Vamp8Love's Journal

Okay, about that "a something new" thing... not happening. Because it turns out I wanted it to be a good thing but not really, I was just excited because I was finally doing something... about.. something but anyways, it turned out horribly and he told me I need psychological help. You'd think people would realize how ridiculously oversensitive the female gender is and NOT tell us we need literal psychological help, but for some reason, they cannot get this through there thick head. I attempted to drop him like a rock, but this stupid thing called a conscious, damn it to hell, got in the way.. I'm not sure how it happened, but something went my way and it was cleared up and I'm not in jeopardy of feeling like a jerk anymore, but.. he stills thinks I like him. Or, liked him at all. Which honestly, I never did. I just did that whole, lying to myself because this is nice, thing. A bad thing to do. I don't suggest it. But teenages girls are awfully fickle. On a better note, I have a NEW STORY up! It's called A Midsummer's Nightmare- Plus One Vampire. I like it a lot. It is very in depth and detailed but that's only because I wrote it with the intentions of making it a book, not a story for quizilla. Read it with BOOK standards. It needs some work but I've gotten some really good feedback. I have to throw some credit out to my stepsister (check the memo, chapter eight), she really helped me get that one started. Can't tell you how much I love that girl. We finally went on that CTC trip today. Of course, it had to be in December, and I had to go from the West building to the South building. And of course, I wasn't wearing my coat. Keri calls it my Michelin Man coat. It's really big.. so I didn't want to take it with me. I was wearing my hoodie, but ya know, those don't keep you very warm. I did figure out that I'm pretty sure I want to take Animal Production and Care though. It looks like a lot of fun, and maybe it can get me over my fear of... killing things. And cleaning cages. Blech. But I get $1 grooming for my animals if I... do it myself. And I get 10% off of dog shampoo and toys and stuff... considering I have four dogs, that's a big plus. I can't wait til next year, now! And soon, hopefully, my dad will pull out his wallet and make the last two payments on my class ring. I really want that sucker.

Wow. That must have been a long time ago, eh? Because... I know all that stuff... and poor Lee can never be a shinobi. *tears* Yeah, right. Anyways... Corrections. Shikamaru-Kin, Gaara-Lee, Sasuke-Akado, Naruto-Kiba, Sakura-Ino, Choji-Dosu, Hinata-Neji... is that everyone? Feel like I'm missing someone... Hmm. Can anyone tell me the name of the third guy that was in the sound team with Dosu and Kin? I cannot remember his name. I swear it was four letters and started with a Z, but that's all I got. Good news! My laptop is now back, and perfectly functioning! Except that I have no javascript or macromedia, so I can't watch anything on YouTube. That's driving me up the wall a little, but I can type up my stories, plus I have a new one I'll be putting up little by little. It's pretty cool. Well, actually, I have two news ones, plus I have to do another of Prince and BHL... And I'm going to type up my original series (Steve the Monkey, from like, fifth grade.) and the one me and my friend Chasity and me (yes, added an extra and me. On purpose) wrote "together". So, I'll be pretty busy. Bad news! Unfortunatley, school started today. Yes, we have to go back to that dreaded building once more, as sophomores. And on the day before Kristin's birthday... and Chasity's follows a few days after that! It's sad... school ends in May and since my birthdays in June, it's always summer by then. Of course, I'm also always half a year younger then everyone else... but who'll be pulling that over who's head when they turn forty and I've a good six months to go, eh? I won't be able to update like I promised though. Soon, I hope, but I have to reread my story. It's not as good as I thought... Now that my authoring skills are improving, I'd have changed a lot. I'm only going to change a few things, though... I'll do improvising if I ever plan on sending this in to a competition, or something... unlikely. Extremely low self esteem. I'd be trampled into the ground. I have to reread my OWN STORY. I WROTE the thing, and all I can remember is that Leah and Lorl (It was Lorl, right? Or was it Rajan?) kidnapped Colt, and something about... a little girl. Yumi? I completely forgot about her. And she's... pretty much the entire base of the third installment of the saga *Oops! Gave away info!*. Oh, well. I'll catch myself up later. Anything else I wanted to talk about? I had to eat lunch at like, two oclock today at school. New lunch lady is completely incompetant... *sigh* And I have C lunch. I HATE C lunch.. and my new choir teacher... I'd love nothing more than to drop him and join gym and healthy lifestyles. I sincerely miss Mr. Muehl.. which is terrible, really, because I never liked him at all. Except he looked like chicken little and he kicked Canasty out of his class. Literally gave her the boot. THAT was cool. I suppose I should go now. I love everyone! (Such a lie.) But, I love most of YOU. You're pretty cool people, those of you who leave comments and message me.. really appreciate it... tip you if I had money. lol. Bye! ~EDIT~ I changed my mind. I am going to fix them all up. You won't have to reread them all, but I'm going to make them more... grammatically correct. Plus, indent more. And the first one with probably be a lot different... Otherwise, I'm just going to make myself sound more literate. Because, I seem really dumb in the first few. It's upsetting now. And I remember who I forgot! Temari-TenTen. (I can't believe I called her "the firl with the big fan thingy with the purple dots" just last year. *sigh*) And now, bye! (For reals, this time.)

