RamonaAsakura's Journal

something is just really really wrong with this site.. All of the sudden, all my messages are deleted, I couldn't post a journal. I hope this works. If it doesn't I'm going to complain about it. I don't know how you guys are doing, because I can't recieve messages anymore.. I hope there's not more of you who have trouble with that..
That all I wanted to say.. so I hope it works.

Because live likes to be sucky..I got my both ears infected...
FOr the ones who had that, you know how painful that is..
Anyhoo it means that (again) I'll won't be able to come online for a while, bye!

I'll be off for a while since I'll be with my dad for a few days..
My parents just devorced and he hasn't gotten internet yet.
So bye for now^^

Hello again,
has anyone of you ever felt like your mother wanted to make a puppet out of you?
I did.. In fact I have that feeling every day.
She keeps yelling at me! If she says 'will you clean your room?' Without me even awnsering she thinks she's made an appointment.. Well not!!
Today I was working at the computer, and as the readers of my stories know, she likes to delete my stories. But Anyway I was working and then she came yelling at me to stop my music, but he! She was making so much noise I could barely hear it! Well I told her, but she kept yelling.. She really pisses me off! I'm glad I won't have to bear with her for a couple of days, in a few days. 'Cause then my dad will be moving out..
So, that's all..
And I KNOW that there are people who had this ten times worse!! But did you know this is MY journal? And not THEIRS? So if you want to read the most heavy shit, read Occido's journal! Or from someone else! (I'm only writing this because people otherwise only will say that I'm being a cry-baby and this and that people had, bla bla bla bla) Bye
                 RamonaAsakura

I'm so pissed off! They're gonna cut my hair!!!
MY hair!!! What can't people understand from 'MY hair'!!??
Damn it!!!
And it's not one inch, but about 4 inches!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON'T CARE THAT THERE ARE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS IN THE WORLD THAN HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY HAIR IS SPECIAL AND WITHOUT IT I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME!!
SO FUCK MORE IMPORTANT THINGS!! IT'S MY JOURNAL AND MY LIFE AND I DON'T UPDATE BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!
so please!!!! Don't send those dumb messages!
sorry for the bad language

I once had a special friend, but since he finished school he had to go to college and I never heard of him again. But at my new school there is a person who reminds me very much of him, for a reason I don't get.
I thought I had a friend but my sister told me that boy just wanted sex with me..
It hurts..
And also, in de band in which I play. There has come a new mucisian, which has replaced, more or less.
And on top of that, my mother's in love with the mother of one of my best friends and my boyfriend..
I really feel bad about it..

well, I'm not going on holiday anymore..
My mother's havind proffesional help for her problems so we won't be going to england..
I'm sorry Black-fairy, and to anybody who wanted to see the pictures I'd be able to take..
well, that was it bye ^__^

Well, as you all know (some of you) a few days ago was my birthday..
Well some people seem to think that your birthday should be the worst day of the year..
I was at home when those people who 'Came to see me' went away with my sister or started playing with my little brother. They just fucking ignored me!
And then I had a friend, well watch, and also, I was really pissed then.
'Why do you say you have a bad birthday'
'Because that's how it is'
'Why? Where there those goddamn aunts and uncles?'
'I only have one uncle and aunt, the rest is dead, no it was my friends'
'Were they mean?'
'...'
'Don't be so assicial!! I'm only trying to help you b*tch!'
She was the one bothering me..
then she said some more damn things and I left..
well happy birthday to me V___V

Hëya everyone..
My darn computer has gone weird, deleted the half of my stuff and now internet won't start up....
So I can only awnser the messages when I'm at school and can get a comp...
That won't be many times...
So I won't be able to awnser messages very quick...

My cavy (guinea pig)has died..
I'm broken.. I know this is a little thing, and probably you all have been trough worse things,
But I really loved him!
When I came home from school he was lying there just like my rabit when he died...
I was broken, as I touched him I knew that he was dead..
I had the feeling it was my fault, altough my parents say it's not.
Officially it wasn't mine, but my sisters but I took care of them..
It feels like I'm dying inside..

Today I thought it would be a great day. No school, no homework cuz I did that yesterday.. wel not!! Mom had other plans.. I was sended to a swimming pool (I dislike swimming) with friends. It wasn´t any fun at all... I think she just wanted me away or something.. also my dad thinks I should invite more friends at home.. What if I just don´t want to? My best friends are online.. I know I should be more social but it´s really hard for me.. I´m grateful you read this.
And by the way, which stories should I delete?

Why does my friend gothforever want to die? I don't like it.. I want my friends to be happy, and alive.. Why am I even writing this? I don't think alot of peope care aboutme.. Or my stories because they're bad and totally suck.. Would anyone care if I died? I'm not planning on killing myself but I wonder if anyone would care.. my life sucks.. I'm still upset 'cause of that stupid friend.. Why would you want to hurt someone that badly? I don't mind if you think I'm crazy, cause in fact I might be crazy..