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December 4, 2007
Okay, about that "a something new" thing... not happening. Because it turns out I wanted it to be a good thing but not really, I was just excited because I was finally doing something... about.. something but anyways, it turned out horribly and he told me I need psychological help. You'd think people would realize how ridiculously oversensitive the female gender is and NOT tell us we need literal psychological help, but for some reason, they cannot get this through there thick head. I attempted to drop him like a rock, but this stupid thing called a conscious, damn it to hell, got in the way.. I'm not sure how it happened, but something went my way and it was cleared up and I'm not in jeopardy of feeling like a jerk anymore, but.. he stills thinks I like him. Or, liked him at all. Which honestly, I never did. I just did that whole, lying to myself because this is nice, thing. A bad thing to do. I don't suggest it. But teenages girls are awfully fickle.
On a better note, I have a NEW STORY up! It's called A Midsummer's Nightmare- Plus One Vampire. I like it a lot. It is very in depth and detailed but that's only because I wrote it with the intentions of making it a book, not a story for quizilla. Read it with BOOK standards. It needs some work but I've gotten some really good feedback. I have to throw some credit out to my stepsister (check the memo, chapter eight), she really helped me get that one started. Can't tell you how much I love that girl.
We finally went on that CTC trip today. Of course, it had to be in December, and I had to go from the West building to the South building. And of course, I wasn't wearing my coat. Keri calls it my Michelin Man coat. It's really big.. so I didn't want to take it with me. I was wearing my hoodie, but ya know, those don't keep you very warm. I did figure out that I'm pretty sure I want to take Animal Production and Care though. It looks like a lot of fun, and maybe it can get me over my fear of... killing things. And cleaning cages. Blech. But I get $1 grooming for my animals if I... do it myself. And I get 10% off of dog shampoo and toys and stuff... considering I have four dogs, that's a big plus. I can't wait til next year, now!
And soon, hopefully, my dad will pull out his wallet and make the last two payments on my class ring. I really want that sucker.
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