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- Oct 12th, 2008
About Me
Hi. I'm Ashley! I'm a perfectionist. I live my life to help other people and I do not want to let anyone down.
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Latest Journal Entry
October 11, 2008
Hi!
Okay. I am not sure how I feel right now. I feel normal, I guess. Well, normal for me. I don't know if I wanna talk about this, but I am not really sure WHAT I want to talk about. When you wanna talk to someone, nobody is really available to talk to and when you wanna do something, that is when it seems like so many people want to talk. I don't know. It isn't ALWAYS like that. It is just...well it has been feeling like that lately. I guess I am a little sad, because it is a three day weekend and I miss my friends ALOT. I always miss my friends anyway. I am one of those people that need people. I need to be able to talk to people or to see them or to help them. Without having someone there that needs me or at least someone that is talking to me, well I guess I don't know what to do. I am not use to it. I guess it is really hard to decsribe. I am sure many have felt this way. I just do not know the right words to use to express it.Anyway, that is really enough about me and my feelings...I just hope that everyone starts feeling better. I hope things start getting better.
Isn't it strange to grow up with someone and not know they are actually grown up yet? It is like you knew them for so long and grew up with them and then suddenly they are not a kid anymore, not a teenage, but someone who is an adult or becoming an adult. That weird little line that weare onwhen we are becoming adults, but are not quite there yet and then you see some people ARE there already. They are there because they are starting a family or starting a job and leaving or left school, or they are raising a child, or they just became that age that isn't a minor anymore. I guess everyone wants to get there(or most people do)...to become an adult, to grow up and have our own lives, but you never think you'll get there. It is always just out of reach and you wake up one day and realize that you are there OR that your friend is there. Or that you know an adult and you are still a teenage and you know that just in a few years you will get there, but it seems so far away. Really it isSO close. Growing up is difficult, because when you become an adult, things change. You gain more responsibilites, new troubles to face, but also more joy and the more love you'll be able to feel and maybe even the more people you will know. Now old age seems so far away, but maybe it is closer than I think it is. And I have a long life ahead of me, butif you look at it, it is just around the corner. The different stages of life are right in front of us. Who knows what all life has to offer? Sure we can guess. We can know what other people gained from life. But just because they have something, it doesn't mean we have it too. The future is sooner than you think and then it becomes a past...and you learn so much and have so many experiences, see so many people, do so many things, grow up, grow old...who will you grow old with? Who will you see when you get out of school? Who will you marry/divorce? WILL you marry? Will you have children? Will you change so much that the people from your past will not recognize you? The future is scarey to me, but it is also full of potential. Full of so many things that may happen. To realize that I am on the edge now....I am almost an adult and soon I will be onto a university and get a degree and leave and start my career and save up for a variety of things. Or will I? I hope so, but what if something changes? One day you are one way and things matter, but then you discover that you grew up and suddenly other things become more important than they once were. I guess growing up is knowing that so much could happen(although I knew that anyway, but I don't think I really understood it until now) and how things can be so different...Have you ever noticed that some changes take years, but some happen so quickly that you'd miss it if you didn't stop to think about it? How much have you changed in your life? I know I have changed alot. I have been called names, just like many have been called names. I have hurt and been hurt just like many have. I have...well I could go on forever. Really we are the same. Our souls are perfect, but our human bodies have limitations...different limitations...I am not saying our souls are exactly the same, because they are part of what makes uswho we are, but I believe that every soul is perfect...Those limitations inable us to understand, rather than just know. Because to know something and to understand it is two different things. I learned that such a long time ago, but it is so important to me. It is important to me that I understand, not just know...I hope that made sence....
I guess many have gone through this and many will go through this. It is just a weird feeling. That "on the verge of breaking through" feeling. That feeling that everything is about to change...
Change, just like love and many other things, can be good and bad. Just remember whatever comes of it, it is necassary.
That's it for now.
I love you all.
~Ashley~
Daily Horoscope
Oct 12th, 2008
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A lot's going on, but you haven't figured it out yet, so try to explore a little and pick up a few more clues. Someone you don't know well holds the answers, so seek info among normally quiet friends.
