So I'm up yeah, don't ask why, because frankly I'm wondering too. Most day's I'd be sleeping in to about 1:00. I'm eating yogurt right now; and im lactose intolerant. This is mostly what I do when I'm bored, eat things I shouldn't be eating, and listen to music. So my life has been good lately, which I shall tell you about because I know how many people really care out there, due to my numorous amounts of comments on my last journal. (Yes, I'm being sarcastic, I tend to do that often)
I just got back from a vacation to Vermont, Maine, New Hampshire, Massachusetts, and Boston - (two places in massachusetts) So pretty! And I loved Boston, I want to move there.I went to Cape Cod on Saturday, and the water was so cold. Like after a minute or two, your holy body was numb so you could swim anyways. There was also rip tide or whatever it's called. But I got sucked into it, it didn't pull me back, but it put me into the sand and stuff. I had so much sand everywhere! Plus a ton in the back on of bathing suit bottoms, so it looked like I shit myself. Fun fun :)
I haven't seen my boyfriend for a week or two, and It's going to be longer then that, since I went to New England, he left yesterday to go toChicago (his hometown) and then I'm going to camp about 3 day's after he gets back. Ah well, it's almost been 3 months. I can't believe it, and I don't get why he would even think of dating me. But oh well, if he does, well - im glad.
God, you want to know what's sad. I have three people online right now, - and one of them is me. Yep, I added myself. If you read this and have msn add me ; libby_lu_2@hotmail.com.Yeah I know it's retarded I made it like 4 years ago.
So I suck at updating. What else is new? I don't think I even have any readers, so what's the point anyways. The only reason I stay on this website, is my two friends, and that one story I'm reading, if it wasn't for that, I'd be using my mibba account.
I don't have any excuses to my hiatus. I guess I'm either a lazy ass, or I can't find any inspiration. Actually it's both. I've got time to write, I do. And I'm trying, I want to write, but I don't know what's stopping me from thinking.
Know what's cool? I got alot of clothes when I was away, including white and highliter pink nail polish! Yeah, I'm gonna put that on later. If your still reading this; congrats. Most people find it hard to deal with my random rambling.
Have you ever had a friend that doesn't want you to be friends with anyone else? God! I hate those friends. I don't know what to do when they flip out at me because they aren't my only friend. Of course they are allowed to have other friends, but I'm not. I have two best friends, and that's all I really need. But the worst thing is that one of them is going into highschool next year, and then other one goes to a different school. Talk about abdonement! Haha, I'm kidding, It's going to be weird next year, trying to stay out of all the catfights the other girls start. I'm not going to let them slip away because if they do I'd be worthless.
I think I might start another story, I'll still leave the other one up, but I'd just be updating either one of them randomly. I don't know, I'm confused about writing right now.
I should go shower now, and then do my nails :) If you feel like being cool message me, or add me on msn. & I bet nobody will do that. Ha.
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posted at 9:41 am EDT | 0 comments
May 14, 2008
my life lately.
Alright so I haven't been on this website for a while now. I haven't updated for a while either, but things are busy because the school year is coming to an end. So, when it's done, hopefully I'll have alot of extra time for stuff like writing.
Alot of things have happened in my life lately, and I'm excited to say that they have pretty much all been for the better. Things weren't so good before this, so to have things good now is like a breath of fresh air.
My friend got tickets to a Feist concert last night so I went. Boy, it was completely amazing! She is such a funny and laid back person. She wasn't putting on an act for us, and she was just being her. She is great. Plus I am a huge fan of her music, so you know, that helped a little.
I'm actually in a relationship. Yeah, it's beyond suprising. With the same guy I dated for two days but had to break up with. Hard to explain. But I guess it has all paid off. There is a fair this weekend which should be awesome and consist of alot of hanging out with him. Lately I can't help but smile about all of this.
My friends are still fighting. As if that's a shocker. I wouldn't be so annoyed if I wasn't forced to pick a side. I still haven't. And I won't. And again, it's over a boy. He broke up with my one friend and they were dating for five and a half monthes. Now he wants to date my other friend who kind of likes to ruin relationships and he is planning on asking her out on Monday. She's planning on saying yes. The first girlfriend can't handle it. She cries all the time, and told him she didn't want himto date her for a couple of monthes. There is a certain amount of insanity with both of their beleifs. Anyhow, I'm really not looking forward to seeing how everything works out when she says yes.
