XxnothingxanymorexX's Journal

I just wasted like three seconds of your time! For making you read this, and if your a retard I wasted an hour! Haha ;D

Have you ever just sat there on day thinking about the past? Thinking of how its changed so much? I've had a nasty childhood. I went through depression, i remember there were the good ol' days where me and my brother would just fight over the play station. Lol. But we're older now, and our lives have changed alot, our parents split up. We had to go through everthing that I don't want any child to go through...Our life was tough but we got through it. Well now, today was his birthday...and i sat there thinking. And i did something i havnt done in a while....I cried....well tried to cry, i was hiding and holding them back.....but i did, and thats something i wouldnt normally do infront of others....it was....weird....but i miss those old days where we were happy...i know i can never have them back, all it is is a memory and that is what eats at me......

-Pandie-chan

I love You!



I can't get you out of my mind! I love you! Your sweet. Kind. Nice. Giving. Funny. Just so...I don't know your the best! I...I'm not sure if love is real...but this feeling is real. Your never out of my head. Your always there. Bam! Bam! Your so awesome! I know we have been friends for awhile. I'm probably talking out of my mind right now because i'm well half crazy and tired but...Your...My everything. I've thought it over for three long and good months. maybe two and well. I like you. Alot. I wanted you to know. But to bad you'll never read this XD ha. I think I would be to shy to post it if you were to read it. hahaha. Well I just had to get this out. Much love

-Panda.

Have You Missed My Journals?

Yeah i'm sure you didnt. Ha.

Well now i know how hate me....*cries*

BUT ANYWAYS I'M SOOOO BORED!! *Pulls out chocolate*
Yayz!!!

So I figured i would post a journal!! for the hell of it, and it has nothing important in it. Isnt that soo exciting?! tehe.

Well I also wanted to thank you for all of those who have messaged me, thanks alot, you guys rock, and i love you all!!

Alright! So a couple days back, I ended up staying up all night with nothing but Naruto DVD's, A sketch Pad and and Pencil. I started with a line, working on my latest drawing of Sasuke Uchiha! But then, my memory flashed. "Wouldnt it be awesme to draw a perfect Madara! Seeing as how he is my all time favorite uchiha!?" And YES!! I drew him!! Everthing so perfect! Its like it came right out of the manga! I wouldnt let the picture out of my hands man not one bit! Of Course I even carried it around school all day asking random people what they would rate it between a 1-10...ten being the best, they all either said 9.9...or 9. But a had a couple people have their jaws drop. Like one said...."No-No way!? H-hes so young! So awesome....where the hell did you, no when did you draw that?!" I was amazed someone said that about my work. Turns out the guy was a huge...and i mean HUGE fan of madara. Ha. just my luck? Well I was completly happy that day! I never get support on my drawings. NEVER either because i never show people them, or the manga/anime haterz bash on it, so i keep my drawings secretive, but i just got the slightest idea..."Why not see what other people think...Am i really a good drawer or not?" And turns out i must be a good one! Gosh I just cant believe it! I'm still obsessive over the picture!! I LOVE MADARA! He's sooooo kawwwwaaaaiiiii!!! Well anyways thats what i wanted to say!!

Your Love-
~Paaaannnnndddddiiieeeee-cccccchhhhhaaaaannnnnn

SSSSSSOOOOOO BBBOOORRREEEDDDDDD LLLIIIKKEE REEAALLYYYY!!!!!!

I...I...I'm freaking out man! Like Yeah...My House Is Haunted!! Like Re-Really....Save meee!!!!!!! Lolz I cant even sleep at night!!!! His name is dave! Yepp he has a name X__X.....but no worries!!! I have my pillow Bob to keep me safe.....O__o oh man i'm screwed........Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i dont want some ghosty dude walkign around my house!!! i'm freaking out!!!!! This is worse then...uhm.....going on my first up side down roller coaster,,,,,*thinks back like 10 years ago* Wow it was so fun,,,,so awesomely great...I LOVE roller coasters!!....*looks over shoulder* Holly SH^T!!!!! *Falls off Chair* ouwwwyyyy damn you DAVE!!!!!

I'm pretty much happy for now! My bestie just cheered me up! I'm going to look forward and block everyone out and shoot for my dream of being a writer/manga artist! I LOVE YOU SIS! YOUR THE BEST THING IN MY LIFE! YOU AND MY OTHER TWO SISTERS! (Not really but i think of them that way, since i dont have any sisters but all brothers) YOU GUYS REALLY KNOW ME TO MUCH, YOU KNOW WHEN I'M SAD WHEN I'M HAPPY, YOU GUYS ARE MY WORLD, AND MY EVERYTHING! also, I want to thank that special person in my life, you've been there through it all! Your everything the stars the sun, I would die for you!! I LOVE you and my sister! Thank you for always being there! ~Your bestie Pandiieee!!!

<3 Peace, Laught, and LOVE!

I feel like crap...I mean depressed, Tired, and stressed, all in one. Really....I just want to curl up in a hole and die...i'm really tired now, so i think i'm going to bed, so yeah...thank you for those of you who messaged me on my stories, you all rock...but yeah i'm going to probably take a brake and all for like a couple of days to straighting s couple of things out...alright see ya!! I love you all, and thanks for the support.......

