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I wish the best of everything for you, hope you know that honestly I do, how long can you run, turn back on everyone, just let me know when you're getting tired of being alone.
- Member since
- Mar 15th, 2008
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- Last login:
- Oct 12th, 2008
About Me
So... there's not all that much to say about me. I'm only interesting if you know me. I'm only funny if you get the joke. I'm only smart if you ask me about things I know. I'm only different if you're not the same as me. Well, I can tell you that I'm a character on my own, and still you can doubt that. So what is there to say? Well, nothing. =]
Newest Creations
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Closer To Heaven With You [Johnny Christ] Part 20
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4.75 |
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Closer To Heaven With You [Johnny Christ] Part 19
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5.00 |
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Closer To Heaven With You [Johnny Christ] Part 18
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5.00 |
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Closer To Heaven With You [Johnny Christ] Part 17
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5.00 |
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If Loving Meant Living [Jacob Hoggard] Part 11
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5.00 |
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Latest Journal Entry
October 9, 2008
I wasn't asking for the world!
Uh. I guess I'm going back into that Silverstein obsession.So I'm totally sick of life, because it's annoying the fuck out of me.
Time to go?
I wish.
I'm sure a lot of people wish, but what the hell, I'm gonna stay here and rot away like everyone else.
I deserve it, don't I? A fair, equal chance to live? Then how come I get to stand here thinking life sucks, while I'm in a house and I have parents, I've got my friends and people I love, I have this internet that I'm portraying my heart to... how come I get to stand here and watch those I care about fade away? Why can't they take my chance?
Because I'm handing it over. I don't want it anymore. The guilt is what kills me now. Knowing I hate my life, but it's absolutely gorgeous... they cling to life, and they have to die.
Where will those people be? What can I tell them to make them feel better about the fact that their fate is their fate and I can never save them, no matter how hard I try?
You can have my heart!
You can have my second chance... you can have all of it.... I don't want it if it means losing you...
I'll sit here and cry for a couple hours, but it won't ever make a difference. I'll sit here and cry until the day you breathe your last breath. I'll sit here and cry in my pity for the life you have and the horrible person I am. I've cried for so long, waiting for you to die. I don't want to say goodbye a second time.
I'll sit here and cry for you, but you will never live my life.
