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you dont even know....
- Member since
- Sep 29th, 2008
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- Nov 4th, 2008
About Me
Im an interesting person.. the one thing you might notice about me is that I love someone, ill just make it plain and simple. There is someone in my life that I love more than anything in the whole entire world. I want to marry her... I dont think I will ever love anyone as strongly as I love her. Shes the most wonderfull thing that ever has happened to me.... exept for some HUGE issues 1) im a girl and she is a girl and she is straight. 2) shes my best friend 3) she doesnt know I love her 4) she doesnt love me (although I dont know for sure, ive never asked) and lastly 5) she is in "love" with this total jerk. So everything on here will probabily be about her in one way or another... just to let you know im not a lesbian but I am bisexual and PROUD of it, I dont realy care what others think about it, im not a whore and I dont have sex with everyone. If you get to know me you'll eather love me or hate me.. but most love me
Newest Creations
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The begining of Forever
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Pain
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Cut
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secrets
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Latest Journal Entry
November 3, 2008
The begining of the End
Today was good, it was the first day in a long time that ive felt.. alive. It was good, im not sure exactly what changed, but something did. I think im getting better, have I even explained this whole situation yet? I think I sort of have but im gonna do it again anyways. So ive been extremely depressed and sad for a long long time now.I couldnt sleep the right way, eator even do the things I enjoy the most (my hobbies, theres to many to count) So all I did was ignor everyone and sulk all day. It got kinda bad and I did some things that im not proud of but over the last past 3 weeks just about ive gotten better, not doing bad things but still feeling like I wanted to die. But today TODAY I felt alive. It was like I was just an empty shell that could feel nothing but pain. But now its like I can feel a little bit more than befor, im still very empty but its less painfull. Sadly I think this will change, life has a way of tricking me. btw I still love her, I love her I love her, I love her I love her I love her, and she's still oblivious. Soo close to her but so far away, its like putting a starving person in a room with a person whos eating a huge steak, and saying that the starving person cant have any. Eventualy the starving person will die.
