Hello everyone!!!
I feel like I'm back!!! I want want want to write!!!
So that's why I'm here! wooo hoooo ;D
Yup, it was very cloudy and rainy here for a while,
but i think the sun shines bright again.
The sky is sparkling blue in my little world.
I am going to write as much as I possibly can, expanding all my writingareas.
So expect to see a new side of me either through newquizzes or even a new story!!!(Which in NO way means that A Promise is done :])
I had a project in mind,I was supposed to do it this summer(but i was too caught up with my senior year in highschool) and soI posponed it. It's a book about the life of my friends.They allget their story told. What I'm trying to decide is if I should write it in prose or make it a poetry journal....IDK! The project's title is "A Day in the Life Of" and through it you'll get to meet and know some really interesting characters, hehehe.
I'mVERY excited about it because my friends have NO idea I'm doingthis, so it'll be a huge surprise when they read it!
I was goin to do the whole thing in my computer, but I thought, hey why not share it with my wonderful quizzilla buddies!! SoI hope you guys like it! Enjoy :D!
Ooooh and PLEASE do give me some feedback I wanna know if its good or bad or crap! Ok, so don't be shy!
*YOURS TRULY*
Yari
(first on therightis me;] )
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September 11, 2008
A Brand New Day
posted at 10:05 pm EDT | 0 comments
September 4, 2008
Feeling Under The Weather...
Guys,
I want to ask you,
man almost beg you,
to please bear with me!
I know i haven't updated my story like in years! I know that, but I've (still goin, it feels like it) through a relationship crisis...You guys really don't want to hear about it, and I don't necessarily have the urgent feeling to talk about it, so I won't. All I can tell you is that my life has been drastrically affected and all my inspiration is GONE, utterly and completely GONE!*
I've been considering on giving up. I mean how can I continue with something that now feels so empty and useless? I'm not even sure if people were even liking my story after a while...i stopped receiving really any messages anymore. :( I'm stuck under a deceiving and horrendous case of writer's block. I sit and face my pc screen for hours, and nothing will come. I get to the point were i grow frustrated and upset and don't feel like writing at all. SOI'll justleave anddo something else. AHHH it's terrible!The thing is, I actually LOVE this story, it's actually much more complicated than what I could actually publish trough Quizilla because then it'd be too long and not at all a short story. So whatever I publish herewill bealready in its weathered down form. So, since I love this story so much, I'm willing to keep writing it, but pleaseknow and understandthat at times the going gets tough, and it might take a while for me to publish a new chapter. At least now you know, that I AM aware, and that I have NOT forgotten about A PROMISE and ALL the people that love my story as well. :D
~Thank you all so much for caring (and waiting!), and taking the time to read whatever randomness pops into my troubled head. I love you all!
-Yari
xo
*Please, I don't want you all to think I'm some sort of drama queen. This was practicallythe first time in all of my 18 years of existence, that I had so completely trusted someone( that I'd known since I was a kid! NOT a stranger!!!. It really seemed like that was IT, not only for me, but to my family and friends. But no, the guy decided to break, no, to set on fire and thendestroy, demolish, and then throw away my heart. (wow and i said i wasnt goin to talk about it!)
I want to ask you,
man almost beg you,
to please bear with me!
I know i haven't updated my story like in years! I know that, but I've (still goin, it feels like it) through a relationship crisis...You guys really don't want to hear about it, and I don't necessarily have the urgent feeling to talk about it, so I won't. All I can tell you is that my life has been drastrically affected and all my inspiration is GONE, utterly and completely GONE!*
I've been considering on giving up. I mean how can I continue with something that now feels so empty and useless? I'm not even sure if people were even liking my story after a while...i stopped receiving really any messages anymore. :( I'm stuck under a deceiving and horrendous case of writer's block. I sit and face my pc screen for hours, and nothing will come. I get to the point were i grow frustrated and upset and don't feel like writing at all. SOI'll justleave anddo something else. AHHH it's terrible!The thing is, I actually LOVE this story, it's actually much more complicated than what I could actually publish trough Quizilla because then it'd be too long and not at all a short story. So whatever I publish herewill bealready in its weathered down form. So, since I love this story so much, I'm willing to keep writing it, but pleaseknow and understandthat at times the going gets tough, and it might take a while for me to publish a new chapter. At least now you know, that I AM aware, and that I have NOT forgotten about A PROMISE and ALL the people that love my story as well. :D
~Thank you all so much for caring (and waiting!), and taking the time to read whatever randomness pops into my troubled head. I love you all!