I must say, I've gotten a little farther in life, here. I don't know why I thought Saturdays would come quicker with school. Now the day seems to drag on forever and I have to be smart. Before, I could just hang out and lose an IQ point every hour, live the good life. I mean, I'm young, I want to have fun before I get old and can't even walk straight. Why make me sit at a desk or a table 7 hours a day? Isn't that what I'll be doing in 30, 40 years anyways? Tell you what. I came into the world with no hair or teeth and at this rate, I'm going out the same way. Except, I'll have a back that's bent at a complex angle of 157 degrees and I'll have to have a hearing aid. Something to look forward to. If Kidnapped by a Vampire's fans care enough about me to read this (because I know if you've added me as your friend, and a lot of you have, this will pop up on your homepage) than let me tell you, I will have an update up as soon as I get my laptop back and fixed. I cannot type my stories up all at once- do you really think that works? I stay up and write a story all at once? Good stories don't come out like that. They take time if you want them done right. I have always worked on them for a few days, or weeks depending, and then copied and pasted them into Quizilla. And I promise I will do this soon enough. I've already got the next.. 20 planned out. Well, I've got two reports due tomorrow for school, and it's already nine thirty, P.M. so I should probably get started. Hasta Luego.

Today was the first day of school! Wow, I have so much to tell you all!!!!! It sucked. I keep missing this ONE episode of Naruto. The second episode after Inari is introduced. Whatever happened to Konahomaru? Did he get eaten by a shark or something? He keeps getting replaced by other people. I liked him. His version of the sexy jutsu got me wondering, though. Konahomaru's is an actual girl. Naruto's isn't, is she? Isn't she just something he created? I keep wondering about that. Well, Saturdays should come faster now, what with school to pass my time. Then I can see Gaara demolish Lee! w00t! Looking forward to that. Plus, One Peice has gotten back to the part with Crocodile. This is how I've done with One Piece. I started from the beginning and got up to the fight with Arlam/Arlong/whatever that stupid things name is. After Luffy has gotten out of the water, JUST before they are about to fight, they stop. And they take it OFF. So, I watched it on Saturdays, and it was with Trace/Ace Heatfist. Then it went BACK to the fight with Crocodile, then it went BACK to the fight with Wapole/Wappo/whatever his name is, with Chopper finally joining, and now it's getting back to Crocodile and Vivi. Trace was introduced finally, does he help them with Crocodile? I never got to finish that part... I wish the Saturday episodes would just start over for the beginning. Either that, or they get the first season in stores so I can get the seasons, in order, and watch them myself. I guess that's all I have to say for now. Adios, mi amigos. Bye, friends. Peace out, home dawgs.

