ILicLolyPopsAtACandyShop's Journal

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Thank you, I will love you forever and you shall be my bestest friend.

<3 with all my <3
Naynay

Hey, how is everyone doing? Well I'm doing preaty ok, other than the fact that I have woken up early this morning so that I could give my boss the keys to the money drawer, seeing as there is only one key to it and I had taken it home, 'cuz I'm a retard, oh well. This is my last day of freedom, from all things! I don't have to goto school today, or well I would already be halfway through my frist block by now, and I don't have to goto work today, byebye money. Yeah, I'm a little obsest with money. Money=Happyness becuase Stuff=Money. So S=M=H. Yeah I'm good in Algerbra, so what? huh? got a problem wit it? Well yeah. I was told in my last Journal entry, that I wrote to much, so Imma keep this one down. I'm a born writer. I want to write a story, but my creativity level goes byebye after the first chapter.


I just had an idea. I'm going to still this from some other quizilla writers out there at the moment, but I'm going to make a journal so that everyone can give me ideas to write a story. I'll be 'the peoples' thoughts brought into my world. LoL. My daddy wanted me to be a laywer, do you think I can do it? Humm? I can make stuff seem really perfessional, but I don' t really like it, I like stuff to be more funn. Well thats enough for now.

<3 with all of my <3,
Naynay.

Hey, how is everyone doing? Well I'm doing preaty ok, other than the fact that I have woken up early this morning so that I could give my boss the keys to the money drawer, seeing as there is only one key to it and I had taken it home, 'cuz I'm a retard, oh well. This is my last day of freedom, from all things! I don't have to goto school today, or well I would already be halfway through my frist block by now, and I don't have to goto work today, byebye money. Yeah, I'm a little obsest with money. Money=Happyness becuase Stuff=Money. So S=M=H. Yeah I'm good in Algerbra, so what? huh? got a problem wit it? Well yeah. I was told in my last Journal entry, that I wrote to much, so Imma keep this one down. I'm a born writer. I want to write a story, but my creativity level goes byebye after the first chapter.


I just had an idea. I'm going to still this from some other quizilla writers out there at the moment, but I'm going to make a journal so that everyone can give me ideas to write a story. I'll be 'the peoples' thoughts brought into my world. LoL. My daddy wanted me to be a laywer, do you think I can do it? Humm? I can make stuff seem really perfessional, but I don' t really like it, I like stuff to be more funn. Well thats enough for now.

<3 with all of my <3,
Naynay.

I have wonderful, crazy, weird, normal friends. My two top ones are Kat & Mayra.

I've known Kat since the forth grade, our lives are a lot alike. Well, not really. We both moved to our little small town in our third grade lives. She has two older sisters who both have little boys. Her oldest sister, who is also her favorite sister, had her little boy last year. He is such a doll. Then her other sister, which she hates with a passion, but doesn't let random people talk shit about her, had her little boy, who is also a doll, a few days after my brothers girlfriend/fiancé/wife had their little baby girl. Well Kat's sisters are 20 & 21 while Kat is 15, turning 16 in May. She loves her first nephew, but hates that he is living in her house, with his mom, so she has to baby-sit all the time, and that they both share the same birth month. I love Kat to pieces, I think of her as my little twin sister, well really a triple let, you'll find out in a little bit why, but she is sometimes a cry baby, she really needs to get over a lot of stuff. Any time something goes wrong in her life she either cuts or says she’s going to kill her self. She is not suicidal. She is how she says emo's are. She says that Emos are just attention getters. Which I full agree with. I really believe that if you cut your self then you just want to get caught while either the tool in your hand, or with the slashes on your arm. You want someone to tell you that your important and that they love you. Out of habit I tell my friends I love them all the time, because a lot of them are depressed and suicidal. Well, yeah. I think she has gotten passed that phase but its kind of annoying when you are told by someone that someone is going to kill themselves, and you don't know if they are really going to do it or if they are just crazed.
She also has this problem where she wants all the boys attention. Boys are not that great. They are annoying. They have cooties, as my younger self would say. I love boys, truly I do, but I have seen what they do when that are not all so great. The reason that both my brothers and me are by definitions 'ba$tard$'. Well right now she is dating some guy, who she met on-line, stupid. She was dating one of our friends, but dumped him 'cuz "I know I just can't love him" but she doesn't like him flirting with other girls. Our friend, who I shall call A and is going to be 19 years old in April, is dating this guy that goes by Gadget and is 18 years old. Gadget used to be Kats boyfriend, but she kept dumping him and going back out with him just to dump him again. Well Gadget got feed up with it, and while we we're at A's Halloween party, Gadget decided to flirt with A, while he was still, kind of sort of, going out with Kat. Well Kat dumped him or he dumped her, well they broke up and Kat said that A could have him. A said that she wasn't going to date him, but started to a little while later, and hadn't gotten to tell Kat so Kat had all over her myspace that she love Gadget, well his real name, and all over Gadgets myspace he had 'I love A....'. Kat got mad at A & Gadget when she found out. She still loves Gadget. She still doesn't want our friend to flirt with other girls. And. She is still going out with this guy she met over the internet, and has never seen in real life, which she better not ever set a date to meet him in real life or she will be dead with her blood on my hands. Well I think that is enough about her.