-Yari
xo
*Please, I don't want you all to think I'm some sort of drama queen. This was practicallythe first time in all of my 18 years of existence, that I had so completely trusted someone( that I'd known since I was a kid! NOT a stranger!!!. It really seemed like that was IT, not only for me, but to my family and friends. But no, the guy decided to break, no, to set on fire and thendestroy, demolish, and then throw away my heart. (wow and i said i wasnt goin to talk about it!)
posted at 11:45 pm EDT | 0 comments
August 23, 2008
Your Life's Questions Answered With A Song!
I got this from a friend....and it looked like fun...*NOT a chain letter so don't copy and send to every friend you have*
RULES:
1. Put your itunes, windows media player etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
If someone says "is this okay"?: "Lemon Meringue Tie"- Dance Gavin Dance {hehe what?!)
How would you describe yourself?: "Fireflies"- Finch (okay...idk bout tht one! lol)
What do you like in a guy/girl?:"Faces"- Scary Kids Scaring Kids (OMG i swear tht came up! hahaha!!)
How do you feel today?: "Just Enough To Make It Just"- Asteria (wow this fits reeeally well!!!)
What is your life's purpose?:"Nothing Better"- The Postal Service (hehe tht sounds depressing!)
What is your motto?:"Sailing Into The Dark Isn't Smart Kid!"- Emarosa (haha i like tht one!!)
What do your friends think of you?: "Algo Esta Cambiando" -Julieta Venegas (ahahah!! hmm they prbly do think this of me...lol).....(oh btw the song title means: Something is Changing) :D
What do you think of your parents?: "Girl" - Porter [what??@@!! aw tht doesnt fit! =( ]
What do you think about very often?:"Here's Everything I've Always Meant To Say"- Jamison Parker [okay....hmm kinda fits]
What is 2 2?: "Follow and Feel"- Saosin [hahaha funny!]
What do you think of your best friend?: "Last Nite"- The Strokes [okay!?!@@...hahahah!!!! lol not reeally!]
What do you think of the person you like?: "Autos"- Volumen Cero [Okay so the song title doesnt go, but the meaning of the song does!!! hahahah!!] (oh ya Autos means Cars]
What is your life story?: "Kicking Your Crosses Down"- Circa Survive [umm well sort of...but thts kind of sad]
What do you want to be when you grow up?:"Mouths Like Sidewander Missiles"- The Fall Of Troy [hahhah omg no i don't!!! That's harsh!]
What do you think of the person you like?: "Everything's Magic"- Angels And Airwaves [oh man! =( ]
What will you dance to at your wedding?: "This Could Be Anywhere In The World" - Alexisonfire [hahaha!!! umm idk about tht!]
What will they play at your funeral?:"Stand Up"- A Static Lullaby [ha! That sort of makes sense! but naw!]
What is your hobby/interest?: "Hang Me Up To Dry"- Cold War Kids [hmmm??? lol]
What is your biggest fear?:"Brother Bleed Brother"- Finch [hey!!! true!!! =D]
What is your biggest secret?:"Free Again"- Scary Kids Scaring Kids [hahah wow!....how is tht a secret??? hehehe]
What do you think of your friends?:"Barely Legal"- The Strokes [AWSOMENESSS!!!]
What do you do when you're bored?:"Semi-Constructive Criticism"- Circa Survive [hahahaa no i dont!!!! really i dont.... ;)]
What would you say is your theme song?:"Up & Go"- The Starting Line [haha!! HEY i like how tht fits!!!!]
How's life treating you?:"Where Can I Stab Myself In The Ears"- Hawthorne Heights [.....yup.....]
I swear I followed the rules! It's funny how some answers came out to correspond with the question though... LOL or not..... This game's SWEEET.....hahaha you gotta try it!!! =D
RULES:
1. Put your itunes, windows media player etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
If someone says "is this okay"?: "Lemon Meringue Tie"- Dance Gavin Dance {hehe what?!)
How would you describe yourself?: "Fireflies"- Finch (okay...idk bout tht one! lol)
What do you like in a guy/girl?:"Faces"- Scary Kids Scaring Kids (OMG i swear tht came up! hahaha!!)