Wow, I realized that I seem really stupid when I'm bored. It bugs me. Because... well, when I read past entries, (especially on my AOL Journal.) I want to smack myself. I really do. On one of my past posts, I spelled Sasuke wrong. I really can't believe that. But he is still my favorite character, and for good reason. Though I also like Shikamaru, Kakashi, Gaara, and Akamaru. (Yes, I know Akamaru is a dog.) I really liked Kabuto, but, he failed. Well, he quit, really. I don't know who Choji (spelling... I have no clue.) fights or if he wins, but don't tell me. Who's left? Let's see... Naruto-Kiba&Akamaru Ino-Sakura Sasuke-...crap...whats his face. TenTen-Temari Lee-Gaara Hinata-Neji Shikamaru-the needle chick Choji-? The.. puppet guy- the stretchy guy. (I need to learn these peoples names... I forget!) Who else is left? Did the dude... yeah, that guy from the sound village has to go.. the chick lost... And that's all I can think of. You know what I miss? I miss FMA. I haven't seen it in so long. I can sing the opening theme and it's in japanese. I don't know what the words MEAN but I know what the ARE. My sister found Final Fantasy X-2 but she didn't have her paycheck so we couldn't buy it. She is going to borrow it from a friend, but I don't think that's as good as owning it, do you? She's buying me the first season of One Piece when she finds it. I'll be watching it 20 times, no doubt. I can't wait til she finds it. She found 2 and 3, but I didn't particularly like the battle with Buggy, and I want the first one because.. well, Zolo is my faorite character. I want a lot of seasons on DVD, so I have to be patient. I have a list that I still have to ADD to now, adding... GHost Stories, This Ugly Yet Beautiful World, Fushigi Yugi and more, I think. IGPX is already on there... hmm... Well, anyways, Alicia has the car running, so I gotta jet. Stupid brish dissapeared and I have to get a new one... I'll find my old one though, because I like it. If you hate Rurouni Kenshin, then don't tell me, because my friend Ericka told me she hated it without even seeing it and the next time I see her, I'm going to strangle her. -Vamp8Love

Wow.. wow... that was the episode where the battled the Sound ninjas... Wow, that was FOREVER ago. Lee hasn't fought yet but Shikamaru has, and won, (wow!) and TenTen lost hers. Of course, she was against a sand ninja from Gaara's group... I'll be mad if and when Gaara loses. I know, he's the bad guy, I should be rooting for Lee... but I like Gaara, I always have, and I want him to win! He cannot be the only sand ninja in that group that LOSES... he's the most powerful! Tonight Naruto and Kiba fight. I want to see how Akamaru turns into a demon. I noticed how all of "rookie" ninjas have something special. Naruto- uh, nine tailed fox demon. Shikamaru- shadows. Kiba- "mans best friend" chakra. Shino- well, the bugs. The girl that TenTen fought- some big fan with four moons on it. Gaara- his sand, duh. And then... I don't know there names but two people fought- one can stretch his arms and legs (Like Luffy!!) and the other has some weird... puppet thing he controls. I forget... shoot... who did Shikamaru fight? A girl... with... black hair? No, brown. No, black. Yeah, black. Shoot, what did she have? Ooh, I forget. That's gonna bug me, but I'll live. I taped that episode so I'll just go back and look. I'm going to my dads this weekend. And... who knows how long. He said "3, 4, 12 days?" Yeah, RIGHT. The only reason I want to go over there is Kate and Ky.. plus the pool. And since I can't find my DS charger, I'll use his. Sorry I haven't been able to update, readers. I promise, as SOON as I get a laptop back into my possession, I will get... number... shoot, number something up. Thirty something. -Vamp8Love

