ShesTHEsmoke's Journal

Sry i havent posted. start reading my stories. Whoever you are out there. Im going to a panic concert on may 30th. Im so excited. Also im learning nine in the afternoon on the piano. SO FUN! Im so sad though. Just found out a friend of mine got charged for selling drugs in school. I feel so bad for her. Shes such a sweet girl. she told an adult at our youthgroup about it all and she feels so bad because her nieces look up to her. A bunch of things were said in our little "talk" group that i didnt mean to be said. It was good though. I got a bunch of things off my chest. And now i feel more comfortable around people. Well yay. Message me. that would be great.

Ok completely my fault. For telling my close friend, Vanessa about a new guy a like. Ive never had a boyfriend. NEVER. finally i get a chance, i tell my close friend about him, and bam. He falls for her. Dont you hate it? I mean im happy for her. I really am. She was single and was depressed. But hello! Ive never had one. Oh well. By the way. I made a red velvet cake for Brendon urie's birthday. Why? becuase hes freaken hot and amazing and the lead singer for one of my favorite bands, Panic at the disco. Now without the ! Love you and please listen to Pretty. Odd. :)