Then add them up and repost as “I like ___ out of 100 bands.







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ALTERNATIVE
[x] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[x] Linkin Park
[x]The Academy Is…
[x]Coldplay
[x]Three Days Grace
[x]Yellowcard
[x]30 Seconds to Mars
[] Rise Against
TOTAL SO FAR: 9

COUNTRY
[x] Rascal Flatts
[] Carrie Underwood
[] Leanne Rimes
[] Garth Brooks
[] Dixie Chicks
[] Kenny Chesney
[] Tim McGraw
[] Faith Hill
[] Shania Twain
TOTAL SO FAR:10

“EMO” MUSIC
[x] Hawthorne Heights
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[] From First to Last
[]Senses Fail
[] Underoath
[] Something Corporate
[] Hit The Lights
[] Silverstein
[] Dear Whoever
[] Chiodos
TOTAL SO FAR: 12

INDIE
[] The Hush Sound
[] Eisley
[] Death Cab for Cutie
[] Dashboard Confessional
[] The Killers
[] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[] Hot Hot Heat
[] Gym Class Heroes
[] Franz Ferdinand
[] Modest Mouse
TOTAL SO FAR: 12

METAL
[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[x] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n’ Roses
[x]Lamb of God
[x]Slayer
[x] Atreyu
[] Killswitch Engage
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[] CKY
[x] mayhem
TOTAL SO FAR: 22


POP
[] Teddy Geiger
[] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[] Pink
[] Natasha Bedingfield
[] Mcfly
[] Jonas Brothers<33
TOTAL SO FAR: 24


SCREAMO
[] job for a cowboy
[x] drop dead gorgeous
[] blessthefall
[] the devil wears prada
[] bring me the horizon
[] dance club massacre
[] preschool tea party massacre
[] Scary Kids Scaring Kids
TOTAL SO FAR: 25


RAP
[] nas
[] Paul Wall
[] 2pac
[] mims
[] Ludacris
[] Lil’ Jon
[] Outkast
[] 50 Cent
[] birdman
[] three 6 mafia
[] lil wayne
TOTAL SO FAR: 26

SKA
[] Rancid
[] The Aquabats
[] Sublime
[] No Doubt
[] Reel Big Fish
[] Mustard Plug
TOTAL SO FAR: 26


MODERN ROCK
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[] Motion City Soundtrack
[] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[xxxxxx million times xxxxxxxxx] My Chemical Romance
[] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
TOTAL SO FAR: 32

CLASSIC ROCK
[] The Beatles
[] Led Zeppelin
[] Black Sabbath
[] The Rolling Stones
[] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[x] Meat Loaf
[] Queen
[] Poison
[x] AC-DC
[x] Journey
TOTAL: 36


there is a total of 100 bands so repost as i like ?/100 bands

Whoa!?

Alright how are ya guys?! Yeah, I'm doing okay!! Am i talking to myself now?! Damnit, I'm such a baka! XD anywho...I got myself a NEW youtube, long story short some weirdo was stalking my other one, and it got kinda scary!! Well add my new youtube, user name XxuchihaxlovexX. My youtube name is Panda, to be on the say side, my about me clearly stated my name was Michaela yes, but youtube is frekay, so is any other web site yes, but i find this one to be a little safer then youtube, just so ya know and be all like O_o panda?! Yes thats my....'code' name tehe! Well add you http://www.youtube.com/XxUchihaxloverxX
see ya!!

xoxoxoxoxox

-Mckay and or Michaela (Mckayla)

MY GOD!! I HATE MY SCHOOL!! Stupid dumb teachers, and students! I mean i got through my first year now i'm in 8th grade, and all, and my schools so backwards!! My teachers all HATE me!! I want to sooo badly go to a private school, everyone freaking hates me, ugh long story dont ask!! Hopefully my mom lets me go to a private school, so i can start fresh and all, if i dont get to go to a private school then i'll most likly drop out of school and waste my life, there is no sense in going to a freaking school where your hated by everyone!! So ugh!! I see my life being a waste!! that is unless i get to either move somewhere else(which will never happen) or go to this one private school....knowing my mom she probably wants me to live hell...oh well......

Are You Wondering Why?: Okay your probably wondering why I didnt update the last two days...."SCHOOL" God i cant stand it already! Like I'm the type of person who loves to go to school, and hang out and laugh, but what the hell! It wasting my freaking time!! Why the hell do i want to do five hours of homework, when i only get four hours before i crash for atleast some sleep. Thats why i havnt been on here and updating, but no need to worry, i'm still going to update just slowly right now, forgive me...

My New Stories: Yes! I know I've started on a Mello, Neji, and a sai story that I hate....But anyways, all of them will be updated, mostly my Neji and Mello, mostly out of the two, Neji...If you disagree and want me to update more on the Mello storie please message me and I will, Its all about you, my fans, I want to make you happy, so dont be affriad to tell me you hated a serten chapter, it wont bother me, just as long as its not a flame about all of my stories or all of the chapters, but if you dont like just one, JUST one, then tell me, I like it when people tell me they dont like some of the chapters i write because it lets me know i need to do better, but dont go out of your way to just hate it say some things you like! I wont bite!