*sigh* This is crazy. I'm depressed because One Piece isn't on tonight. This anime craze is driving me up the wall. I watch Naruto last night, and fell in love with it in the first five minutes! I have a favorite character (Saske) And he was PASSED OUT the whole episode! How did he manage to become my favorite character when he never even woke up? It doesn't make sense!! I also watch InuYasha, which is good. InuYasha says 'damn' a lot. He screamed 'Damn You' really loud and my mother came into my room like... wtf are you watching? I said..ehm.. InuYasha.. wtf is InuYasha? ...erm... well.. its japanese anime... and.. it's... really good... lol. It is!! My mother doesn't know what anime is, though, she doesn't know what CONTINENT we live on. I could tell her we lived on Africa and she'd believe me. Pathetic, I know, oh well. I've been leaving my TV on cartoon network even though my shows aren't on on Sundays. I don't have the... eh, I leave it on there for Adult Swim and I'm too lazy to get up and turn it. I lost my remote and I don't feel like getting up. So, it's going to stay there, and drive me nuts until something half way decent comes on. Which won't be until.. after I'm asleep. Damn. Oh well. I really need to do my project, it IS due tomorrow. Well, Friday, but, I want to turn it in tomorrow. Hi, Cocoa. She's barking at me and whining because I have crackers and soup sitting on my desk that I'm not eating and she wants them. TOO BAD, Cocoa. lol. Welp, byes, alll!!!!

Ericka seems to be constantly pissed at me. Yesterday was unexplainable, she started yelling at me because she was mad at her boyfriend, and suddenly, it was all MY fault. That dude looks weird in a robe. Anyways. We're okay now, of course. I just wouldn't talk to her- who goes off on their best friend like that? When you think about it, everyone- because she just started talking like everything was okay. Which works for me!! I think I'm on 33 on my quizzes, well, I have 32. On the other ones I'm writing.. 11 I beleive. Why am I always watching Xiaolin Showdown? I mean, this show sort of sucks, and yet, I'm watching it. Oh well. I like the weirdest shows. Okay, DBZ, I can't be blamed for ABSOLUTLEY LOVING. My dad got me hooked on that when I was just little. And you know WHAT, I don't care, my best friend and her boyfriend love it, my sister and my father love it, I fit right in, dangit!! And, Chasity thinks Vegeta is hott. That scares me a little, because he's not.. I mean, Gogetta is hott, but he's Vegeta AND Goku. Now, Gohan, older, he's hott. And Trunks! Haha, I love Trunks. Maybe it's just because I love anime. I have four shows that I love, just four. One of them is DBZ, DB, DBGT obviously. Another is Rurouni Kenshin. Sort of a long story. I can shorten it. A day we went up to school, Alicia dropped me off and I went in, and school had been cancelled. The ground was covered in snow and it was still snowing- no surprise. Well, Alicia came back and picked me up and I just wanted her to take me home. Noo, she took me to Nicoles! I was so mad, but when we got there, it was okay. She kept saying 'Kenshin.' I had no idea what that was, and she sounded like a moron. Jeremy was there, which was cool, Jeremy pwns. But she popped in Rurouni Kenshin, and I was in LOVE. Instant. Kenshin, gaah, hott. And Sano? Gaah, HOTT!!!! Gawd. It so pwns. Then theres Zatch Bell. I don't remember why my TV was on cartoon network, but they show came on and I remember seeing an episode of it off and on before, so I watched it. Well, it was the beginning so I could follow what was happening, and of course, I fell in love with it. Now, my all time FAVORITE show is One Piece. It is. The best. Show ever. It's on the same channel, and it's on at 10 p.m. on Mondays through Thursdays. I fell in love right away, I LOVE Luffy's laugh!! I don't like Ussop, his nose is to big. It scares me, and small children. But Zolo.. oh my God, Zolo. I can't even say how much I love that little green haired, samurai, three-sworded, pirate hunting character. It's a long story, if you want to hear it, watch the show yourself. Even though it's already into like season 4 or 5. Zolo is so sweet, he's gonna beat that damn MiHawk. Actually, I rather like MiHawk. He's the best swordsman in the world, ya know, and Zolo is all like, grr, that's my job, I promise Kuina. And then he goes to fight, and he ends up humiliated, because.. erm.. well.. Okay, Knee Hawk defeats him with a friggin little knife he carries around his NECK. It's insane. But, he gets his respect from him and.. I LOVE how everyone is all like.. OHMIGOD! IT'S ZOLO, THE PIRATE HUNTER!! What's he doing with these pirates? Haha, he is a pirate now, my sweetums. But, I'm not describing the episode. Since when does Spicer have the Eye of Dashi????? Omi had that!! Eh, whatever, I don't keep up with this show. See, people. I have to stop now. Because I'm going insane! XD See yins all leter.