Mayra.
My other 'sister' She was born in January. She has accounts on here. I only know her account name unlike Kat. Well Mayra and me are a lot more a like. We both are brown. She is Hispanic while I'm half black. She is the oldest but acts the youngest. I'm more of the mom type. Make sure they don't get into much trouble. Well. Mayra is really hyper. You do not want to see us together. I have matured a lot since last year, but last year me Mayra and Kat danced on our lunchroom tables. Fun times let me tell you, we were good. LoL. J/K. **shifty eyes** Well any ways. I love Mayra so much. She is so much fun to be around. She doesn't bring a lot of drama, which is good. She almost got raped, well she did but I don't think he was big enough to actually do any damage to her, or enough damage where she can prove that he rapped her or that she had to worry that she was preggers. Well other than that one time, the only drama she brings is fighting with Kat, which is so easy. She likes to have boyfriends, but it isn't her main goal in life. She is currently going out with this one guy and has celebrated their 5th month anniversary a week ago today. Well, I have nothing more to really say about her except she is the best. I love her soooooooo much.

Ok next friend is Amber AKA A,
LoL. Well she is the oldest in my little group of friends. She is sometimes a little out there. She doesn't take crap and she doesn't like to give it either. Well Like I said in my little 'About Kat' section, Amber is dating Gadget, who is not in my little group of friends. Amber loves to have parties. I love Amber so much. My mommy is so cool. I tell her that Amber is going to have a party and there is going to be alcohol there and her mommy is going to be there, and then my mommy says 'o.k. Just don't drink too much; you might do something that you'll regret'. Of course I'm thinking 'I'm going to do what I want to do, with or without being under the influence of alcohol. Yeah. Well don't really have much more to say about Amber, except I met her last year, oh yeah, I also met Mayra two years ago, in 8th grade.

Al, short for Alison.
All the girls I have talked about so far have been bi, but more on the straight side. Well Al is bi more on the lesbian side. Right now she is dating this guy, and thought she was preggers with his baby for a few days, but its o.k. She’s not going to be a mom at the age of 16. Thank the lord, which I'm in the Christianity religion, and Al is Budious (spelling?) I believe Amber is Atheist, but still believes in sometype of highter being. One of Kat's parents are Jewish while the other is Christian and they are from Germany. Mayra is Catholic. And I think Kat is Atheist. I believe in God, but I don't pray every day or night. I also don't go to church every Sunday. Well back to Al, I also met her last year. She was in my Social Studies class, and in Kats Biology class. Kat decided to bring her in. Well that was a kind of stupid idea 'cuz no one really likes her, I really don't care, people are people and all are annoying at times and I want to kill them, but if I get bored, the more people I'm friends with the better.

