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August 14, 2006
I was walking down the boardwalk and a bunch of guys were standing round a bench listening to some music. I walked by quikly hoping they wouldn't say anything. But, i was not lucky. That is when my life changed forever.
"Yo girl in the lime green shirt!" they yelled as a guy ran up to me. "Hey girl, wuts your name?" he asked me as i stood there in panick, it isn't like it hadn't happened before, but something was different about this guy, I don't know if it was his scary voice, his height, or his black eyes that made me shudder.
"Yo, You depth GIRL! I asked you what is your name?" He yelled.
"kk...KK..." I stuttered.
"kk...kkk... hey buddies, im talking 2 a reterd!" the guy shouted at his friends. As they all laughed ans started mimicking me an anger came over me, and i was so angry i exploded.
"My, name Is Katlin... KATLIN.... K-A-T-I-L-I-N! KATLIN, and i am not retarded, but you must be, to talk to me! Do you know who your talking to? Well you are talking to a girl that does not talk to girls like YOU so get the FUCK away from me ass hole!" I screamed. Then I started to walk away, as i heard his friends, go "OOOOO< she TOLLD u!" I felt a hand grip my wrist so tight i couldn't feal my hand.
"NO ONE talks to ME, LIKE THAT BITCH!" He shouted in my face. Then he picked me up and put me over his shoulder and started walking onto the beach. I heard his friends yelling at hiim!
"YO, Mike, put her down! 4get bout her ULL GET ARRESTED!"
Then i knew he was gonna rape me. Then his friend ran up to him. "Mike, don't, you dont wanna get in troble like last time do you?" he asked. Then his friend grabbed Mike at the wrist. "Don't!"
Mike dropped me and i got up quickly and started runnning towrd the shops on the boardwalk where i was suppose to meet my friends. I heard someone get punched as i turned around I saw his friend lying on the floor. I should have never turned around because he would have never caught me. Anyway, I ran faster and faster when i was jerked back by my hair, and i was lying on the ground looking up at Mike. He grabbed my leg and dragged me onto the beach. He threw me onto the sand and got ontop of me, (cry) whenever i think of that moment i start to cry. Well, he pulled off my skirt and... well yes... it was terible, i willl never have children because i am afraid of doing it again. Till this day they never caught the guy, because as soon as he was done he threw my skirt at me and kicked sand in my face and ran off, I think he left the state, i would too. I STRONGLY SUGGEST THAT WHENEVER SOME WEIRD GUY IS TALKING TO YOU AND YOU THINK HE MIGHT RAPE YOU, TALK ABOUT JESUS THEY ALWAYS BACK OFF! OR TELL THEM YOU ARE LIKE 12. PLEASE POST A COMMENT OR MESSAGE ME I WOULD LIKE A FRIEND, I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TOO!
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