The titles to my journal entries get better and better. It seems that every time I post, I act shocked because my quiz number has increased. The last number I posted was 18. I have 29 now. I'll have 30 soon! I haven't finished 29, but actually it's quite long already, so it should be done soon. It's gonna be rather long, I hope, but I don't know. On a greater note, Ericka isn't mad at me anymore. Actually, it's th opposite, because she said that even though she was utterly P.O.ed at me, I didn't stop being her best friend, because I'm Apey, and, I just rule that way. On an even GREATER note, something smells really good in the kitchen. My dog shocked me with her tongue yesterday. It was weird. She reached up and licked my chin, and I had to jump back. It felt like she shoved a needle into my face. I think she went out and got her tongue peirced with telling anyone. ..so THAT's where my twenty dollar bill went! Cocoa, you got some 'splainin' to do!!!

I despise Valentines Day. I really do. It's pathetic. The only people who can celebrate Valentines Day are people who are hooked up and have been. They may have reason. I hate the idiots who just ask some random person out so they can have a date on V-day, only to break up the next day. It's just dumb! I know that there are couples out there, who celebrate, and like the day, but they have reason!! It's called love. Seriosly. On a greater note, the Valentines Day DANCE completley rocked. I got to dance with my friendums, Kristin and Sydney, and it was great. I loved it. And.. Mendy.. well, she was crying for some reason. I still don't know why. But she was happy after awhile. And I got to yell at AdaM! I have always wanted to yell at that kid!! Seriously!! Desty broke up with him last year, and he still thinks they are going to get together. They aren't. He's a dumb fuckhead. Desty doesn't even like him, he's a jerk. So, she went to the bathroom on the slow song, and I got to yell at him. And I mean, I YELLED at him! I'm glad there was loud music. w00t! I felt bad afterwards, but no to bad, because he's retarded.

JOURNAL I am so bored, I'm losing my mind. I mean it this time. Each day, I act a little more insane. (Babies Meow?) I love my Leanna, and I love my other friends, and I love my PhillyGurl, and.. I'm happy. Sort of. ANYWAYS! I love Charmed. Dude, it is the BEST ShOw ever. w00t. I can't beleive they got ride of Leo! I mean, he rocked! I loved Leo! He was perfect for Piper, and now he's gone!!! If Chris gets hurt, I will kill the writer, and Piper would die anyways. So.. yeah.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I really don't. It's like.. woooh, look how many stories I have! And then it's... dude, I have no life. So.. I don't know what's going on anymore. I'm happy though, so, whootevar. I LOVE ALL OF MY.. LITTLE.. pEoPlE!

Woah! That was 12!? TWELVE? I have 18 now! I cease to amaze myself. I am DEFINITLEY doing a Harry Potter one, when I do two more from the one I have now, and.. I am going to keep doing them both! Rawr! Go me!!

Woah... that was.. two? I have 12 now! Holy cow. Yes, people like them, I know that, and.. woah. I love having journals, cuz you look back on the, and it's like.. haha, I said that. I'm pyshcotic. Ok, I'm thinking on writing a Harry Potter story. Except, the plot my be different then most. I'm thinking of something that I think will end up changing over time. But, I haven't started it, because I already said I was going to make it when my first one gets to twenty. Can't put on more then I can handle, I have a life outside of Quizilla. I'm sort of looking forward to it, though. I don't know what it'll be about or what I'm gonna call it but it'll be good. I hope. I meant good as in.. nevermind. I'm gonna.. go now. See you all.. not.. really.. but... yeah. Bye.

This is gonna be short-- I made my first two stories. Extatic.. people seem to like them. My best friend does, so, whatever. Much props to frickinsweetdude and cold-heartless-lies, I'll mention you in the memo for three. I appreciate it. Blah blah blah,