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April 16, 2007
Today was my first day back from Spring Break. I went on vacation [see other entry!] and slept. So basically, I did nothing. It was raining cats and dogs and unicorns, so I got drenched going to school. My mom got really mad at me because I yelled at her for smoking, but we made up before I went on the bus. I got to school, and sat in homeroom staring at everyone, since there's nothing better to do. Finally, the bell rang. Science started, and we did a crossword puzzle. I conveniently talked to CornDog loudly, so Corn Pops could hear me. He says, "You sent a muffin down an elevator?!" I felt my ears getting hot, like they usually do when I talk to Him. It was quite awkward, actually..
Blah blah blahhhhh, gym comes. I'm RIGHT next to a cute boy. I kept thinking, "DAMNNNN, why didn't I use perfume?" Anyway, it was my turn to serve. I missed, and everyone yelled at me. The ironic thing is that they end up missing it right after me, and you don't see me yelling at THEM! P.S., locker rooms suck- crowded much?
Lalalala, guitar class. There are 34737476 cute boys in that class. I tripped over my own feet while putting my case away. Salami turns around and says, "HI!" and smiles at me. I smirk back, too surprised for a full-on "Hello, hotness!" Watching them play guitar, I feel completely fortunate that I attend a co-ed school. ^_-
Spanish, we changed seats. Guess who picked my name? SALAMI! I sat next to my friend, so it was alright. Literacy, I almost fell asleep. I hate reading books in school that I've already read on my own! BOOOOORING. Algebra. I got a 74 on my test. WHAT!? My teacher said, 'What happened?' WELL, LADY, YOU HAPPENED! She is the worst teacher ever, rushing through everything and not taking any questions. I'm not really used to those grades. It was a little depressing, since I've gotten A's throughout my school career. At my locker, a boy I liked for 3 years ran into me. Pie! Once again, I should've worn smelly stuff! I had a dream about him actually.
He & I were in a classroom. I believe we were stuck there, seeing as we didnt pay our money for the dance after the school trip. Everyone was sitting in rows. It was quite a large classroom. We were all putzing around, I believe I was drawing. I have no idea what happened after that. but, when we got out of the classroom, something happened. christian and i had started talking. This part is a tad blurred. We had started yelling at each other, in a Ron/Hermione-like way. He said he had liked me for so long, but it was something I did that kept him away. BUT WHAT?!
In the dream, I could feel his emotions couring through me..his eyes pierced, true as ever..and yet, I cannot say a thing. WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN?????????? I need courage. :[
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