Fans?: You are able to contact me on Aim: Deidarakun81, feel free to add me and say hi, tell me about my stories and mail me. I will answer all of your questions and will talk to you, I will also take request want me to make a story made just for you? Or do you want to give me some idea's? Well there you go, either mail me on here of add me to your aim. I dont check my yahoo that much, only instint message, not my mail box, X_X but yeah add me to yahoo if you want!

Thanks?: Thank you all to who have messaged me, there were alot in the past week. Sorry if I didnt get back to you, I'm pretty sure I did, but I love you all, your the best I really wasnt planning on getting these fans or people who like my things, i was just here for fun, thanks for the inspiration and the motivation! Hope you stay with me til the end and hope you wil lalways read my stories!!

I'M SO HAPPY BECAUSE SCHOOL STARTS IN 4 DAYS! *GASP* YAYZ!! I'M LIKE SO EXCITED AND ALL!! I MISS MY FRIENDS ALOT!! AND I MISS MATH!! YEAH I KNOW I'M A TOTAL NERD...WELL I WOULDNT SAY NERD, JUST AN A STUDENT WHO LIKES TO SKATE BOARD ON HER FREE TIME!! BUT I STILL CANT WAIT UNTIL SCHOOL!! OMGOSH!!!!! ITS GONNA BE AWESOME!!! AND NOW I'M RANTING SO I'LL STOP HERE! TEHE!!!! high school rocks!!!!

Arigatou gozaimasu!!

I want to really really really thank you for messaging me, all of you. YOU ROCK!! i wish you all the best and i wish that your stories come along aswell and i also wish for you to read more of my stories and enjoy life. X__X lolz I love you all, thanks again a million times!!

Ok so listen, yeah! I like use to totally HATE uchihacest...but now...OMFG I'M A TOTAL FAN OF IT!! c'mon you have to agree isnt it like soooooo hot?! XD yes people I AM a yaoi fan...lolz, most people are because its hot, well most females are, there are some guys, i know a guy...lol but he prefers yuri more, and hey i'll edmit yuri is kinda cute, but i wouldnt you know...get attracted to girls in that way seeing as how i am a girl...dont get me wrong!! i think love is love no matter the gender! SO FIGHT WITH THE GAYS!!! *giggles* chris crocker rocks! woah...this is getting very very very weird and off topic, basically what i'm trying to get across is...UCHIHACEST IS SOOO HOT!!!!

Why do people get mad of stupid crap? Like really come on people, grow the heck up, like so what I'm in his class this year, you dont have the right to change my classes for no reason! And your not me, thats impossible to do. Like this Slut, Ex best friend is brain washing one of my good friends to not speak to me, talk to me, or even look at me?! What in the hell kind of person is that? Ha, I dont knwo i'm full of it today, And i'm really thirsty right now...damnit, I can stand my brother like he chews WITH HIS MOUTH OPEN! you know how annoying it is when someone does that?! They make that slapping noise or how ever you want to say it, or explain it, but c'mon!! Thats one of the things that annoys me the most! Well I threw my french fry at him...And my mother wasnt to happy about that, so she told me to go away, so i threw my plate at her, and yeah...good times, good times. Lolz, but ha it sure was fun throwing a fry at him!! Well thats all I'm going to rant on about, keep checking in for more updates! ^__~

*Gasp* Guess whos' back!? Yeah thats right I am!! Shall I explain it to you? Well ok over the summer I was with my dad, and damnit I couldnt log into this account...so I gave up on quizilla, lol, what there was nothign else to do! I'd have to change my password everytime and when i did that i would just kick me off within like who knows how many times. So after like two months I came back changing everything around, and poof Michaelaz is back! Lol and I'm planing on bringing like all kinds of different story to you, writen by me of course. And i plan on staying with quizilla until it gets boring....eh! well okay i am just so happy i got my account back!! Lol thanks and message me!!

YES YES YES!!!! I THINK I'VE FIXED IT!! MY ACCOUNT MIGHT BE FIXED!!! YESH YESH YESH YESH YESH!!!! DANCE WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO but there isnt any promises it might still be jacked up, but still i'm here message me!!!!

DO YOU WANNA KNOW HOW MUCH QUIZILLA MAKES ME MADE? i WANNA THROW MY DAMN COMPUTER OUT OF MY WINDOW! IT NEVER LETS ME SIGN ON I ALWAYS HAVE TO CHANGE MY PASSWORD SO I GAVE UP ON THIS ACCOUNT. I AM NOW XXNEARXFANGIRLXX! I HAVE A NEW STORY STARTED ON THAT ONE, ITS CALLED Nate River||What happens after kira||love story....AND YEAH YEAH SO IF YOU WQISH MESSAGE ME ON THAT ONE AND ALL MAYBE I CAN SOON GET THIS ONE FIXED AND COUNTINUE MY STORIES ON THIS ONE AGAIN SORRY FOR THE DELAY AND ALL ^__^ HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND