Flashcat911's Journal

As you all might not know, I am in my first year of high school. However, being a freshmeat- I mean freshman, hasn't been the greatest thing people have told me. In fact, it's been terrible, sad, and rather cruel.

As I walked the halls on the first day of school, (Actually a while ago) I am nervous. I am shaking inside because not only am I surrounded by unknown things, but my sisters unfairly pushed me through orientation day swiftly and I didn't get to see all my classes. I finally find first period because my old friend has the same class and we look together. I am relieved. Then, a friend of hers enters the room, and leavs the table to sit with her. I am all alone.

Where did my friends go?

What happened to the friends I made in 8th grade? This was just like when I moved down here after 7th grade! Awful! Wearing a hoody, I sadly pull a manga from my backpack. My slice of heaven? No, but a dang good comfort to escape. I don't understand. I made so many friends in 8th grade with hard work and even felt like moving here wasn't so bad...! Then.... Four of those new friends go to a different school. The other two, while at my school, are in standard while I work intensely in honors and AP. The saddest is really that... One of the friends that went to another school was really close to me... He became a good friend, and always was there to include me in conversations when I was out...

Math Class, waiting for bell:

"Yeah Yeah! That game was terrible! We lost SO BAD!" A shorter boy complains.

"Ha, our teams sucks!" My close friend laughs. "It was insane, but I didn't go... Niether did you, right Cassi?"

"...?" I look up from my book and smile slightly. "I only like football when I can play!"

"Oh RELLY? You're so on after school!" He grins.

......

On the last day of school, when we're leaving seventh period, I hug all my friends because I probably won't see them voer the summer, I hate leaving the house at times.... When I hug him, it's loose, but then he squeezes tighter before quickly releasinh and rushing off to his bus, waving with a big grin. Later, as I talk to my friend on the bus, I find out he liked me... a lot. And... I liked him.... a lot... Suddenly, I'm remembering all the times that I had been so blind...

When we were in seventh period one day, watching an extremely boring movie, I complained how everyone kept saying my hands were so small for an eighth graders!... Taking my hand, he compared it to his. I thought that was normal. Then, his fingers slipped between mine and he gently, but firmly, squeezed my hand. I never second guessed he was just measuring.....

I recall when I was walking to fifth period, after math (A class I shared with him), he'd always come up to me and start talking friendly. Then, when we arrive at his class, he'd always say "I'll get a drink of water."... Which resulted in him walking me all the way to class. I did enjoy this. I enjoyed his company.

I remember his perverted jokes that always made me die of laughter.

I remember his goofy smile and funny joke-telling voice.

I remember his random "THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!" jokes.

I remember him. I wish he was still with me.

I'm sorry _____. I'm sorry I couldn't realize.......

Now, I'm in high school. I lost him. I lost my other good friend "S." I lost so many laughs. Yet, I still cling to the old memories that make me laugh. The times when I could make people burst laughing with my random jokes. The times when I was surrounded by my five amigos... My dear friends. I took you for granted. I thought I would have you all forever. Now, I'm in High School. Sure, I am just starting to make a friend or two, but they'll never replace you. Always, somewhere in my mind, I'll hold the funny boy, the blonde runner, the red head party girl, and the sarcastic shorty in my mind.... I'm sorry I took you for granted seventh grade buddies....

I'm sorry, I'm rambling... but I just had to write this down. Thank-you for listening so long.... Gomen~

I've started writing it again, sorry I went all anti-writing mode on you guys... Blame the slow computer!!! D:< Anyway, I feel really happy writing again like when I first started the story so you guys can expect some lovely new chapters! Sorry for the incredibly long wait!

-Flashcat911

P.S. I'm going to put what my new icon says... (So funny X3)

Axel: *staring at marluxia who's holding his big pretty pink scythe* Who are you, the grim reaper's homosexual cousin?

Dear peoplz,

Sorry I haven't been able to write more chapters! I've been about four hours(By flight) from home and computer access has been very limited. I'll write more when I get back- in two/three days- so look forward to it! The goood thing I got fgrom this terrible vacation(bleh, I hate this) is tons of inspiration!!! Yay! I'll write soon! Promise!

