IT IS A VERY DETAILED STORY.
AND NOT MENT TO BE READ BY CHILDREN.
FACTS IN THIS STORY ARE TRUE ABOUT SOMEONE I ONCE KNEW.
SHE DIED OF AN OVERDOSE OF CRYSTAL METH.
AND THIS STORY IS ABOUT HE DOWN FALL.
PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT THIS DRUG AND WHAT IT CAN
AND WILL DO TO PEOPLE YOU LOVE AND CARE ABOUT.
DO NOT THINK THAT I AM MAKING THIS UP BECAUSE IF YOU MEET A METH ADDICT
IN REAL LIFE. YOU WILL SEE THAT THEY ARE JUST LIKE
THE GIRL IN THIS STORY.

Everyone is all sad they are leaving and crying.
It really is stupid I mean seriously what is there to be sad about?
You fight with these people and talk behind there backs but now your crying that the school year is over?
Wow how stupid is that?
I mean seriously it isn't that bad most of the 6th formers graduating are coming about for 7th form so they have nothing to cry about.
The 7th and 6th formers who aren't coming back should be glad they graduated.I mean seriously I won't be all sad and cry about it because I get to leave. Everyone is like your going to miss me and . Truth is I wont miss any of it. It has gotten so boring and retarded I just want to leave. I don't want to be friends with them anymore they are just so boring I can't stand them anymore. And they are just getting on my nerves. Everyone wants a hug and I just want them to go away. And they wont! Its getting annoying.

So I have exams for the next week. and 9 HOURS of english exams. I mean why the hell would we need that much time? Well I get why. But they should have that for the second language people and then the first language people should have like 4 hours or something like that. I can't stand it. Then theres the exams being when school is over. Canada has such a retarded school system I mean seriously I graduate and then I have to come back for a math exam and if I don't pass said math exam I have to take the course over? How the hell does that make sence? IT DOESN'T! They really need to sort out there priorities. I don't know how well this plan was thought threw. Anyways I am getting out of this school. And going back to public. Let me tell you! To all of those who love boarding school but never been there reconsider! It is all heaven in the movies and books but in real life it sucks you dry. I can barely wake up anymore I am so tried. And worse off is that on top of making us do "crease" which are actually called sports they make us go and do all this other like walking with the school or the inner house track and feild. It is retarded. The only thing that made me happy this year was the Casino Night because let me tell you I love Vegas. And this school has made it so it is really hard to write stories which is what I am trying to improve on so maybe I can go into writing. But NO if you don't want to be a lawyer or some like that then you are ed because thats all they care about here. Oh and going to school in Canada. BUT I am not doing that. I am going to Georgia finishing my last year of highschool somewhere and then going back to California where I belong. Again warning to all. DON'T WISH FOR SOMETHING YOU HAVEN'T GONE THROUGH BEFORE!

I just kind of want to get away. You know what I mean? After this year I am not coming back to boarding school that you know? It isn't like movies or stories...You know what I mean? You think there are going to be rich hot guys but you know what? That doesn't happen. They are ugly...Well most of them are. There are a few good looking ones. Anyways. I have a crush on one of the good looking ones...BUT he likes my ing sister. It really doesn't make sense I mean. She is a littlier skinnier verson of me. What am I saying that is probably why he likes her. And its still the same guy...Julian...My life is like a movie with no happy ending. This sucks like you have no idea...And the sad thing is my sister knows I like him yet she just keeps flirting with him. But you know...She can stay here and I'll go back home and be happy with my friends I really don't need him. I just need to servive the flirting for two more weeks.

Monday

Nothing really happened Monday. I just wanted to get the day over with. I went to the tennis court with Julian and Truckle. And those lost feelings started to come back. You know those movies where you love a boy but he loves someone else. Well that happened to me. And he happens to be in love with my sister. His friends have been telling me it is becuase he can't have me and I just shrug it off because I know its not true. I mean this isn't a movie. It is my life. He isn't going to run up to me and confess his love. He is just going to continue to wish he could have my sister. Even though he can't because she has no feelings for him. Anyways I watched Julian carefully and it hit me. I really do care for this boy. But hes my best friend and you can't fall inlove with your best friend. Life just doesn't work that way.

Tuesday

I stayed away from Julian all day. I needed to get my head straight. I just was losing it and this break would help me pull it all together again. We also had cadets. And since I am the states flag I had to be the best. I mean its w/e I like my country but theres nothing to tying up a flag to a pole. I hated cadets sometimes. But I do go to a private boarding school what should I expect. I mean we are forced to do all this we don't want to do. But hey we are getting a good education so I guess that is a plus. But someone the people here my god are they snobs. These french girls counld swing there damn arms because they think they are to goo for cadets. I am just going to slap them if they don't get this right.

