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May 14, 2008

my life lately.

Alright so I haven't been on this website for a while now. I haven't updated for a while either, but things are busy because the school year is coming to an end. So, when it's done, hopefully I'll have alot of extra time for stuff like writing.

Alot of things have happened in my life lately, and I'm excited to say that they have pretty much all been for the better. Things weren't so good before this, so to have things good now is like a breath of fresh air.

My friend got tickets to a Feist concert last night so I went. Boy, it was completely amazing! She is such a funny and laid back person. She wasn't putting on an act for us, and she was just being her. She is great. Plus I am a huge fan of her music, so you know, that helped a little.

I'm actually in a relationship. Yeah, it's beyond suprising. With the same guy I dated for two days but had to break up with. Hard to explain. But I guess it has all paid off. There is a fair this weekend which should be awesome and consist of alot of hanging out with him. Lately I can't help but smile about all of this.

My friends are still fighting. As if that's a shocker. I wouldn't be so annoyed if I wasn't forced to pick a side. I still haven't. And I won't. And again, it's over a boy. He broke up with my one friend and they were dating for five and a half monthes. Now he wants to date my other friend who kind of likes to ruin relationships and he is planning on asking her out on Monday. She's planning on saying yes. The first girlfriend can't handle it. She cries all the time, and told him she didn't want himto date her for a couple of monthes. There is a certain amount of insanity with both of their beleifs. Anyhow, I'm really not looking forward to seeing how everything works out when she says yes.

Alot of my friends are going through rough times. For me bad things comes in clumps. The same with good things, but it seems now, that I'm getting the good clump, everyone else is getting the bad one. I don't know how to deal with it sometimes, because I want to talk to them about things with me when I'm asked, but then they drown me in all the that's happening in their lives. I don't mean to sound shallow. I really am there for them 100% through all of this, it just seems kind of unfair that I'm the only person happy around when everyone else is miserable. I don't know when to be happy, or when to just tone it down or something. I just wish sometimes we could all be happy together.

One last thing, my messages aren't working. So Megan, if you end up reading this. Could you message me? If you mesaged me then maybe my reply will get through. Otherwise, it's not working. Unless you in Mexico at the moment. If you are...hope you are having fun!

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