Misa0010's Journal

okay it seems that i've finished 2 stories, but the thing is... i've got more stories then when i had those other 2!!! i've got to stop thinking up so many stories!!! but i'm glad i've got them!

something i made!!!

I say," To what is life,
if you've never seen all sides of it,
the side of a murderer,
the side of a saint,
the side of a man,
the side of a woman,
the side of L,
the side of Kira,
the side of the World,
The side unseen to most,
The side never told,
The side that i wish that i could see,
The side that only God can see,
The side of Good,
The Side of Evil,
The Side that i wish the world could see,
The Side is... peace of eternity,
Then maybe the Earth would not be dying,
The Side i know just like you...

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The side that we'll always be friends... (For all my friends that i would trust with my life!)

OMG!!! today my wild girl cat, Tigraa!! showed me where her week old kittens are they may be 5 of them i'm not sure but i know there are 2 cause one is a light brown while the other i saw has white fur with brown paws, ears and a nose with brown around it!!! i couldn't see the others cuz they are hiding in a blue old truck we don't use anymore!! and there are things in the way where we can't get to them and can barely see them till they start moving around!!! but i'm also happy to know that my cat Tigraa trust me enough to show me where her kittens are... i've know that cat since she was a new born kitten!!! her mother was a cat that use to be my aunt's how i know is cuz she answered to the name Icey or Icie. and she had 5 kittens...we carried her and most of the kittens off who we thought were girls...after they were old enough to hunt though!!! but i guess we missed a girl..L.O.L!!! OMG we're gonna have some more kittens running around our house!!!! i can't wait!!!
                                                                       ^.^ Dark Misa-Misa

i've postponed this story until all my stories are the same chapter... srry but this is final.. i'll tell you when it is to begin again...

well, its official! i've destroy my life leaving not one good or kinda perfect piece of it! my best guy friend (my best out of everyone!) is now my ex-best friend. i have gotten in a daily habit of being loud mouth, bad mouthing other students like me when no one is around just about everyone i know is moving away! AS THE QUEEN OF THE BEINGS OF DARKNESS I MUST DECLARE... I've destroyed my life. the things that took so long to build come down when i kicked the last straw of being happy and having a perfect life... i think the closer you come to being perfect the more darker you become, till you finally say " thats enough trying to pretend what is going isn't. until you realize that no one really likes you... they only hang out with you cuz you're closer to perfect then them or you have a skill they wish they had... the main thing is... i've destroyed my life! if i could go back to were my life started to break to pieces... i'd do everything over... but mostly i wish i had a best friend back ,though, he was silly and stupid at times, he made me feel better about WHAT i am. but cuz he his the King of the Beings of Light...its not allowed the decgree was made by the  1st queen when her husband was killed by a being of light... i wish i hadn't accepted being the Queen at the age of 10... i didn't think it would bring me greif in my later years.  i just wish i had ALL my friends back, even more my best guy friend!!1

i mean really my life isn't so good...
i use to be so happy about everything. until my grandfather died when i was 7. i became so unhappy. i cried so much at his funeral they thought i was gonna get eNamoina, but instead 2 weeks later got Walking eNamoina. where you cough one after another. after that was over 2 years after that i felt a sharp pain in my chest like someone was poking me in the chest with a newly sharpen pencil. when i went to the docter he said it was the aftermath of the Waling eNomina.   i just L and thats what did. it made me go wild noe i don't know what i am but i hope i can find myself again... oh and this post can be used to talk to me. cuz i check my posts...

i just can't believe its finally come... i hoped it wouldn't but it has... the death of my sweet L! i know i'll have to believe it but i just started my story called "The Sweetness of Loving L" and yet it still hurts... i guess its bcuz the real makers of Death Note is having him killed of and it fills like their cutting me in half, i just hope i survive watching him die to nite...
                   Dark Misa-Misa
 Whose in pure hard core pain. im somewhat Emo already... ive cut myself like once before, but i realize thats not what makes you emo. its bcuz u shut everyone else out once everything you loved has got to a place you can't follow and unless you choose to cut yourself deep enough to where you can't stop the bleeding so you die and go to the place where everything you love is there...

i hurt my thumb 2 days ago during a panic attack while trying to find my school binder. and slamed against something when i swung around. so it feels pulled, and just refuse to go to the hospital!!!
my heart hurts bcuz this Saturday night their going to show the death of my L to where i have to believe it but i would no matter what happens... i'll always love him... you may say its stupid to give my love to an anime char. but its MY love and choose who to give it to... its in the bible that some may not find love and i KNOW i won't so i can give my love to anime chars.

I know everyone knows L/Ryuuzaki well for sometime now i've been dreaming about him! cuz a few days ago i heard he dies and cried a hour 2 hours! i know his an anime charcter but the thing is when i was about 5 i saw a 8 year old who looked like him but he had brown hair and blue eyes without the bags! and the thing is that boy gave me a kiss on the cheek but more closer to my mouth edge... anyway i can't believe it so what i'm going to do is write Death Note story just for me to read on a CD. were he doesn't die.
Light use to be like my brother but when i heard that i started hating him more then Misa Amane and that's saying something.
anyway if you want me to put this story up in Quizilla post here and tell me so!
OH L/RYUUZAKI WFY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE!!!! I"LL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN!!!!!! NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!