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Shadow-N-Bambi [2-20-08]
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Latest Journal Entry
April 27, 2008
My Birthday.
Action; Listening to music [Icebox-Omarion]Mood; Sad&Cold
My birthday just couldn't get any worse now could it? I mean really, first of all, my "boyfriend" hasn't even called to say "Happy birthday hun, how is your day so far?". He hasn't even dropped by. When, last week, he said he was going to hang out with me this whole birthday weekend. I feel so betrayed. I feel so lost. I feel so, stood up. Something like this shouldn't be happening to anyone. Being stood up twice in their lifetime. Is this how he honestly felt about me? Like I was nothing? Was all those times we said "I love you" just a lie? Probably. I wouldn't be surprised in the least bit to be honest with you. I mean, I've had more than a few relationships that ended that way. I just feel so sad. How can he do this to me? I don't know if I should be angry, sad or what. I want to kick his face in, then again I want to know why he would do this to me. But of course he was giving off these signs for awhile now. Always blaming me for stuff I never do, sometimes blaming me for hiding something, never answering phone calls, never wanting to be with me for days on end, twice it was weeks, and now this. I can't believe it had to end like this. He knew how excited I was to turn seventeen. He knew that I was so effin excited that I was going to be his age for at least a month. He knew. And what now? Nothing. I'm just in his past now. He left me in the cold.
But not only that, me and my family can't even go anywhere for my birthday. Because the realtor is bringing some people to take a look inside my house. See we're moving soon to another part of the town we live in. Because this house is so effing small. Anyway, so we can't go to downtown as planned. It takes at least an hour just to get there and an hour back. So we wouldn't be back in time. So we have to stay home. Like I want to go anywhere anyway. I mean I'm just not in the mood to go out in public right now. Actually this whole month really.
I just want to go back to Jacksonville. I'm sick and freaking tired of Chicago. I hate it with a freakin passion. Everyone, except a handful, are selfish, inconsiderate, and just plain out stupid. At least where I live. I just want to go home, back where at least I had friends that would be like, "Let's go to the mall, forget Gary, let's have our own party on the beach!". That's exactly what they would do.
Gosh I miss my family with a passion.
Anyway here's to my birthday. Happy birthday, Ashley. Enjoy the day that would live in your mind forever. The day you got stood up, the day you realize your alone in this city.
Here's to love.
On a humor note, hey, I share a birthday with Patrick Stump. Funny. My ex looks just like Patrick Stump, in my opinion. Seriously he does. You should see him.
Also it's HILARIOUS [sarcasm]. Hilarious how the song "Potental Break-up Song" by Aly & Aj speak my situation. About the whole birthday thing.
Jeez I hate my life.
-ashley
Daily Horoscope
Nov 19th, 2008
Read Full HoroscopeTaurus
You need to avoid the temptation to tell people how it should be today -- they're not listening. It's okay to pipe up every now and then with suggestions, but pronouncements are universally ignored.