How do you feel today?: "Just Enough To Make It Just"- Asteria (wow this fits reeeally well!!!)
What is your life's purpose?:"Nothing Better"- The Postal Service (hehe tht sounds depressing!)
What is your motto?:"Sailing Into The Dark Isn't Smart Kid!"- Emarosa (haha i like tht one!!)
What do your friends think of you?: "Algo Esta Cambiando" -Julieta Venegas (ahahah!! hmm they prbly do think this of me...lol).....(oh btw the song title means: Something is Changing) :D
What do you think of your parents?: "Girl" - Porter [what??@@!! aw tht doesnt fit! =( ]
What do you think about very often?:"Here's Everything I've Always Meant To Say"- Jamison Parker [okay....hmm kinda fits]
What is 2 2?: "Follow and Feel"- Saosin [hahaha funny!]
What do you think of your best friend?: "Last Nite"- The Strokes [okay!?!@@...hahahah!!!! lol not reeally!]
What do you think of the person you like?: "Autos"- Volumen Cero [Okay so the song title doesnt go, but the meaning of the song does!!! hahahah!!] (oh ya Autos means Cars]
What is your life story?: "Kicking Your Crosses Down"- Circa Survive [umm well sort of...but thts kind of sad]
What do you want to be when you grow up?:"Mouths Like Sidewander Missiles"- The Fall Of Troy [hahhah omg no i don't!!! That's harsh!]
What do you think of the person you like?: "Everything's Magic"- Angels And Airwaves [oh man! =( ]
What will you dance to at your wedding?: "This Could Be Anywhere In The World" - Alexisonfire [hahaha!!! umm idk about tht!]
What will they play at your funeral?:"Stand Up"- A Static Lullaby [ha! That sort of makes sense! but naw!]
What is your hobby/interest?: "Hang Me Up To Dry"- Cold War Kids [hmmm??? lol]
What is your biggest fear?:"Brother Bleed Brother"- Finch [hey!!! true!!! =D]
What is your biggest secret?:"Free Again"- Scary Kids Scaring Kids [hahah wow!....how is tht a secret??? hehehe]
What do you think of your friends?:"Barely Legal"- The Strokes [AWSOMENESSS!!!]
What do you do when you're bored?:"Semi-Constructive Criticism"- Circa Survive [hahahaa no i dont!!!! really i dont.... ;)]
What would you say is your theme song?:"Up & Go"- The Starting Line [haha!! HEY i like how tht fits!!!!]
How's life treating you?:"Where Can I Stab Myself In The Ears"- Hawthorne Heights [.....yup.....]
I swear I followed the rules! It's funny how some answers came out to correspond with the question though... LOL or not..... This game's SWEEET.....hahaha you gotta try it!!! =D
posted at 12:09 am EDT | 0 comments
August 19, 2008
This is CRAP total CRAP!!!
UGH!!!! I'm SO frustrated!!!! This stupid crap won't let me upload or delete pictures!!!! And then what's up with the homepages????!!!! Am i the only one that thinks new quizilla is total CRAP!?!! ARGHHHH!!!! Man and my day was very sucky already like i needed this to add to the drama.... :(
Def not my day....
Def not my day....
posted at 6:50 pm EDT | 0 comments
June 18, 2008
New Chapters!!!!More Promise OFN!!!
HEY EVERYONE!!!!
IM SOOOOO GLAD TO BE BACK!
Wow i was disconnected for a long while there; no internet for almost three months!!!!
But phewf! I survived=D
So ne-whooo just wanted to let u guys know i'm so thankful to you guys that keep asking me for more chapters, thanks so much for liking my story!! I'M SO STOKED, so don't worry now that i'm back you'll have more chapters in no time! Hey and i fixed that little problem with chapter 8, i reposted it and now it's fine...
Well thank you again for the luv!
peace ppl <333
=D
IM SOOOOO GLAD TO BE BACK!
Wow i was disconnected for a long while there; no internet for almost three months!!!!
But phewf! I survived=D
So ne-whooo just wanted to let u guys know i'm so thankful to you guys that keep asking me for more chapters, thanks so much for liking my story!! I'M SO STOKED, so don't worry now that i'm back you'll have more chapters in no time! Hey and i fixed that little problem with chapter 8, i reposted it and now it's fine...
Well thank you again for the luv!
peace ppl <333
=D
posted at 8:08 pm EDT | 0 comments