Next up is... I don't know 'cuz I’m only going to put the important people to me at the moment up.
Well I'm just going to list everyone in the ABC's order

Al (lesbian)
Alicia- My sister in-law
Amber (cool girl)
Angie (now a mom and moved away. **cries**)
Amber two (I've known her FOREVER she is kinda weird)
Ashly (ILOVEASHLY (That’s how her name is spelt))
Becky (I work with her)
Bryan- R.I.P (1/2 brother)
Christian- my nephew (handsome boy)
Darnell- My stupid Brother
Devin- She sticks around
Dorothy- She’s so lost
Eric (he's older by 2 days, the retard)
Kathleen (best friend, part of BBB)
Mayra (best friend, part of BBB)
Holly- my homeless little friend (I'll write about her in a second)
Jazmine- my brother youngest sister-in-law
Jackie (My brothers friends with her brother, so we are sorta friends)
Jennifer- my brothers oldest sister-in-law
Jon- cousin
Kayla- cousin
Kenanadra- cousin
Krissy- She’s gone....(Reason: Drugs)
Leah - she decided to disappear (Reason: Different Classes?)
Mario- Wiber (Mexican who looks white but acts black)
Mia- my niece (pretty girl)
Michael - bus drivers son
Mystie- Went back home (Reason: Drugs and ran away to much)
Natalie- Where'd you go? (Left us for the preps)
Parker- Gay friend that was sent to an all boys privet school (Reason: Mom found out)
Rachael- they took her way (social serouses (spelling?)
Ree (Don't really talk to me anymore, but we've been friends since 3rd)
Reenie (work buddy)
Renee (I'm older by 5 days)
Ryan (don’t really talk anymore)
Sharon (she’s so cool, I met her my 6th grade year)
Shawniece- cousin
Stephanie- she’s lost also (she moved along time ago)
Theresa (She used to be my nextdoor neighbor, but she moved)
Thomas one (Kat's ex, our good friend
Thomas two (Al's boyfriend)
Will- my ‘boyfriend’ (I wish he was, he did call me his girlfriend and we’ve been flirting)

BRYAN
My oldest brother by a few months. My dad got some woman preggers and then got my mom preggers. Yeah. In 1984 I got two brothers. Yeah, in 2002, while my dad was in jail, I lost one of my brothers. Here is the story. It's going to be in a sarcastic view of Bryan, well first in an outer person view then in his view. Bryan had a good life. He was going to go to collage and be a good boy. But first he had to go and party with a few friends. Well. They were drunk, who cares about seat belts? Oh no. The side of the road is getting closer, wonder what will happen. Hum never guessed the truck would flip. Hum should have put on that seat belt, 'maybe I wouldn't have forgot to put on my seat belt, maybe I wouldn't have flown out of the windshield and hit my had against a rock, maybe I would have survived like all of my other friends, except what’s his name (I never were told the names of the people who were with him.). Well yeah. I've been to two peoples funerals. But I was crying when I saw my brother in his casket. I don't have any memories of him so I was sad. My grandfather, who is other person who died that I've been to their funeral, well I shed one tear 'cuz I had a memory of him. So yeah enough about my long lost brother who I love dearly. 

DARNELL
My other brother.
He's stupid.
He could have had a great life. No, he decided to do drugs no homework. He also decided to drop out of high school and then get his girlfriend preggers. I love Alicia, I do, but my brother is stupid. Well they never got married but the law sees them as married. They have produced me two beautiful children, I'm so proud of them, I don't know how my brother did it. Alicia must have cheated on him or my brothers little men don't have much domination skills. J/K. My niece is proof that she belongs to my family. I'm told she is just like me. Arrggg, I was a bad baby. LoL.

DEVIN
Last year was in my algebra class w/ Holly
This year in my P.E. class w/ Holly
Holly’s friend so when I hang with Holly I also hang with Devin, well at least in P.E. Devin wants to be a model and currently is signed or something.