Alot of my friends are going through rough times. For me bad things comes in clumps. The same with good things, but it seems now, that I'm getting the good clump, everyone else is getting the bad one. I don't know how to deal with it sometimes, because I want to talk to them about things with me when I'm asked, but then they drown me in all the that's happening in their lives. I don't mean to sound shallow. I really am there for them 100% through all of this, it just seems kind of unfair that I'm the only person happy around when everyone else is miserable. I don't know when to be happy, or when to just tone it down or something. I just wish sometimes we could all be happy together.
One last thing, my messages aren't working. So Megan, if you end up reading this. Could you message me? If you mesaged me then maybe my reply will get through. Otherwise, it's not working. Unless you in Mexico at the moment. If you are...hope you are having fun!
Alot of things have happened in my life lately, and I'm excited to say that they have pretty much all been for the better. Things weren't so good before this, so to have things good now is like a breath of fresh air.
My friend got tickets to a Feist concert last night so I went. Boy, it was completely amazing! She is such a funny and laid back person. She wasn't putting on an act for us, and she was just being her. She is great. Plus I am a huge fan of her music, so you know, that helped a little.
I'm actually in a relationship. Yeah, it's beyond suprising. With the same guy I dated for two days but had to break up with. Hard to explain. But I guess it has all paid off. There is a fair this weekend which should be awesome and consist of alot of hanging out with him. Lately I can't help but smile about all of this.
My friends are still fighting. As if that's a shocker. I wouldn't be so annoyed if I wasn't forced to pick a side. I still haven't. And I won't. And again, it's over a boy. He broke up with my one friend and they were dating for five and a half monthes. Now he wants to date my other friend who kind of likes to ruin relationships and he is planning on asking her out on Monday. She's planning on saying yes. The first girlfriend can't handle it. She cries all the time, and told him she didn't want himto date her for a couple of monthes. There is a certain amount of insanity with both of their beleifs. Anyhow, I'm really not looking forward to seeing how everything works out when she says yes.
Alot of my friends are going through rough times. For me bad things comes in clumps. The same with good things, but it seems now, that I'm getting the good clump, everyone else is getting the bad one. I don't know how to deal with it sometimes, because I want to talk to them about things with me when I'm asked, but then they drown me in all the that's happening in their lives. I don't mean to sound shallow. I really am there for them 100% through all of this, it just seems kind of unfair that I'm the only person happy around when everyone else is miserable. I don't know when to be happy, or when to just tone it down or something. I just wish sometimes we could all be happy together.
One last thing, my messages aren't working. So Megan, if you end up reading this. Could you message me? If you mesaged me then maybe my reply will get through. Otherwise, it's not working. Unless you in Mexico at the moment. If you are...hope you are having fun!
posted at 4:55 pm EDT | 0 comments
March 9, 2008
I'm sorry.
I know. It's not fair. It's not right. And im not reliable. I know. You can't trust me. But give me another chance. I know I have not been updating my story and im not going to make up any excuses and im just going to tell you the truth. This story is going to be weird because I have absoulutely no plan for it all. I write it when I feel like it, and when idea's come into my mind. Lately I have not been happy at all so I find it hard to write, because when I write when im like this I seem to think it all sucks. I can't find any motovation and I just dont feel like doing anything. But I know, I should still be updating right? Yea, and now that is the March Break I think that I will as much as I can. As much as this sounds like an excuse, while it actually probably is, if it sucks, you'll know why.
posted at 10:21 am EDT
January 1, 2008
2008.
Happy 2008 everyone :] I hope everyone had a good one, though I didn't have the most comfortable sleep, the new year, and night made up for that. I am very excited for the new year, and hope that it will be much better then the previous. But I am pretty sure it will be because, I have some very good things planned and I have started a story. Writing makes me happy. :] If you looking for something to read? Here is my link..don't expect greatness!
http://www.quizilla.com/users/Libsterlu/stories/525142/you_call_me_a_loser_001_as_if_thats_a_bad_thing/
xox - Lib.
http://www.quizilla.com/users/Libsterlu/stories/525142/you_call_me_a_loser_001_as_if_thats_a_bad_thing/
xox - Lib.
posted at 1:02 pm EST
December 10, 2007
Think of it like an experiment.