Sincerly,
Flashcat911

Smiley face looks like pac-man :D

Anyway! I have recently created a poll of which you rate my Silver and Gold story. Overally. Finally. Alas, I hope all of you who have read it take the poll. Also, I think I might makea few new stories on more harvest moon bachelors.

Two current choices right now: Blue/Kurt

Please comment on who should I do XP

Quizilla's update is cool, but a little confusing.

I'm waiting for a lot of my stories to get back (And I'm quite afraid I might not get them back) but I got all of my messages- I think. Anyone else waiting for stuff? What do you guys think of the update?

Just a little update to show IM ALIVE! Also, sorry I haven't been writing some stories as quickly as some of you like. I'm trying to work... But I can't when I don't have them XD

  It's going to end soon.

I know, a lot of the readers will probably be disappointed by that... But I already have the plot made up and everything- sorry! But I'll include a special chapter dedicated to "after" or a "epilouge" as it's called I think. Did I spell that wrong? Anyway, I hope you will all be pleased by the ending... And if not...

Llamas will attack you!

No, just kidding, message me! Complain!

 

                                                  

I am going to delete my older stories like my Kakashi one and so forth because I feel they aren't as well-written as my newer stories. Besides, my folders are getting plentiful and annoying! X3 Anywaym just a head's up. I'll probably end up doing some stories again, so don't worry!

Also, if you have a request of me to do a story on a certain character just leave the comment of the character's name and where it's from. (wow, that sounded like an answering machine XD)

                                              

I decided to make this little journal entry to post my wifi codes for DS! Anyway, the folling are the friend codes for different games(I will be updating from time to time):

Animal Crossing-
081737109213
Name: Azlyn
Town: Kharlan

Pokemon Diamond-
TBA

Harvest Moon Rune Factory-
TBA

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Like I said above, I will be updating from time to time. If you want to post your friend code and connect on wifi, just post :D

  I SUCKED AT WRITING!!! I was reading my Elemental sisters story yesterday and got kinda... "Whoa, I wrote this? This isn't even Gaara's personality... Kareoke? That would never happen... Truth or dare? WTF?" Its kinda fun seeing how I've improved though... Maybe you should do what I did, it sure makes your day to laugh at old ideas. Just a little thing I wanted to write down,

Flashcat911

I wanna make a sanosuke Sagara[off on rurouni kenshin] love story but I also want to make an Itachi love story. Which one should I do? Or should I do both? I DONT KNOW!!!!

on my story,weilder of darkness hear my cry, i am open for ANY ideas you can think of.

Hi everyone i made another account although ill still use this one too.My new account is ZoloLover90210 so if you like my stories go there. Also my sister ,imsimplysamantha, writes good stories too about my chemical romance people and so on. I hope you visit those 2 accounts.

Im sorry everyone but elemental sisters...i got no more inspiration for it.Its not fun writing anymore...i MAY post a few more chapters or i may post one more and end it.Thats just life im sorry but my minds made up -.-'

ok you all know gaara dies right?but when!?!when hes older or younger i need help!!!!!!!Oh!and all you gaara fans inculuding myself gaara gets rivived by some old lady named chiyo but she dies when she revives him.

ok my elemental sisters story should i skip the fights up until kiba vs. naruto or something else.Because i dont feel like writing every single fight down ok?good thanx for understanding

what do you think of it?oh ya and also Im not out of ideas for it but I would like to have some more to keep this story going up to 20 chapters and beyond plus I might make a sequal to my kakashi love story never know but I need ideas for that too but anyway ya thats all I wanted to say.....

ok where do you guys get themes to decorate your quizzes?I go to starlightmks.com cuz they have LOADS of stuff and I like some of their backgrounds.They have backgrounds,background music,cursors,dolls,and a lot more stuff I cant remember so check it out the next time you want to decorate your quizzes.

I have a problem!!!!!!Ok this is the problem:I know how to make a AMV but I dont know where to get the clips for it...So if you know PLEASE help.

Ok guys if your reading this I need help.I will be making a new story soon,A naruto,sasuke,kiba,and gaara love story.The problem is I can't think of a title so if you're reading this please comment your ideas I need help!!!!!!!!So please leave me some ideas Im clueless[lol] *Flashcat911*[obviously]