CHRISTIAN & MIA
Nephew & Niece
3 & 2
My loveable babies that I swear are the devils spans, j/k.

DOROTHY
I met her 2 years ago, she was dating my bus drivers son, who is also my friend, but they broke up. I haven't really talked to her this year.

HOLLY
Not really homeless
I always feed her during lunch but we have 4 lunches and they got switched on the second semester, stupid school with to many kids. She was in my Social Studies Class and Algebra class last year. This year she was in my lunch on both A & B days for one day she was in my World History class and she is in my P.E. class this semester. I love her so much also.

JAZMINE & JENNIFER
15 & 16
My brothers wife’s little sister, they have another sister that died before I knew them, her name is Ashley. They are ok. They all are Hispanic unlike most of the people I have talked about, they are white, except Bryan, he’s fully black. Christian and Mia, oh course, are 1/4 black & 1/4 white & 1/2 Hispanic. Yeah. Well. Jenn and Jazzy are pretty cool.

WILL
18, turned that age in February.
Lovez California. Met him this semester in my science class. He's been flirting with me and I want to go out with him, but my mom is kind of iffy about it. I don't want to be just another girl, like those boys that have cooties like to have. I'm scared that he just wants to have sex, which I'm not going to do, until I'm out of high school, I don't want to be a teenage mother. Mother hood is hard enough; don't want to add on problems. Well yeah. He’s kind of sweet, but I don't know, I've only known him for about 2 months. Well we'll see how it turns out.

PARKER
He has been my friend for a long time now, I don't really know when it happened, but one day we were just hanging out. I know he was in my one act play class in 8th grade. Then in 9th grade, we were buddies. Well, I had a tiny crush on him, until I found out he was gay, it was sad. HEHE. Kat and Mayra thinks that we would make a great couple though, so I don't know. I haven't talk to him in forever though. His mom signed him up for a privet school, because she wants him stright. He is going to go to that school for about 2 years and come back to us in our 12th grade. I miss him so much. But I will see him in 1 year and 5 months. The last time I saw him he was a little taller than me, and that was on halloween. I remeber in 8th grade he was shorter than me, everyone is growing, except for me. Well I think I have wrote enough.

So yeah, just decided that I haven't really written anything down on one of these and I should. So I'm going to post a Journal Entry every Sunday or when something that I will need to get out comes up. So, since I decided to start this today, and its Saturday, I probley won't be posting one tomorrow, depends.

 

 

 

 

 

Well on to my first real entry.

 

 

 

Life has been pretty good. I have a job, which I'm now a shift manager at. I work at a Mr. Jims, which is in my town. It a pretty easy job. Annoying but easy nonetheless. Well I got a Nephew, who is three and a Niece who is two. They are my precious little babies. I'm not going to have kids, since I have no doubt that I will have twins, and I don't want to go through that, so when I get older, seeing as at the moment I'm still 15, I'll be 16 in 17-18 days. I'm so happy about that. Well yeah, kind of got off subject, well, when I get out of high school, and get a good steady job, I'm going to steal my nephew and niece from their parents, I've already told them of this news, and keep them as my own. LoL. Well back to reality.
 
I'm trying to get an iPod on my next check, which will come out to be about $325 before taxes, which is about 89% of my check, and then I have to pay $84 for my braces, 'cuz my mommy wants me to be responsible, and $80 for my lunch, same reason I have to pay for my braces, that my mom wanted on my teeth, but I have a $10 gift card to target, so that will help me out a little, so I'm going to have about $135.70 for me to pay for the iPod. The iPods at Target are about $150 so I'm about $15 short and I have about $106 in a piggy bank/ jar. But I have that saved for a laptop, so I can lie down while I'm on the Internet, instead of sitting up starring at this screen. Well I did have
$150 in my jar, but I've been dipping in it because I spent all of my money from my last check and I've been getting things I didn't need so I haven't been asking my mom for money. And my moms not going to give me $10-20 for my iPod or pay for my braces, so if I want the iPod on the 20th, which is one of two days that I get paid on. I'm getting my income tax check this week, and it'll be about $80. I have taken money out of my jar for awhile, so I want to be cruel to myself, so I will be putting, how ever much money I have taken out of my jar, back into my jar on my next check, which will be the day after my birthday, on the 5th. So enough about money. 