For anybody who knows of me, they would know that I have been debating whether to write a story. They know that I have thought of it for a very long time, and finally I have reached my decision, I am going to write one. Think of it like an experiment. The reason it would be an experiment are because I don't have very much experience in the matter, but I love it, so I want to do it anyways. I'll try it. But before I do write it, I need to warn you, if you are planning on reading it.
1. Love. If any reader of mine wants a love part, or anything along those lines. Your basically out of luck, I am a hopeless romantic, and have no idea what it feels to be in love. I will try my best if you guys want. But don't expect anything good. If anyone wants to be amazing, they could help me with it. Otherwise, there will probably not be very much of it.
I can't think of much more. Other than the fact that it will be different then most. Meaning, it won't have vampires, Harry Potter, Naruto, or any dreamy love stories with band and their members. You can hate my story, I won't mind. You can send me hatemail, go ahead. But please don't make it about how my story is different or boring, if you think it is, then don't read it! It's as simple as that. I will write it because I enjoy writing and I have thought about writing on here for a very long time, and finally I am going to give it a try. Honestly I don't have an exact story line, so it will just go the way it does.
1. Love. If any reader of mine wants a love part, or anything along those lines. Your basically out of luck, I am a hopeless romantic, and have no idea what it feels to be in love. I will try my best if you guys want. But don't expect anything good. If anyone wants to be amazing, they could help me with it. Otherwise, there will probably not be very much of it.
I can't think of much more. Other than the fact that it will be different then most. Meaning, it won't have vampires, Harry Potter, Naruto, or any dreamy love stories with band and their members. You can hate my story, I won't mind. You can send me hatemail, go ahead. But please don't make it about how my story is different or boring, if you think it is, then don't read it! It's as simple as that. I will write it because I enjoy writing and I have thought about writing on here for a very long time, and finally I am going to give it a try. Honestly I don't have an exact story line, so it will just go the way it does.
posted at 6:19 pm EST | 1 comments
November 16, 2007
Ecstatically happy, I am.
I guess, you could call me a remotely happy person. Most of the time. But not ecstatically happy. Not like I am now.
Reasons for being so happy;
1. This one is short, and rather obvious, today is Friday. Yes, I am happy about that. I know most of you, mainly speaking to the American's on here, got this whole week off, but me. I didn't. So today being Friday, is a very pleasing thing for me.
2. Also, today at school, in the afternoon instead of having a period of math, and a period of science which would of been on the schedule... we just didn't do any of those things. What we did was, go into the basement...[aka. the games room] and play games. Ironic isn't it? Air hockey, foosball [unsure of the spelling on that one] ping - pong, and any other bored game. But best of all, we had a game cube hooked up to the LCD projecter and were playing 4-player mario kart projected onto the wall. It was great, also having, the chips and coke. :] That made me happy.
3. Also, after school, me clearly being super bored, was on msn. Very ironic once again. And suddenly, one of my best friends from camp got online! We hadn't talked since, August, I know thats only about 3 months or so. But when you spend 3 weeks of your summer with her, not to mention not knowing anybody when arriving at the camp. You spent every night with her because you were in the same tent, you could tell her everything! Anyways, we hadn't talked since then, and it was way too long! So we talked, it was awesome. I MISS HER SO MUCH.
4. Today in music class, we got a WHOLE period just to listen to Beatles, music on the internet. I was so shocked. Turns out! We're doing a whole FRIKIN unit on them, I am so excited. It's kind of unbelievable. Actually, it is unbelievable.
Anyways I'm sure you don't give a shit about my happiness, as honestly I'm not sure I care about yours. Unless of course, your one of my friends on here, then I care deeply. If you comment or message me caring, then I will care for yours as well. Hah.
Reasons for being so happy;
1. This one is short, and rather obvious, today is Friday. Yes, I am happy about that. I know most of you, mainly speaking to the American's on here, got this whole week off, but me. I didn't. So today being Friday, is a very pleasing thing for me.
