SuicidalProstitute's Journal

My poor friend Shaelyn.......

well to start off
shes majorly depressed & keeps pretending to take her meds
but shes just flushing them of course!

& shes been cutting herself ALOT more lately
so much more
there literally isnt anywhere on both her
arms hands or fingers
that she hasnt cut already
she just keeps cutting over them
making them bleed more
shes loosing a little bit too much blood a little too fast


& those arent her only problems.....
she has other but she has to take so many pills i cant remember them all
& btw she isnt taking ANY of her pills she needs to take
shes taking overdoses of ones she doesnt need to
like painkillers..........rawr

shes been ing herself over
& if she keeps doing this
i personally think she'll be sent to rehab......


i dont want her to go
but she might :(
& it would be the best thing for her
i dont want her to die either
i'd rather she goes to rehab instead of a grave

i'm not going to go crying to counselors about it
but i'm not sure what to do with her at the moment


lol

i had to vent
shes frusturating me.......
:(

superglue is soooooo cool!
lol
idk
it just popped in my head
well i am really tired
really bored
& i am going to leave
but i swear my next post will be better :P

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