My favorite color is Black, then hot pink, then neon colors.
I love food.
I'm about 5' 0"
I weigh about 140, I know I'm fat, not really, I have DD's that takes up a lot of it
I'm kind of shy but out going at the same time.
I'm really hyper. When I'm not hyper I'm really quiet and shy. But when I'm hyper I'll probley tell you any and everything.
You will know if I got to pee, 'cuz well I have to pee, and I probley can't or don't want to go to the bathroom.
I'm lazy, which kind of doesn’t go with me being hyper.
Well I have brunette hair, which is half way died black (its fading)
I have brown eyes which turn green when I'm really happy or sad. I had allergies the other day and my eyes were watering. My eyes were soooooooo green and pretty. Then my allergies went bye-bye and my eyes were such a deep brown. It was in about 5 minutes that I noticed all of that. Well next thing.
My dad is black, and I never see him and at the moment I have no idea of his whereabouts. My mom is white and she is asleep in her room seeing as it is 4.30 am.
Hummmmmmmmm. I have two blood brothers. One is half, Bryan, and other is full, Darnell. I have one niece and one nephew. I have 3 sister-in-laws (Alicia, Jennifer, and Jazmine) and 3 stepbrothers (Devin, Kevin, and someone else who I don't rememder their name) & one stepsister (I believe her name was Candas) & one stepmother (It sounds like Exalita) (steps are from my dad, he doesn't even live with her, he’s dating some chick last I heard) my family is stupid. Well. 3 years ago I was depressed. I tried to kill my self, but I'm passed that, I still have depression but I stay hyper. I have ADHD & ADD, which helps me stay hyper. I have short time memory loss. I have OCD and I'm Bi-Polar. I have a heart problem, which the doctors could not find out what it is. I have asthma and I'm claustrophobic. I'm allergic to raw fruits and vegetables and sometimes nuts. Well I think that’s all. I'm going to post more tomorrow. I need to go to sleep seeing how I'm going to be at work in less than 12 hours.

One more thing, I bet your wondering what BBB stands for. Well in 8th grade me Kat and Mayra decided to make up a club kind of thing. Well BBB= Beautiful, because well all are beautiful, Brown, well me and Mayra are brown, but Kat hangs with us so we included her, and B!hchy, 'cuz, well, we all can be a little bit of a b!tch, but so can life, and well its like ying and yang, the bad side has to have a little good, as well as the good side having a little bad, you can guess what side were on. <3

 

If you need to talk to somebody for any reasons I will be here to help you out. I have noticed that their is a lot of depressed people and I want you all to know that you are not alone, I am depressed but I have found a way to keep my self happy and sane, but I also know that some people are not as lucky. If you have problems at home that you need to speak to someone about, but don't want the whole world to know, you can talk to me all I need to know is what I should call you and it doesn't even have to be what anyone calls you just something you want me to, and I also need to know what your problem(s) is/are or you might just want a friend to talk to. I am here to talk to you and only do what you want me to. I will help you the best I know how and tell you, if I don't know, who can help you. My name is Nay and I will be 16 April 4, 2007. If you don't have an account or you don't want a faster respond you can always instant message me. I have yahoo and MSN. My yahoo is- jnay_d91@yahoo.com MSN- nayrock4ever@hotmail.com. You can even email me on those accounts. Well if you need to talk about anything I am here for you. Remember that everyone has a role in life, you just have to find it. Sometimes it harder then others to find it, but it IS there. You might never figure it out, but someone will. Also your pain will multiply when you die, and divide among the ones that loves you. Just because you feel alone doesn't meen you are. And everyone is loved by someone and everyone loves someone. B&LoL, (Bunches and Lots of Love) NayNay

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