2. Also, today at school, in the afternoon instead of having a period of math, and a period of science which would of been on the schedule... we just didn't do any of those things. What we did was, go into the basement...[aka. the games room] and play games. Ironic isn't it? Air hockey, foosball [unsure of the spelling on that one] ping - pong, and any other bored game. But best of all, we had a game cube hooked up to the LCD projecter and were playing 4-player mario kart projected onto the wall. It was great, also having, the chips and coke. :] That made me happy.
3. Also, after school, me clearly being super bored, was on msn. Very ironic once again. And suddenly, one of my best friends from camp got online! We hadn't talked since, August, I know thats only about 3 months or so. But when you spend 3 weeks of your summer with her, not to mention not knowing anybody when arriving at the camp. You spent every night with her because you were in the same tent, you could tell her everything! Anyways, we hadn't talked since then, and it was way too long! So we talked, it was awesome. I MISS HER SO MUCH.
4. Today in music class, we got a WHOLE period just to listen to Beatles, music on the internet. I was so shocked. Turns out! We're doing a whole FRIKIN unit on them, I am so excited. It's kind of unbelievable. Actually, it is unbelievable.
Anyways I'm sure you don't give a shit about my happiness, as honestly I'm not sure I care about yours. Unless of course, your one of my friends on here, then I care deeply. If you comment or message me caring, then I will care for yours as well. Hah.
posted at 6:55 pm EST | 1 comments
November 11, 2007
Remembrance Day.
Happy Remembrance day to all. Well not exactly happy, but you know what I mean. We had a assembly on Friday, not to celebrate it but... I dunno how I can say that. I'm kinda having trouble with words today. Umm, to acknowledge it. I hope that makes sense. I love my grandpa, he was in the 2nd world war. I hope everyone is wearing a poppy today. :] WAIT! Is it only Canadian's who celebrate this holiday...? If someone knows can they tell me because now I am curious. On my calendar it says Remembrance Day (Canada) Is that true? Cause if it is, that is pretty interesting, I mean in the way that I thought American's would celebrate it, I mean having people in Iraq, and previous wars. :S Anyways Happy Remembrance day to all, and could someone message me telling me if it is? I want to know now.
posted at 8:09 pm EST | 2 comments
November 11, 2007
Across The Universe :]
Hi everyoneeeeeeeeee. I just got back from Across The Universe which might I say was amazing. Part of the reason being all of the music was from The Beatles pfft yes! And that Jude, [Jim Sturgess] was ever so adorable. I love all of the colours, and the psychedelic-ness of it all. All of the actors and actresses were great, and I suggest anyone who is thinking of seeing, to go and see it. I loved it.
Ps. Can someone tell me how you post pictures into journal posts, I have tried everyway I can think of.
Ps. Can someone tell me how you post pictures into journal posts, I have tried everyway I can think of.
posted at 7:51 pm EST | 3 comments
November 6, 2007
Wow, some funny things have happened lately.
Before I start, I'm telling you that these are just things that have happened to me, of which I have found hilarious. You probably will not. But that doesn't stop me from writing it all down. Only to laugh at myself, once again.
1. Today during some language testing there was my classmate sitting across from me. We weren't allowed to talk cause it was testing and all. So he starts to mouth something to me. Knowing me and all, I was having alot of trouble. Looking at him with my confused face, he kept trying to tell me something. Since the teacher was on the other side of the room he started to whisper. But it was still to quiet for me to hear, so I looked over at him and whispered "did you just ask me if I was a seahorse?" completely serious because that is what I had heard. He looked at me with that what the hell look, seconds later, I couldn't hold it in. I burst out into loud hysterics. Turns out what he was trying to say was "are you serious." I was sorta close!