Wenesday

We didn't have school so that is chill. But we still had to get up and do cadets because we only have 2 days till the inspection. We worked on the second half of the inspection and we were done and I was so tired. The sun almost killed me. Since I don't sweat I was like dying with the sun beating down on me. After the practice I ran home and changed out of my uniform to go to Lenn. I had 50 dollars and I needed real food because this food here is like dog . After chillin with some people as I was coming home I ran into Julian. He has been acting weird lately. Well not weird but he has been a jerk. He hit the water bottle I bought out of my hand and ran off laughing. His friend that was with him says he did it cause hes in love with me but I just don't want to be near him anymore. He is to big of a head right now. I don't even remember doing anything to him.

Thursday

We had school today but it was a half day. So it was pretty chill. During lunch I sat with Sophie, Jojo, Eric, and Julian. He kept on insulting me so I finally said I wasn't talking to him anymore. And Eric grabbed my hands pulling me towards him and started to tickle me. Julian pulled my hands away from him and sat between Eric and me. I got so confused on why he was being so weird. He tried talking to me but I turned away. He got mad and pulled my hair tie out of my hair and ran away. I pleaded to get it back but he said he would give it back if I talked to him nicely so I agreed and he gave it back. But the first word to come out of my mouth as he is a and he laughed. I just want to slap him sometimes he is just so ugh!!!

Friday

So Friday was pretty boring during school. But hey boarding school isn't exactly full of fun unless you are into gossip and . That really isn't gossip at all. Its pretty much. "Guess who skipped there period!" or "OMG did you see what was in dining hall today...It was total dog food!". Except with bad english because most of the people here are french. So basically since it is the end of school it is completely boring and people just want to go home. I mean who wants to live at school? But after school on Friday I got ready for my softball game. Which we lost. Because lets face it a bunch of rich little snobs playing softball doesn't really work out. And we were playing against a public school. I know you are probably like. She goes to this school isn't she a rich little snob. Well I am forced to go to this school because I don't speack french. I wish I did so I could go to a public school but its whatever. So we lost all our games and by then I just wanted to get off campus. BUT since I am not a house captain I couldn't. So instead of just staying on campus like a good little person. I left. My friends and I snuck off to lenn to basically get hammered. And we did. I must admit I had a really great time. But on our way back. One of the house parents for my friend who doesn't live in the same house with me saw us in Lenn. But I didn't get in trouble because I am a ninja. So yea, my friend is getting suspended. But she hates this school anyways so it doesn't really matter to her.

Saturday

Now unlike Friday, Saturday totally sucked! We had two games. And we lost both of them. But hey what can you do. Anyways, after 8 o'clock check in I signed out for Lenn. Planning to do what I did last night with some more people. We had some guys involved this time. And some that we didn't want there cause he is a women beater. But anyways. We got our drinks and we were sitting on the bench near the state park when a huge group of kids from my school show up. We are like because undercover cops were following them. And they didn't notice the guys walking right behind them with the badges on there belts I mean seriously! So me and my friends hid behind the bushes were they couldn't see us. After the cops left with some people to take them back to school we came out and had some fun. Thats when I noticed the girls I were with left me! I was ditched with 2 cases of mojos and some guys. I found out they went with some guys from our school to go have sex and go home. I was like wtf. And I was underage while they were legal. Then the second pair of cops pulled up but in an actually cop car. I stayed back with the guys in the bushes while they packed people into there cars. They were about to come to us when they saw some guys running like mad men so they chased after them. And me and the guys grabbed our drinks and bolted back to the school threw the woods. I am so mad at my friends I might just kill them. I mean wtf.

This is your BCS Gossiper talking to you, This is a great opportunity for me to tell you that you may run but you can't hide forever. Secrets are so dear but then again so tasty that you can't help yourself knowing everybody's business. You might hate me or love me at the end...but one thing is sure..you will never know who I am and that is the beauty of this blog...Enter this site and make a wish!! XOXO BCS GOSSIPER Someone actually wrote this to everyone in my school. There isn't that many of us so it wasn't that hard but really who would really have the time to do that? I'm not in it so I am cool with this but it is damn funny seeing all the girls in my house freak out about it because most of them are in it. I thank god that I don't have a relationship with people in this school because that would seriously be a down fall for me. But I thankfully know enough to know that I can tell if the gossiper is right or not. This person wanted to get the student body talking about them and it worked. I am so going to find out who this person in. Not to out them or anything maybe to help them. They seem to like to get people worked up and watching there back. This could be fun. Spice up the end of the year.

I want to get my revenge. This two boys have been complete and total jerks to me this entire year. And I have done nothing to them. I am just tired of them being complete dicks to me when I did nothing to them. They want to be dicks when I can be the bitch. And they are going to take it up the ass pretty soon. And for all those who think revenge is bad. I would like you to prove it because it just makes my heart do flips.