to me so easily but it still hurts to know that going back to that school means that its going to start all over again.
What do i do? i've tried everything but someone always makes it look like I'm trying to use the person or something and then they hate me too!
Please i honestly need help here