2. Today in gym class, [ugh] when we were playing dodge ball [even more ugh] and this kid in my class has really hard throws so anyways he whipped it at the other kid, and the other kid fell to the ground [it was the way that he fell that was funny] and my friend and I couldn't keep in our laughter. It sounds mean but it's not because the kid who fell down it the perverted, obnoxious and annoying kid ever. So wait that's not the funny part, when my friend an I were laughing really hard I backed up and I was close to the wall, I threw my head back and started to laugh even harder but I hit my head! I hit my head on a fire alarm. And now, it's not those little tiny ones you can pull fire alarms, there like huge, with a giant ass plastic box around it, so I smacked my head on that, and then immediately fell onto the ground. My friend laughed the rest of the period. And now, I still have a giant bump, on the back of my head.
3. This one is short, but when I carved my pumpkin I made him have a uni-brow. :]
4. On Halloween, alot of funny things happened. But one of them I found funniest was when some old lady told us to "do a trick for her", of course all of my friends just looked at her weirdly. Except for one of my friends and I, we started doing a little jig and singing on her porch. It was great.
Hmm, so I know you are probably thinking, not very funny. But to me you see, these things are utterly ridiculously funny. + I bet I didn't do a very good job of explaining it all. Anyways, I'll be sure to inform you if anything else happens, which I hope it will.
1. Today during some language testing there was my classmate sitting across from me. We weren't allowed to talk cause it was testing and all. So he starts to mouth something to me. Knowing me and all, I was having alot of trouble. Looking at him with my confused face, he kept trying to tell me something. Since the teacher was on the other side of the room he started to whisper. But it was still to quiet for me to hear, so I looked over at him and whispered "did you just ask me if I was a seahorse?" completely serious because that is what I had heard. He looked at me with that what the hell look, seconds later, I couldn't hold it in. I burst out into loud hysterics. Turns out what he was trying to say was "are you serious." I was sorta close!
2. Today in gym class, [ugh] when we were playing dodge ball [even more ugh] and this kid in my class has really hard throws so anyways he whipped it at the other kid, and the other kid fell to the ground [it was the way that he fell that was funny] and my friend and I couldn't keep in our laughter. It sounds mean but it's not because the kid who fell down it the perverted, obnoxious and annoying kid ever. So wait that's not the funny part, when my friend an I were laughing really hard I backed up and I was close to the wall, I threw my head back and started to laugh even harder but I hit my head! I hit my head on a fire alarm. And now, it's not those little tiny ones you can pull fire alarms, there like huge, with a giant ass plastic box around it, so I smacked my head on that, and then immediately fell onto the ground. My friend laughed the rest of the period. And now, I still have a giant bump, on the back of my head.
3. This one is short, but when I carved my pumpkin I made him have a uni-brow. :]
4. On Halloween, alot of funny things happened. But one of them I found funniest was when some old lady told us to "do a trick for her", of course all of my friends just looked at her weirdly. Except for one of my friends and I, we started doing a little jig and singing on her porch. It was great.
Hmm, so I know you are probably thinking, not very funny. But to me you see, these things are utterly ridiculously funny. + I bet I didn't do a very good job of explaining it all. Anyways, I'll be sure to inform you if anything else happens, which I hope it will.
posted at 6:46 pm EST | 1 comments
October 24, 2007
To rant, or not to rant? That is the question.
Please read this I need your help. Alright so, I've got nothing else to do and I'm bored. Actually..., that's not true. I should be doing homework right now, but what would you pick? Today was a rather interesting day. Was just about to do my monolouge when that silly teacher said let's not. Oddly enough, had fun with my friends today. Ahh right! Halloween is in what? A WEEK. :] That means the dance is too! Well actually there is a dance on Friday too, but my schools is on Halloween. Ahh its gonna be great. But, like always, I still have one problem....? And I need your help, what the hell can I be for Halloween? I honestly have no idea. This is were you come in, I need you to send me messages of what you are being or have been. Cause I am so stuck. If you helped me I would honestly love you forever.
Also, I really do want to write a story but I'm afraid it's gonna be uber lame and nobody would read it. Plus, right now I don't really have the time for it. Maybe later? Oh AND, if you know any good stories, can you tell me cause I want some to read. NO ANIME, NARUTO, HARRY POTTER, OR FANGIRL [WHATEVER THAT IS] STORIES. Message or leave a comment, please and thank you.
