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July 11, 2008

So many things I must catch you all up on; mix of emotions

Well, I can't really remember everything that happened since the middle of May, but I will try my best. I did go to Jacon, and I had a wonderful time; I even have pictures.

http://s131.photobucket.com/albums/p293/alonelydarkdemon/Jacon 2008/

There is the link to the entire album, but I'm going to post some of me that I like: (btw: Jacon is an anime convention for those who don't know lol)


That is me and my friend Tasha getting ready for the Masquerade, which was loads of fun (there was a semi-hot guy there a danced with)


There is an up close. We decided to wear the same dress, because we looked really gosh damn sexy.


There is the hottest guy that ever lived, besides Gerard Way of course. His name is Joe. Ashley loves Joe a lot. lol


Grant it I look really bad in this picture, I was Gunner yuna from FFX-2, and Tasha was Lucy was Elfen Lied.


Here is me as Gunner Yuna. I look pretty good considering I made the outfit myself.


Me looking pretty damn sexy for the masquerade.


Me looking sexy scene with Tasha's rock candy...it was yummy ^^


Tasha as Lucy with the convienatly placed back pack. lol


That's just Tasha being herself lol


After Jacon, nothing else really happened. In June, school ended, wooh, and after that pretty much nothing else. My Chemical Romance's new cd was postponed until July 1st, where yours truly got the cd. The Black Parade Is Dead. It is the live version of their last concert in Mexico City, along with a dvd of them live In Mexico and New Jersey.

Turns out my mom lost my report card, but I passed and that's all that matters. I met my new best friend named Paco. His real name is Jose, and I met him on this roleplaying website. He lives in georgie, and he's mexican, but he helps me with my spanish. He's really nice ^^

Me and my current boyfriend John, our 3 months would've been July 9th, had we not broken up about two weeks ago. I guess we were too much of best friends to be dating.

But I found out, this kid I liked somewhat since the begining of the school year likes me. And we've been talking online. What's really cool, is he is actually into the whole God thing. lol It makes me feel like I belong somewhere, and I have someone to talk to about things, because I believe in God with my whole heart.

I recently gave back asshole all of his stuff, and hopefully will never have to talk to him again. I only say hopefully, because I can't take him being with another girl, and in order for him to be happy, he can't be with me. And I still try not to think about it, because everyone said in May that I would be fine when summer came, yet here I am still sitting in this deep whole of dispair.

Other than that, right now I'm single for the longest time I've been since Nov. 5th 2006. It's weird, because I'm used to having somebody here, someone I love, but all of that has been stripped from me.

4th of July was fun I guess, me and Vicky went out on the boat with her aunt, uncle, uncle's friends, and her mom. And we swam and watched the fireworks. I love Vicky, she's my best friend, she almost my sister. I'm going to be dying my hair soon too. I'm dying it red with platinum tips (not yellow/blonde, white/blonde). I have the scene hair now, and my hair is actually growing too. Except my brother broke my teasing comb xD

Anyways, I'm still here guys, even though I know I haven't been on since May. Just send me ideas of things to do to get my mind off everything

listening to: All Hail The Heartbreaker - Spill Canvas
feeling: everything

- waiting for the sun to rise and brighten up my world

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