Also, I really do want to write a story but I'm afraid it's gonna be uber lame and nobody would read it. Plus, right now I don't really have the time for it. Maybe later? Oh AND, if you know any good stories, can you tell me cause I want some to read. NO ANIME, NARUTO, HARRY POTTER, OR FANGIRL [WHATEVER THAT IS] STORIES. Message or leave a comment, please and thank you.
posted at 4:16 pm EDT | 2 comments
October 15, 2007
Alohaaaa.
Hi there, extremely random journal post indeed. Though my day was beyond shatty I am strangely enough in a good mood. I know hard to believe for me right? Well I guess there are a few reasons..I mean, my friend from camp [who lives in Germany] has finally been replying to my emails woooo. Opopa [Aurora] is probably coming over today. =]. But then again come to think of it...I do have some good reasons to be pissed or whatever else as well, I was dared to wear pink sparkly nail polish for 4 days, [blech], I have to get two needles tomorrow, bi[a]tches are taking over the whole world, andddd It's Monday. Now that I think of it...my day is a "okay" anyways enough of me ranting. I kinda just felt like posting ...something while I wait for Aurora, by the way go read her story would you, [always.alone.] Anyways message me would ya? Even if I don't know you hahah, yeah I'm weird like that.
posted at 5:06 pm EDT | 0 comments
October 7, 2007
My opinon on the whole "Label" thing.
Hi everyone, I'm not sick anymore. But I'm bored, and It's been awhile now that I have wondered about this, so I want to get other peoples opionons on the matter. Here goes nothing;
Once upon a time, some person that who was not apparently able to see other people as there own person made a little thing we call "labels". Labels to me, are just an excuse for not really getting to know someone. For example, let's say I meet Sally. Sally wears a polo shirt, and a mini skirt. Alright, so what do I immeadietly think? Oh no, Sally is a prep I cannot hang out with her, I hate her type. This to me is judging a book by its cover, and telling someone off before you even know them. It's stupid, It's lazy, and most of all It's rude. You know you don't like labels, you may use them because everyone else does, and It's an easy way to classify people. But It's wrong. I'd like anyone who is reading this, for at least one day of your life, to try and look past what this persons label is. The way that they dress shouldn't be an indicator of if there friend worthy or not? Think about it! Now I do understand if some people just don't work together, but maybe you could just try it. I mean, really... "Preps" don't always think that there better than everyone else because they may be pretty, or get good grades. It's steriotypical and makes you lose out on a lot of things in life. "Emo's" Don't always cut! Jeeez. For once, I'd like to see people look past appearances or labels, and live for what you have now. I just don't understand. Do you really need people judging you by the way that you look and telling you, that you must cut, or you must be happy all the time? And another thing music, I mean music, in the artist's eyes, are a way of expressing themseleves. [For the most part. Yes Fergie I am talking about you.] And if other people who listen to the music like it so what!? They obviously can relate to it from the lyrics, or just like the music. Not all people that wear polo shirts or whatevers, listen to Justin Timberlake or whoever else? Steriotypes are useless, and silly, and un-needed. I think I've gotten my point across.
posted at 11:58 am EDT | 6 comments
September 28, 2007
Sickkkkkk
Hi, I know nobody even knows of me yet, but! For some people, uhh I will be starting my story whenever I start to feel better, I have got the flu. And it sucks alot, I would write but I have tried and I just can't focus at all. I'm sorry, but if I'm any better this weekend I might write it.
posted at 5:39 pm EDT | 2 comments
September 25, 2007
Story Much?
Heyyyy. Well we might as well get right down to it, I will be writing a story, more than likely will it suck. But it will probably be for my pleasure and enjoyment. Obviously, I would love feedback, rating and messages, but don't we all? I'm still working on the title, plot and such, but just telling you all, that a story is coming.
posted at 6:21 pm EDT | 3 comments
September 12, 2007
Updates.
Hey all. Umm, I'm just going to tell you this. It's nothing important anything.
Right, what I was going to say was that, I am going to delete all of my quizzes because there all stupid and I hate them. Hahah. I will probably make new ones, who knows if there gonna be any better.Doubt it.
I may aswell write stories, but maybe not. Still thinking, and at the rate that school is going. I won't be on quizilla all that much either =[.
Well message or anything. Bye .
posted at 5:37 pm EDT
